Keeping Me Crying

Playlist 31

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6Yu7kr0WSMVgoxEVdvuDXr
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/zen-online/1556118682

creds to @forestpokemon on insta for the cover photo

ft. @polaris-chase

Tamagotchi Nightlight ft. polaris (prod. Darksign)

lyrics: six fucking days til i can try again 
40 fucking ways that i can execute the plan 
second guessing it, then ill regret it all 
find an easy way,im gonna turn my mind off yuh

when my body turns grey 
will u hold my hand? 
or 
will u watch me and let me die in vain? 

let me die in vain.

i can see through you 
i can see it all
i can see the text 
where u pretended to call 
me the one 
it’s 0 to 1 
i can’t see myself win 
anytime soon 

so when my body turns grey 
will u hold my hand? 

or will u watch me and let me die in vain? 

let me die in vain.

contributing to my decline 
i can visualize it all tonight 
i can see the way u set me aside 
and i can feel the way u hate my mind 
so 
i cannot keep going 
if ur gonna walk away
so if ur gonna hurt me 
lay my down inside my grave

in vain (prod. grayskies)

Produced by Mackk and yunny goldz. Mixed, Mastered and Written by Luvflorent 

lyrics :
Cold nights winter skies, could you let me in 
Soft breaths yea I’m running out of oxygen 
Lipstick on your lips I can taste it 
Phone rang that’s Gucci on my fragrance 

That’s not the bitch that I want 
I want the bitch that is gone 
Swear I saw swear I saw her 
When you took me in 
You know the things that I like 
I know the things that are right 
So and so. So I’m drunk can you take me home 

I got baggage 
I got dope just to help me cope 
Gucci socks on my feet I had to let her know 
All I know is putanas all around me 
Home grown yeah I’m smoking on this celery 


I’m at the club like so what?
I’m getting bread like a cold cut 
Said I’m annoying you said I’m annoying 
But ur rubbing ur butt on my know what 
Shawty horny for the weed now 
I guess that she’ll be a good rebound 
Give me head to get me out of my own head 

I can’t 
Finish 
what I said 
When ur peering through my eyelids

luvflorent & mackk ft. yunny goldz - eyelids

dream feature <3 W frander fr
LYRICS:

1chigo ~
all of these lights
but its never brite
she took my heart
& stabbed it twice 
swervin until i hit afterlife
stuck in this jail without a crime
baby stop now im gonna cry
why was the hole in your heart so massive
smokin away all my pain 
yeah im gassin
ima say fuck it n swerve into traffic
i couldnt give a fuck about what happened 
im never gonna damn last bitch
i hate walking into rooms where everyone’s laughing 
headphones got 808s clappin
your bitch ask my name then she bend her back n yk that i had to have it
they got my music bumpin in the back of a black hearse
an im in the casket
im in the casket

FRANDER ~
Dont want my soul told her have it 
Look at my life its so tragic 
Use to pull drugs out the plastic 
Life of an addict 
Lost all the love for myself thru the madness 
Tell me they love me they lying 
Look in my eyes says im dying 
Hope i cant find it
Show me where it went i know that its hiding 
Baby im trying 
Never arriving
Up in the heavens im sentenced to hell
The sins ive committed are ones i wont will tell 
I live like oh well without any cares 
Im better alone i hate all the stares
No one is there im all that i have 
The time that i lost can never back
My heart full of frost my soul full of pain 
This life full of trauma done drove me insane

i think i’ll kill myself.  w/FRANDER

MUNCH =^+.+^= (Slayne)

Woah, woah, yeah
Every step I take just leads me backwards
I don't know what it is I'm after
All I know is I got dreams I'm chasing
Down this empty trail I'm blazing
Sometimes I lose myself and my hope
All these thoughts in my brain coming for my neck
Like a rope, it gets fucked sometimes
But I swear that I try, try my best
Even if it's all a mess
I can't panic but I can't rest
Got a hole inside my chest

Yeah, I'm hollow like a jack-o-lantern
Full of sorrow, trying to break the pattern
In a spiral, like the rings round Saturn
In a cycle, I'm spinning, I'm stuck
Know you wish the worst when you tell me good luck
Know it's all a lie when you tell me it's love I can see it all
Nowadays I'm numb

Keeping it a hundred all my homies liabilities
Trying to find the bitch in me there's zero possibilities
Hard-headed baby, got a better chance of killing me
I don't need nobody, I'ma do it on my own
Turn a Motorola to a million dollar phone
You the type of bitch that wanna give a dog a bone
Right after we fuck, you gonna leave a dog alone
Pretty face, but her insides ugly
Move on so fast, that's lovely
Work hard, ain't nobody getting lucky
Day and night, I'm up to something
I'm just a man on the moon like Cudi
Trust me, I'm not really good with the trusting
People do you dirty, so dirty it's disgusting
Smile on my face to my back mean mugging

Every step I take just leads me backwards
I don't know what it is I'm after
All I know is I got dreams I'm chasing
Down this empty trail I'm blazing

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backwards [ft. jomie] (prod. flesh + ryan kelly)

luv (2022) (fuyu)

lyrics: 

Know it ain't that simple
Taking all these things
Solving all the riddles
Throwing coins in the pond
See the ripples
Walking in the night
See the cat and fiddle

But I'm stressing
Too much for me no I couldn't feel that complacent
I wasted all my time waiting for this to happen
I left for too long now my garden starts to sadden
I will never let you go
Watch the lotus start to blow

Know it ain't that simple
Taking all these things
Solving all the riddles
Throwing coins in the pond
See the ripples
Walking in the night
See the cat and fiddle

But I'm stressing
Too much for me no I couldn't feel that complacent
I wasted all my time waiting for this to happen
I left for too long now my garden starts to sadden
I will never let you go
Watch the lotus start to blow

Cat and Fiddle (scarlet)

lyrics: 

all these things there the same
walk inside from the rain
try to hard to stay in my lane
look around i start to go insane

glass is everywhere
but it means nothing to me but my own feelings start to tear
all these things they show to me and now i know they didn't care
all these stars they sparkling while my brothers are shooting flares
in the night its raining on my suede i need some new pairs

the same (scarlet)

cover art by me :)

Lyrics:

Break it up watch it all disappear 
I take you out I’m so sincere
I watch the rainfall on the mirror
Switch it up
Now we going up
No it’s not enough 
You wanna feel in love..

Locked in I’m focusing
Seeing these lotuses
I’m losing control
And now it’s all up to me
Now we going up
Not it’s not enough

luv (2022) (fuyu)

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