https://open.spotify.com/track/0hYvB682xzNPwpBNtwT66j?si=3d69af0580294cd2

oxy love

updated 6/30 replaced baine's verse with brand new verse from me
self prod

lyrics:

tell me how it feels
to have it all in your hands
and throw it away for nothing
your whole world caved in
none of this seems real
the whole world caved in
now theres no one left to hold your hand
Is it too much to ask to not test fate like that
and when its all said and done
i still don’t know how to react
so ill just shut my mouth
i wasted
i wasted
all of my precious time
i hate it
i hate it
i wish i could call you mine
if i'm on my deathbed
you would still leave me behind
and that's the saddest part
it keeps me up at night

shut my mouth

woozy:
im repeating all my words
and retracing all my steps
and im looking for an excuse
to watch you walk away
we been on this path too many times
its too hard to walk down its paved with lies
holding your hand
did i rub you the wrong way
standing on eggshells
staring at my phone
felt the tears welling up
had to turn it around

kay:
yea had to turn it around
you say im quiet when i think im too loud
yeah im looking at your text message
but the body hasnt been found
last text read it somehow
ooooo
lost youu
somehow i went along and lost you
somehow i found my way to you
you're drugged you're gonna drug me too
im on your tv but i miss you

prodii:
yeah i miss you
but i hate your touch
yeah i want you
but i still hate your guts
can i talk to you
without you interrupting
can i break you
and mold you into something
and mold you into something
maybe thats worth my loving
maybe thats worth my loving

woozy:
im repeating all my words
and retracing all my steps
and im looking for an excuse
to watch you walk away
we been on this path too many times
its too hard to walk down its paved with lies
holding your hand
did i rub you the wrong way
standing on eggshells
staring at my phone
felt the tears welling up
had to turn it around

btw i hate myself w/ kaysnoto + prodii

actual release date is - March 10 2025

I wanna live inside your home, but you're not in my range
I wanna grab you by the face and tell you that it's okay
Wish I could tell you how I'm feeling, but I feel too ashamed
I put the blame on you, but I'm the one that ruined my name

I keep on staring at the negative, the positive's fake
You keep on telling me you love me, but that's subject to change
About to tie this rope and hang it, cause it's written in my name
Ouuh, it's such a pretty day to go blow out my brains

I wanna move away and tell my friends goodbye
Cause I've been sitting in my filth, which makes it harder to try
Sometimes I wish that I was born in 1995
Cause then I wouldn't get the chance to even live this life

Not breathing, you're dreaming
I'm leaving, you're seething
All that trauma guess I never learned my lesson
I guess every song of mine is a confession

that bitch ruined my reputation

#2 - i cant stop thinking about it

I'll die until I feel alive
I'm sorry to my fathers wife
Your son already ruined his life
I count my days I'm out of time
My friends concerned with the way I live
The pressures too hot I rip off my skin

just another useless life to everyone

i likethis part alot
original artist: @menthol100s 🕊️

if i could go to your party, i'd be there
too bad i wasn't invited, i guess you're scared
wish i could go to your party, i bet you look real nice
but you only talk to popular guys 
if i could go to your party, i'd be there
too bad i wasn't invited, i guess you're scared
wish i could go to your party, i bet you look real nice
but you only talk to popular guys

wifiskeleton - party (good part looped)

lyrics:

Mistvale:
can we sit down by the bar
I wanna play sad songs I learned on my guitar
and I cant sing good without you(without you)
So that's why I'm always with you(x2)

I don't wanna talk about it(x3)
I don't wanna talk about it at all
I don't wanna talk about it(x idk)
I don't wanna talk about it at all

Can we sit down by the bar
I wanna play sad songs I learned on my guitar
And I cant sing good without you(without you)
So that's why I'm always with you(x1)

@Kaysnoto:
Ya i Think sad things while I’m writing this song
I gotta cut my hair your calling it too long
It’s just another sad indie song
Don’t know what I’m doing wrong(x2)

Mistvale:
Can we sit down by the bar
I wanna play sad songs I learned on my guitar(x3)

@kaysnoto:
Ya i Think sad things while I’m writing this song
I gotta cut my hair your calling it too long
It’s just another sad indie song
Don’t know what I’m doing wrong

Another Sad Indie Song w/Kaysnoto

Out here, barely see my breath
Surrounded by jealousy and death
I can't be reached, only had one call
Dragged underneath, separate from you all
You all

This time, lost my own return
In spite of everything I've learned
I hid my tracks, spit out all my air
Slipped into cracks, stripped of all my cares
My cares

I'm so tired, sheep are counting me
No more struggle, no more energy
No more patient, you can write that down
It's all too crazy, I'm not sticking 'round

Void Tired

Pink Pony Club - Twin Peaks Roadhouse Version

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pathetic 4 lyfe

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