Name: APOTHEOSIS | VPXTH3XSIS (18-09-2024 wip) by ZAXCY✦ . ⁺ ˚
Duration: 3 min 38 s
Description: Snippet, Started w a sample from the Demon box -(https://youtu.be/TanECYXpF1I?si=AGc6u4FlMyuY3BPF&t=23)

cause i'm gonna hold you tight
remember when i cared of you
love you, and you? 
i miss you, i want you
but i won't calling you

baby just dont give up me
every day, at night, i can see
am i drown or not, maybe
can i just take a napping

i wanna back to my home
you're tricking takes so long
why can't i drink some rug
why you so smiling at me

i won't calling you (10shi)

Snippet, Started w a sample from the Demon box -(https://youtu.be/TanECYXpF1I?si=AGc6u4FlMyuY3BPF&t=23)

APOTHEOSIS | VPXTH3XSIS (18-09-2024 wip)

pure isolation

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art illustrated by @defuntoke on twitter / rekkometal on pixiv
https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/94117107

https://elainecelia.bandcamp.com/track/for-the-love-of-myself

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a red light, i messed up, i can’t walk tonight
a rest stop, i can’t stop the feeling of light
a real loss, a screen that could capture your life

they was askin for feats when i ain even drop
dont kno bout u but das sayin a lot
im stuntin on hoes that are double my size
im stuntin on hoes when im tryna get mines

lining up, yea yall better listen
dont know why but i been feeling distant
what do ppl worry bout when they’re my age?
what they got i dont have? i dont get it

what would i give up for more time
losing my mind 4 u will u do the same?
i wish somebody could reciprocate
i don’t feel real for no one
they don’t know me but online they know my name [they know elaine]
i’ve been looking for somebody to relate

let me down like it aint nothing to me
let me know when u aint tryna use me
tryna learn the precious thing in life
thats how i move thats the reason u losing
i gotta mask it yea how i be movin
thats how it is an there ain nthn 2 it
shot at ya mans while im usin a uzi
u dont got motion, dont kno what u doin

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fun fact i made the beat off a loop i made when i was 13 lol

For the love of myself ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ ##FREESPIRITED ˖ . ݁𝜗𝜚. ݁₊

i have no songs i can drop, you guys get old flps

#lyrics

treat me like a crutch
youll tear me off 
oh youll leave me in the dust for a while
i cant breathe without, your lungs
youll tear me 
wish youd treat me like a crush
i cant breathe without, your lungs

leave me dead and watch my body rot
tear the petal, love me , love me not
do i still appear up in your thoughts,
tear the petal, love me , love me not

i cant breathe without, your lungs

I'M ONLINE (Prod. by Jessington)

Lyrics:

Whip so nice, gotta bring it around
Yeah, so it's parked outside
Wrist on froze and chains on ice
Thinking that, "Oh, that's nice"
Couldn't sleep, so I'm wide awake
Got back to work right away
Making moves, so I'm on the way up
Oh-oh-oh

Can't nobody tell me nothing
I'm on my own timing
Diamonds dancing when they hit that lighting
Yeah, look at that shining
You could see it from a mile away
They stop, and look, and wave hi to me
I'm zooming in the whip, flying away
Dare you to catch me

Keith's online, baby, I'm online with it
Got a brand new car, and I'm posted outside with it
If you ain't about money, then what you making moves for
If you ain't got love for it, no point in going for it
Keith's online, baby, I'm online with it
Got a brand new sound, and I'm going worldwide with it
When the pressure's on high, then you know what time it is

Let's keep it a hundred
My flow insane, and I'mma beat up this beat
I'mma walk inside the club and throw up a hundred
I'll do what I want, so you cannot say nothing
Feeling myself, so you know how I'm coming
In the party, and it's bump, bump, bumping
Music's got my heart thump, thump, thumping
New money coming in, let's go
But if you saw it, keep it on the d-low
Buzzer beater, baby, that's all me though
Swish, bucket, baby, that's a free throw
Yeah, yeah

I can't lie, I'm alright
If you got yours, I got mine
I can't lie, I can't lie

Keith's online, baby, I'm online with it
Got a brand new car, and I'm posted outside with it
If you ain't about money, then what you making moves for
If you ain't got love for it, no point in going for it
Keith's online, baby, I'm online with it
Got a brand new sound, and I'm going worldwide with it
When the pressure's on high, then you know what time it is

©2025

I'M ONLINE (Prod. by Jessington)

yuh
prod @chewy
song inspo is bite my tongue by @sinefelt

dollar tree tweaker ask for fent n im like nah bruh
finally got off twitter yh that dramas givn me trauma
hhhhh
aisle 4 we blowing up like osama
aisle 4 yh istg u are not us

send me threats for saying fggt when i can reclaim it
i need u to stop looking at that screen 
cuz im done with all dat lame shit
talk abt a stick up the ass keep talking dog u wont make it
i dont fw ur games yh dont play them

im the one in the gc that nobody wanna respond to
some connections i cant call off even when i ought to
i cant fw situationships i leave that shit behind
when theres a prompt to
he-he left a hole in my heart n it was for nothing i rlly wanted

yhhh he left a hole in my heart
he put a hole in my heartttttnkmjlvnrfkhjigbGYH
GNJTRJIKHHBNGVJKDFBVVBNJHJBNKVBFds
bgtnjdfknbvhjdeklbhrdehfe4bhjk
it fucking hurts.

am i still beautiful to you? @heroine

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play 2 much

original mel by @islandislandislandisland 😄
The child I was
Counting the days 'til the summer would come
But you don't live forever
Your mother will one day bring you home
And I feel so stupid cause I wasn't scared of this before
But since I have met you, I don't wanna die no more

So take a long time
Cause, oh, the world is lucky to be your home
I know I need a next life
Cause I'm not satisfied to know you just once
So take a long time
Oh, the world is lucky to be your home
I know I need a next life
Not satisfied to know you just once

To live with dying
Oh, wouldn't you see our world as dark?
But I won't spend time
Resenting the way things are

So take a long time
Oh, the world is lucky to be your home
I know I need a next life
Not satisfied to know you just once

So take a long time
Oh, the world is lucky to be your home
I know I need a next life
Cause I'm not satisfied to know you just once
So take a long time
Oh, the world is lucky to be your home
I know I need a next life
Not satisfied to know you just once

But I won't spend time
Resenting the way
But I won't spend time
Resenting the way
But I won't spend time
Resenting the way things are

portal robinson

no transitions
1. 00:00 "nulife" @rhekdens
2. 00:26 "ginsengs" @rhekdens
3. 02:30 "pain" @rhekdens
4. 04:37 "esdeath" @rhekdens
5. 06:13 "generate" @rhekdens
6. 08:07 "shinji" @rhekdens
7. 09:11 "guidance" @2rel @rhekdens
8. 10:09 "heart" @lynyou @rhekdens (https://soundcloud.com/user-478297490/keith-heart-amigara-prod-by)
9. 11:51 "with ****" @singmeasymphony @rhekdens
10. 12:32 "tuff" @rhekdens
11. 13:42 "???" @salviaparadox @kylanonline @rhekdens
12. 16:02 "noelle" @rhekdens
13. 17:47 "suzaku" @rhekdens
14. 19:54 "school" @rhekdens @2rel
15. 22:01 "reflection" @rhekdens @2rel

CLIPS+ @2rel @lynyou @northernscence @singmeasymphony @kylanonline

another oldie but goldie 

@hijuu
@hijuu
@hijuu
@hijuu

freefall

been enjoying life honestly
prod. and performed by me

lyrics:
Yeah
It felt so right
But I was onto you
You were never on my side
You did, yeah
You felt so right
But I was onto you
Stepping away from all that’s mine

You warned me (7x)
And I ignored

Yeah
It felt so right
But I was onto you
You were never on my side
You did, yeah
You felt so right
But I was onto you
Stepping away from all that’s mine

Somehow I crossed line
And now my phone’s all dry
How does one let this by
This really hypnotized

I’m good I’m quite alright
Months gone by, It’s been some time
How does one let this by
This really hypnotized

You warned me (7x)
And I ignored

You warned me (3x)
And I ignored

you warned me

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APOTHEOSIS | VPXTH3XSIS (18-09-2024 wip)

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