new me
p cr1sis n 1luor ♥

lyrics:
they wanna see me fall, they all wanna see me dead
keep my circle tight, gotta watch whats bein said
tried to shake me off, but im grounded like the spread
comin from the bottom, now they all have me misread

they all tried to cut me off im not a phony
th- they talk a lot, but nobody will control me
i keep it low, aint no body gonna slow me
i dont give a fuck, cuz no body will control me

they be prayin that i slip but i stay patient
k- k- keep my head down, built up from the basement
they stay with me, but i feel the hesitation
so i stayed alone, n- no need for validation

they wanna see me fall, they all wanna see me dead
keep my circle tight, gotta watch whats bein said
tried to shake me off, but im grounded like the spread
comin from the bottom, now they all have me misread

they all tried to cut me off im not a phony
th- they talk a lot, but nobody will control me
i keep it low, aint no body gonna slow me
i dont give a fuck, cuz no body will control me

(aaaaaaaaa)

ᵛʸᵉˣˣ` misread (cr1sis + 1luor))

IdkU

prod @2rel
sample: Kirarrii – Santa-monica

yeah, right

GTFO (LYNXW + VARA)

Am I deserving of this?
[finale]
Lyrics,
She found me when I was egregious,
Could've gotten hurt, but your love vowed,
Pouring out, said it could stay between us,
Told me to speak, told me to shout,

I broke, you found every piece of me,
My remnants,
Your view, pristine, my mind shattered,
Your eyes let me see,

Head down, losing petals and reasons,
Out of control, wanna see past the clouds,
Face cold, couldn’t see past the season,
Sensation too bold, couldn’t make myself proud,

I broke like glass, found my remnants,
Helping hand reached out, at the cost of your own,
Your view pristine, my mind shattered with,
Radiance of your love,


She found me when I was egregious,
Could've gotten hurt, but your love vowed,
Pouring out, said it could stay between us,
Told me to speak, told me to shout,

I broke, you found every piece of me,
My remnants,
Your view, pristine, my mind shattered,
Your eyes let me see,

(eyes open)

Don't give up, don't give in, swear I'll make it to the end,
I'll return what I owe, I'm in debt with your love,
Melting me, hostility you extend,
Hit with trial, but all I could think of is you,

No, I can’t let your flame go to waste,
Heart bloomed upon seeing your grace,
Carry your warmth through the storm, the rain,
Now my eyes see from your place,

Her luminous love, 
(luminous love)
Blossom in spring, sweater in fall,
Swiftfulness of a dove,
(her loves from above)
Blossom in spring, sweater in fall,

Like a sweater in fall,

Girl, don't trip, please don't fall,

her luminous love

Produced and mixed by Serena Liars and corepost
Mastered by Serena Liars
Final arrangement by Serena Liars
Vocals done by Serena Liars

So far away from love

full tape soon

Swim in my own lane but u still pocket watching
I can’t stand with all these lames, get off your ass n lock in
It’s okay to be the same that’s just less competition 
If ur complacent be that way just know I’m up you’re not kid

Hop in the 4 seater yk we go a couple over
Got imports shipping in yk I spent a couple over
My life is luxury but ima keep on ballin sober
Been feeling so lucky like I don’t need no four leaf clover

I’m on that new wave like who’s to say were not gonna make it
If I want something I’ll find a way with no complications
U post in a bnb like next day it’s all vacant
Grind on the low my pockets fat I talk like salutations

Talk ab my group like we gon run for presidency
U think my fit is wack when u head to toe in rep balenci
I spit my bars u never knew I could rap like oh well let’s see
My taco flows that’s high ball knowledge just like my #bussin besties

U wanna be like us but why u tryna press me
U can’t spit game like this I know it’s gon be messy ah
I’ll keep on goin like it’s Ronaldo n Messi
Getcha ankles broke then run it back like cmon check me

in:FURE for 25 I’ll ask you are you ready
I’ve been on the come up I’ve been growin steady
Coppin all the garments catch me flickin w the hedi 
Why do u ask for feats when u not bready

It’s never easy u will fall when times are tough
(But what’s that mean)
It’s no excuse to go n give on up
Ur stories not over till ur clock ain’t tickin
Another reason to get off ur ass n listen

Hop in the 4 seater yk we go a couple over
Got imports shipping in yk I spent a couple over
My life is luxury but ima keep on ballin sober
Been feeling so lucky like I don’t need no four leaf clover
I’m on that new wave like who’s to say were not gonna make it
If I want something I’ll find a way with no complications
U post in a bnb like next day it’s all vacant
Grind on the low my pockets fat I talk like

CANT STAND IT

prod. ghowz

(angels praying for me)
(hoping i survive this)
(i just wanna decease)
(everything is tarnished)
(took that bitch home)
(now shes kissing on my fresh cuts)
(but im better off alone)
(n i realize that im so stuck)

demons calling in the night
n i think im one of them now
bitch i’ll drain ur life
blood dripping out of my mouth
swallow all these pills
throwing up in the bathroom
tainted dollar bills
from the evil that i talk to

sacrificial knife in my bag
oh thats all bad
what a sad life
yah theres no way u would understand
scars on my thighs
like a sinner cant escape that
wish that i could die
u dont get it but im so sad

angels praying for me
hoping i survive this
i just wanna decease
everything is tarnished
took that bitch home
now shes kissing on my fresh cuts
but im better off alone
n i realize that im so stuck

(angels praying for me)
(hoping i survive this)
(i just wanna decease)
(everything is tarnished)
(took that bitch home)
(now shes kissing on my fresh cuts)
(but im better off alone)
(n i realize that im so stuck)

demons calling in the night
n i think im one of them now
bitch i’ll drain ur life
blood dripping out of my mouth
swallow all these pills
throwing up in the bathroom
tainted dollar bills
from the evil that i talk to

sacrificial knife in my bag
oh thats all bad
what a sad life
yah theres no way u would understand
scars on my thighs
like a sinner cant escape that
wish that i could die
u dont get it but im so sad

tarnished (ghowz)

w/ @ritsuzuki
p. @mizu0548

@coldheart9
laying on the floor
ive been crying for so long
when i read ur msg
feel like my body is totured
can u come back to my side?
i cant wait for any longer
can u js give me a chance?
ill make u better

i feel so hopeless
and i feel like im worthless
she dont love me cuz im a mess
somebody stab me in my chest
somebody help me i cant rest
is this what u wanted?
to happen?

@ritsuzuki
walk down, the road
kicking pebbles in my way
I hate being alive
watch me throw my life away
I'm not tryna ruin your fun
you're just a little bit late
I guess you're already done
so whats it all for?

for, for
I fucking hate your life, end it
all, all
you're the one at fucking fault, its your fault
and now I take off my skin to cope
I feel myself fall apart
why is hell so cold?

I cant break down
its not like they'll understand
anyways
please get out my way
my lyrics are so overused
I hate my friends including YOU
cutting myself I don't know what to do
I guess that I was born to lose

@coldheart9
laying on the floor
ive been crying for so long
when i read ur msg
feel like my body is totured
can u come back to my side?
i cant wait for any longer
can u js give me a chance?
ill make u better

a nho nhung luc chung ta
o ben canh ko roi xa
tai sao e van cu di 
cu di ve a ta
a ko the quen dc
bong dang cua e
neu muon thay a chet thi
e cu den day ma xem

break me down w/ ritsu (EmMizu)

kind to

prod @webstrrr

everybody's gone
saw it, write down on my doom plan
i cant get a start
i cant even start to play the game
but maybe thats the plan for me
dont know what i want so i become what i dont
being alone gonna take a toll on me
can really see i've become what i wrote
i dont wanna be this way but idk what i can change
ive got no option
really feel i got offset

now i see ive got no say
i dont wanna go out this way
"you always seem to take the blame"
thats just how it goes, baby thats just how it goes
and yeah im tired of it
what am i supposed to do
i cant even find the floor in my shoes
how can you walk a mile when you're stuck in one place
i know its been a while since ive had some shit to say
but they dont ever wanna hear it they dont wanna hear it if its all from me

they take from me
and hate on me
then say that im the fucking clone
they break me down
and part me out
to get a piece or two of gold
they wanna cash out
i might make this system blackout
feel my system crash out
there's a trojan somewhere

im outshined, outlined, out-lied
out at somewhere that i shouldnt be
i dont work with anybody i dont wanna disappoint them
wanna quit n it would be for them
sometimes dont wanna do this anymore
dont think im good enough for you or me im in the fucking floor
im an embarassment to earth
to call me below the ground would be an insult to the dirt
feel like a leech each time i eat
cuz i do nothing im worth nothing
put me right below your feet

inyourshoes @webstrrr

LP03T03 

hi, ju
oh
everything stayed
uh-
everything how you left it
rolling in pain
yeah

but a lil different- like a new coat of paint
but-
but im the same damn wall,
no i cant change
no i cant!

and every single part of me
yeah my chips- impurities
what could you do for me?
yea.. i'm waiting hopefully

in my mind go back in time
and i hang each memory
yeah my room full of photowires
but one touch is all i need

i remember you used to/
you used to lean on me
i remember we used to,
we used to be; a team

but i cant call us an us-
no more or we!!
darling are you missing-
how we used to be?

stay,
uh
everything how you left it
rolling in pain
yeah

but a lil different- like a new coat of paint
but-
but im the same damn wall,
no i cant change
no i cant..

ZAXCY
Stay with me
all I need
don't take
I cant I can I can
oh
Everything stayed
uh-
Everything how you left it
Rolling in pain
And I'm hoping my chips- impurities
What could you do for me? (dont fall away from me)

My six of cups is overflowing for you
I hope you felt it before it fell through
My love is spiraling out of my heart again
Don't think you could bear it
I can't stop changing
I think ill die again
ill turn back the pages
You can do better you said so much oh
I can't stop

think I think i Oh wo ah ah you
Thx 4 taking my heart 
I can't stop

Oh Everything Stay
----

extra Prod @betterpanda

6 Of Cups ~ hi, ju - hit my head on the wall Ft. ZAXCY (Laced Edit)

Discord: zaxcy
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6 Of Cups ~ hi, ju - hit my head on the wall Ft. ZAXCY (Laced Edit)

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