why cant i see you

lyrics:

i think i like you i wanna see what i can do

and just to spite you im always gonna tell the truth

i think i like you i wanna see what i can do

and just to spite you im always gonna tell the truth

hey you x4

i think i like you i wanna see what i can do

and just to spite you im always gonna tell the truth

https://www.instagram.com/hurtsick333/

despite all my flaws and your misconceptions.

lyrics:
talking to the moon
and i'm begging you to stay
but it doesn't fucking matter
cause you hate me anyways
yeah you hate the way i lied 
and the way that i deceived you 
didn't do it once or twice
did a lot cause i'm so evil

i'm so sick and tired
of all your empty threats
telling me that you'll leave 
but you won't leave my head 
even when you're really gone
baby you're still my muse 
all the songs i sing
are almost always about you

now i'm stalking you 
but you're always hanging out with him
doesn't seem to bother you the
absenceofmyskin
crying out my eyes 
till there's nothing left
took all of me with you 
now there's nothing left 

talking to the moon
and i'm begging you to stay
but it doesn't fucking matter
cause you hate me anyways
i'm so sorry for the lies 
and the way i deceived you 
didn't do it once or twice
did a lot cause im so evil.

absenceofmyskin (may 2024)

dont shoot us p hkane

i'm gonna jump xd /w ocelot

And I, And I
And I, And I
Oh I, Oh Why
I'd wait for you like i always do
I'd wait for you all i said was true
I'd wait for you like i said i would do
I'd wait for you and im falling for you

Oh I
Fall for you
Oh I
I'd wait for you

Come back to me why'd you leave
I'd wait for you 
Your starting to hurt me

I been falling down for you
I look like a clown waiting for you
I sit by my phone waiting for you
No text back or call im so screwed

Everything inside my head is telling me im screwed
But my gut is saying that your perfect for me what the hell do i do
Like I've been thinking in my head goddam im so confused
Am i really just this stupid or am I so delu
Delusional, hop in the booth im crusing yo
Every time i think of you i make song its all about you

You dont even know i write you songs
You dont even know i think of you while im making a song
Am i wrong
Am i listening to bullshit songs
Am i really stupid i cant tell what the hell is wrong
Am i dumb for doing this
Ill wait for you but are you waiting for me bitch
I cant stop myself from thinking to much
I cant help but to fall in love

id wait 4u [ALL PLATS]

https://open.spotify.com/track/731lBgMQSUuBlfAsMUxyal?si=ywKRTrcXTwanOcHnVZymjw

prod me

oooh it'll be hard to let u go but
im tryin to move on and
i know u dont love me so
ill write it in this song
i know that i did like everything wrong
but i tried my best to not see u gone

run n hit the ground i fall so hard
baby tell me why u had to break my heart
know its nothin personal u just played ur part
but i rlly wish that we could just restart
x3

break my heart

(prod. sickboi)

ily @lac3ss

[apxthy verse]
i thought i cared i didnt
you left my soul just sinning
killed me but you're still grinnin
you're just my perfect villain

i lose my mind about you
i do some crazy things
i cannot live without you
girl you're my everything

i regret that i woke up
every damn morning gotta start with the smoke up
i wish that i could go outside but i froze up
chillin with laces you know that we bro'd up
hit it too hard now i think imma choke up

[laces verse]
you're feeling so good and im feeling so shitty
wanna kill myself but that's just so petty (apxthy's part is better you cunt)
brains in the air just like confetti
 Cuttin myself when my chest feels real  heavy (courtside losers)
make this music before shit gets messy
cuttin' too deep and now this shits deadly
treated her good she still but she still just left me 
still just left me 
brains in the air just like confetti

Cuttin myself when my chest feels real  heavy
make this music before shit gets messy
cuttin' too deep and now this shits deadly

i want her back to kill me
i need her back to hate me
i want her too degrade me 
cause that's just how i love her
i loved it when she hurt me
i loved it when she choked me
i loved it when she broke me
I loved it when- (thats enough you kinky weirdo)

[apxthy verse]
im glad i lost you
i cant be around you anymore
you know im right too
thats why you never call me
you never saw me
you wanted to use me
you fuckin abused me
you saw what i was worth and then you stole it for yourself
i hope you're fuckin happy gettin fucked in a hotel
i hope that you're fuckin ready for your special place in hell
dont you call my fuckin number cause i blocked your fuckin cell

perfect villain /w laces

life is too stressful, either I run away, or take salvia and become a fish for 30 years. i would like that..

okay why now

prod. wixxy.mp3

tell me u hate me oh
i fuckin hate u too
but with that look in ur eyes
i know u want it too
i took another pill
so i could float awayy
can u cut that shit out
im tryna hear u talk abt all ur secrets to me
i wanna take you to a place youve never been before
i just wanna feel more
you got blood in ur hair
passed out on the stairs
i feel shallow when i wake up will i be here
doesnt matter they say they love me i know they lyin
im so fuckin lost but i keep pushin, i keep it movin
sipping jack out of the fuckin bottle, im fuckin groovin
i could get whatever i want but it dont fuckin matter
i wish it would change how i feel but ive been feeling the same
trapped in my brain
like im going insane
oh i love when it rains
i love what u do to me
u tighten up my chain
pull me in close
you said you wont let go
whyd u let me go


let me go

produced by michael harrison
https://youtu.be/F-5v8-sbzPc?si=xiDRcvJfH92SYssQ

mixed, written by me

fight for me
why didnt you fight for me?
why didnt you try for me?
girl did you lie to me?

it was supposed to be me and you against the world
not anymore cause youre "just a girl"
couldnt take any of your sh!t anymore
i feel like id rather d!e alone oh

why didnt you fight for me?
you held a grudge so quietly
thought you damn near die for me
was i too blind to see?
only honest when you want to be
aint the way that it has to be
you miss the point entirely

id wait 4u [ALL PLATS]

zooweeyy