loveisheavenly - not it

loveisheavenly - outro

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FtAx3Rx334E&ab_channel=mercy

my torn and broken fingertips
began to shred my corny ass
as i clutch my face in agony
when you continued speaking
about the person you once trusted
when you finally readjusted
but in the end you were disgusted with him
months of constant self-therapy
and a newfound glory in apathy
began to take me over 
as your responses got slower each time
and now i know why
your thoughts were scrambled inside of your head
as you took another swing and i laid alone in my bed
and as he slid his hands up and down your thighs
i felt vicariously violated 
inside of my heart
my ladybug the only one who has perched
itself in the palm of my hand
is having it's wings clipped by the most revolting spider one could dream of
you're a fucking, you're a fucking scumbag piece of shit
and frankly i could care less about your problems with depression
it doesn't justify your behavior
and your outbursts of self aggression
it's the only thing that has ever given me
a reason to wake up in the morning
and that black wig you wear may change the way you look
but to me it's just a beacon of the innocence you took
there's a special place in hell for you
there's a special place in hell for you
a special place in hell for you

acoustic

the last loveisheavenly song. 
Thank you amanda.

https://loveisheavenly.bandcamp.com/track/muscle-memory

the world felt so much smaller
when i was sixteen.
when the only thing that mattered
was the space left in between.

there was you, and there was me
we were parted by a sea;
always caught up in
the thought of “meant to be”

but if there’s one thing i’ve learned true
after years of loving you,
it’s that i never took a chance,
learned how to leap, or how to dance.
how to trust my gut when starting something new.

im really glad it’s something i outgrew.

i learned so much about me
when i was sixteen
how forgiveness comes in waves,
and there’s a beauty in how we age.

that first loves will last the longest
through every type of growing pain.

but most of all,
the smell of concrete
after rain.

muscle memory

loveisheavenly - muscle memory

i wrote this in december i think

28 with a chance of snow
the ice was stuck to the windshield
i woke you up with my 4:30 alarm
to drive your car to my new job
i was making coffee at a coffee shop
and saving up my tips
to take you out to dinner every now and then
but not a lot
and not enough
having a smoke on your balcony
with the sound of you cooking and the tv screen
and we don't say a thing
cause we don't have a thing to say
picking fights over the smallest thing
saying shit that we don't really mean
turning away when i kiss you
and we did kiss now and then
but not a lot
and not enough
your pretty face and the cats all sleeping
on your L-shaped couch
while the neighbors were cheering
and your pretty face
made it feel okay
it was nice
to share each others life
it was nice for a bit
ain't life a bitch
oh honey
ain't life a bitch

Ain't Life a Bitch

badassery of true friggin love- sloe in flower

our song - radiator hospital cover

kid that was happy that was me i died long ago 

kid that was happy that was me i died long ago 

kid that was happy that was me i died long ago 

all these heart breaks fuck me up now i’m here 

all these heart breaks fuck me up the kid disappear 

i’m never happy again 

i lost myself it feels like the end 

will i trust a girl again i don’t think so after all the pain she left me 

in she brought these demons in my life 

she had me thinking that love was worth a fight 

kid that was happy that’s was me i died long ago 

kid that was happy that was me i died long ago 

kid that was happy that was me i died long ago

Kid that was happy that was me i died long ago (unreleased)

i wish this was about sum1 but its not.

in lightning

why r u so rude

i am also sunday cruise so no they didn’t not steal i loved you from me because that’s also me

i wish this was about sum1 but its not.

XO

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