@sxnnai 
hi im not dead actually


i watched him fall infront of me
plenty of things i shouldnt have seen
remember when you used to run to me
i gave u the things u cldnt have dreamed of
when you look up at the sky at night do you see me look back?
and i swear to god im not giving up i can promise u that
think about the times we spent, think abouts the lives we led
i cant stand the thought of trying without you here
follow thru with ur promises you were tellin me that you would keep
another night fed another lie did i get myself in too deep

bleedin out infront of me blood on the floor
and if i had gave it less would i have seen you more
get no second chances tell me are you sure
so many times i wish i just walked out that door

i watched him fall infront of me
plenty of things i shouldnt have seen
remember when you used to run to me
i gave u the things u cldnt have dreamed of
when you look up at the sky at night do you see me look back?
and i swear to god im not giving up i can promise u that
think about the times we spent, think abouts the lives we led
i cant stand the thought of trying without you here
follow thru with ur promises you were tellin me that you would keep
another night fed another lie did i get myself in too deep

SPOTIFY

bleeding out (sennai)

recorded in january
prod @1luvpurp

You could be my secret 
i’ll keep you until i’m gone
Girl i just want to keep you
You’re not just no one
Lately i’ve been feeling 
Like dying in your arms 
You keep me up until dawn
Hoping you will hold on
(Just hold on)

Can’t hold it in
It’s hurting me overtime 
Stay here until the end
I’m not sure
if i’ll make it through tonight 
And i still feel you 
right next to me
If i close my eyes
And as my skin sinks deep into your teeth
I just can’t say goodbye 

And i don’t want to waste your time
Time’s forever changing
But i still feel the same way
Something here is just not right
I’ve been laying on my grave
Baby for you i’ve been waiting

I just can't say Goodbye @1luvpurp ♯°♫

@neohnq
backseat, blacked out off a benzo
im tonguin valis just so i can feel my head roll
fuck the valley i get fucked up in my own home
u can bite the swag but ull never rock it
u aint even tried and u still knocked it
ina big house on the lake look what i accomplished
it funny how they act when they wanna be on ur follow list

put th screen down lad ur eyes are turnin square now
we can take this out back if u wanna squareUp

i js want peace of mind
why cant i sleep @ night
gotta keep my cards close to my chest

cause theyre wht ive always dealt with
turn around and call me selfish
just cause i learned tht im not weak
im w the bros international
shuttin down malls ill b home in a week

i been livin clean but now im-

cards prod me

ft. @xxomm prod @jayysoul @atmxs
Lyrics

(yuske)
Show me your pain
Wanna take it away
I know its such a shame
But trust me its ok
Ill make sure that you're safe here by my side
Girl I cant waste no more time

Facing consequences
Its such a pain 
while im tryna keep sane
I know u feel the same
I put myself at stake
just waiting for a change
I wonder where u went
I wish I could've held
You in my arms for a longer time
Girl tell me why
You had to go and leave my side 

Show me your pain
Wanna take it away
I know its such a shame
But trust me its ok

Show me your pain
Wanna take it away
I know its such a shame
But trust me its ok

Facing consequences
Its such a pain 
while im tryna keep sane
I know u feel the same  

(xxomm)

i know you feel the same bitch
i know you speak my language
how im so up explain this?
wish you woulda came
i been standin by myself in the rain
i been staying by myself with this pain
with this new bitch and it dont feel the same
with this new shawty she sayin my name
yea you know who i am
just take my hand
waitin for your love, i dont care cuz its toxic
waiting for a text all i can do to not trip
hatin on my swag, i dont care, ill still rock this
i be in the store buy anything ill cop it

consequences ft. xxomm (jayysoul x atmxs)

complicated

complicated [tgwog + luckey + jayysoul)

@pyu
#VLM

Treat me, baby like I'm no one
But you know I'm someone, baby yeah we so done
Romeo & Juliet, our love is so tragic
Story of my life, baby I'ma cry
Cause this shit due or die, from the pain, can you heal me?
When I'm singing all these songs, baby can you feel me?
1, 2, 3, 4 -- chilling in the backseat
When you come around, baby girl it makes me happy...

Anything for you, I will do it gladly
Hop in SRTs, like coo', baby I do not make the rules...
But I know, baby you're the one for me, I enjoy your company
Baby I might cop a plea, cause I know I did you wrong
Posted up with him, baby and it makes me strong
Yeah my money, stretching long
Frendi turn it up, this ya favorite song
They know that I'm poppin', my bih bad like clock it!
Calling me up in the morning, baby can you stop it?
I'm writing these letters, that won't even reach you
But you right up on my face, but I cannot even see you
Gotta keep up with my pace, falling back, I gotta see through
She like Frendi, how it taste, when I broke your heart and left you?
How many times, is my soul getting played?
It's been like five years, and it's still the fucking same

When you treat me, baby like I'm no one
But you know I'm someone, baby yeah you know that we so (done)
It's the story of my life, baby I'ma cry, cause this shit do or die
From the pain, can you heal me?
When I'm singing all these songs, baby can you feel me?
1,2,3,4 chilling in the backseat
When you come around, baby girl it makes me happy

#RomeoJuliet 🗡🤍 (Meta)

@prodwifi

I had to lose it all 
ye i been here before
starting over
now or never
dont wanna lose myself again
thats what I told her
she keep callin on my phone
i was waitin out for you
had to keep on tryin
smokin on this gas pack
this shi got me flyin

i cant go back to that place no more  
had to change my focus
told her that i never felt way this before
got too much on my mind
i cant let go
gotta get my racks up now im on go

just keep it on the low

ima f that b like all night long
i been gettin all this dough
i cant go back to that ho

gettin tired of this
wanna go back home

I had to lose it all 
ye i been here before
starting over
now or never
dont wanna lose myself again
thats what I told her
she keep callin on my phone
i was waitin out for you
had to keep on tryin
smokin on this gas pack
this shi got me flyin

i cant go back to that place no more
had to change my focus
----


ye i said why u call my phone rn
aint never seen nun the things I tried
...

now or never

now or never (prod. wifi)

@whyhaze
@monocryy
prod me :)

(rewind)
i'm a mess and i hate it
all this time i've been wasting
feel like nothing is changing
every second i hate it
i don't know where the day went
hate my thoughts can't erase them
i'm so tired of faking
like i don't fucking hate it

i wish i was
a better person
i hate myself don't deserve shit
every day i feel so worthless
but i'll be here for you
you know i adore you
give me hope to look forward to

(whyhaze)
cuz ik you’ll leave soon
i hate it everytime i talk to u
it’s replaying in my head
sometimes i just wish that i could forget
so i could be at peace for a little moment
i just wanna go away but ik that i can’t
so i drop 2 xans in my Dxm
don’t leave me just stay here
i got some things i wna say to u
like i hate my friends
and i hate me too
i don’t wna get up
today i just wna snooze
i don’t think that i could live my life without you
it’s so true
i just wish it could be us 2

(mckel)
oh my god
oh my god
oh my

break down and i hate it
break down i’m so useless
can’t do this shit now
i feel dead on the ground
and i can’t even fix it
i wish that i never fucked it up
i wish that i wasn’t useless
i wish that i could do this

break down with my head on the ground
can you pick me up please
i wanna stand up
oh my god
i wanna be with you so bad
i’m sorry it’s selfish but im glad that i got to talk to you again
oh my god

hate it +mckel & whyhaze

Prod: @icu132 @reklus1ve

Don't know where I've been, I'm my own worst Martyr.

Tell me what you mean cos my mind gets darker,
Don't know where I've been I'm my own worst Martyr,
Cammy said to me that I gotta move smarter.

Trip over myself and I pick me up,
I'm not even a smoker but she light me up,
So much bodies round me like I'm playing God,
Been around death so much I can tell you've not got long... left.

Talking down on IG bro, man, you must be drunk,
Members put it to your dome and now you're looking dumb,
Went swimming with sharks I told his ass he should've swum,

Who to believe? Sinking it sea, yah,
Want to be just like me, I'm a one off,
All these friendlies really fake change to snakes like Aarons Staff,
I feel like Moses I'm coming down off of these tablets,
I feel like Andrew I'm catching a heathen I'm slapping him.

Tell me what you mean cos my mind gets darker,
Don't know where I've been I'm my own worst Martyr,
Cammy said to me that I gotta move smarter.

Trip over myself and I pick me up,
I'm not even a smoker but she light me up,
So much bodies round me like I'm playing God,
Been around death so much I can tell you've not got long... left.

Talking down on IG bro, man, you must be drunk,
Members put it to your dome and now you're looking dumb,
Went swimming with sharks I told his ass he should've swum,
Who to believe? Sinking it sea, yah,

Talking down on IG bro, man, you must be drunk,
Members put it to your dome and now you're looking dumb,
Went swimming with sharks I told his ass he should've swum,

Who to believe? Sinking it sea, yah,
Want to be just like me, I'm a one off,
All these friendlies really fake change to snakes like Aarons Staff,
I feel like Moses I'm coming down off of these tablets,
I feel like Andrew I'm catching a heathen I'm slapping him.

Don't know where I've been I'm my own worst Martyr.
Cammy said to me that I gotta move smarter.

Martyr

<3ZIGE x BBLESS - NETLOG [prod feineboi + radkoun]

prod, mix & master by me :D

tell me
have you been lost before
found the silence knocking on your door
wondering what you're living for
feeling like you lose control

have you ever walked through the dark alone
chasing ghosts in places that you used to know
eyes wide but the light feels damn low
tryna find a way back home

but you're already there
tell me why's it lonely here
the suns the bright but its not clear
its warm but its nowhere near
you try to smile but all you feel is fear
i trace my steps on the broken glass
time wont bleed it wont just wont pass
reflections lie in every pane
a thousand versions of the same pain

im tired i try not to lie
i focus on inside
i try not to die
but people need me here
its hard to suffice
im broken inside
im broken inside
im broken

tell me
have you been lost before
found the silence knocking on your door
wondering what you're living for
feeling like you lose control

im lost in places that shouldn't be known
in a crowd but im still alone
the compass spins but the signal fades
every landmark feels handmade
im walking distance' to see the same things
the pavement crumbles is this my fate?
consciousness is slipping away, away, away

now or never (prod. wifi)

yuske

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