I DONT WANT YOU. AND I DONT WANT THIS. IM SO SICK OF ALL THIS. FUCKING STRESSFUL SHIT

From 2020 to today this is still my go to

...so They Left Me At A Gas Station - Marietta

Midwest Pen Pals - Movies Like Juno

This dimly lit confinement that I call my own apartment has sucked me in a web of self pity and decay
I seem to find myself just lying awake in bed until 2 PM on Saturdays just wasting myself away


I'll never leave

Tell me that I'm different. I know it doesn't make a difference that my differences differ, it's all the same anyways
cause I try (yeah I try) and I'll try ( yeah sure,"try") but in the end I'm still alone and just totally lame
At least I tell myself that anyways

I'm hard on myself and I can't seem to stray from the idea that I'm worthless and have nothing else to give
I haven't slept a wink in what feels like days but I know I've only been awake since noon today
And it's 4 PM

God damn it

Tell me that I'm different. I know it doesn't make a difference that my differences differ, it's all the same anyways
cause I try ’yeah I try’ and I'll try ( yeah sure, "try") but in the end I'm still alone and just totally lame



Since you left I haven't felt the same. The reason that I live, 3000 miles away
It's just hard to sit around all day and not be reminded of all the things you'd say
To make me laugh, to make my fears go away
A condition that's position eats me everyday
I just wish there could be another way for you to come home, back to me, back to the old days

These days that I just lay awake have taught me what you really mean
I should be more dependent but I find it hard to determine if it's even worth living my own days


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Marietta - Cinco De Mayo Shit Show

War Of Change is a visceral journey through the battlefields we carry inside — a raw, introspective exploration of identity, pain, and transformation. With a sound that blends heavy riffs, haunting melodies, and emotionally charged rhythms, this album captures the quiet violence of change and the resilience born from scars.

Each track unfolds like a chapter in a personal rebellion — not against the world, but against the chains we’ve inherited, the voices we’ve absorbed, and the wounds we’ve hidden. It’s a record of contrasts: broken but unyielding, delicate yet defiant, intimate and explosive.

The album cover reflects this duality — a fractured figure emerging from a storm-swept world, half-shadowed by past trauma, half-lit by a new sense of self. The imagery, like the music, is both symbolic and brutally honest: a war not waged for power, but for truth, healing, and freedom.

War Of Change is not about victory. It’s about survival. And the power of standing whole, even when everything inside is still breaking.

Camping In Alaska - Justin Farmer

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