I'm so free 
And I'm so alive
But
I am so confused
I don't know what to do
When I finally know the truth
Why does it faze me
Cause I couldn't take the pain (and be so shady is the only thing I can hear after this)

And the curse has been lifted
But I feel so different
As if I'm more pure and gifted than I was ever before
For this cannot hurt me anymore 

I want all I want is
I just want to die
why am I alive 
look into my eyes in my eyes 
these people probably need to bring my demise 
these people know the truth but don't accept the truth 
and I feel so high that I just want to fly
escaping with desire 

Yeah yeah yeah 
escaping with desire
and that's why I'm on fire
and new flames so high
escaping with desire
And made a new fire
And made a new fire 
it'll take you higher 
the views of a squire (I'm not sure about this one)
There're so many people I killed 
and I did it for the thrill
and I feel so bad
now so many that I killed
now they can't go back they're just some meat sacks 
decomposing in the dirt 
rotting in the earth
and its cuz of the curse
that the gods gave me
it didn't fix anything

 just made stuff more crazy
now all I can do is just mourn
and I wish I could be reborn 

I wish I just want to die 
why am I alive look into my eyes 
people probably need to bring my demise  
these people know the truth 
but don't accept the truth 
and I feel so high
I want to fly to the sky
escaping what the people desire

LUNA

Born To Die

Music Video: https://youtu.be/EW-00jQPOQQ

DEMIGOD:
Twist it
And lock it 
And pop it
In the socket
Cybernetic arms
Twist it
And lock it
And pop it
In the socket
Techno Human

I just bought some new eyes 
I can see for a million miles
I just bought a new hand
That can turn you into fucking sand
I just bought some new skin
Made of mettalic fibre
I just bought a new dick
That can turn into a vagina
I feel like motoko
The way I go camo
Being human fucking blows
I want some wires over bones
I'm in hyperreality 
I can deconstruct the phallacies
Your washed up in 1.0
Your eyes can't even see pluto

Twist it
And lock it 
And pop it
In the socket
Cybernetic arms
Twist it
And lock it
And pop it
In the socket
Techno Human

MKULTRA:
cybernetically 
Enhanced
Imma Killing machine
Got a megaman arm
Hit you with the beam
Lifes a game ar
im winnin xp
By killing civilians
PVP
I need debris
Sell your parts
I'm buying genes
Upgrade dna
I play for keeps
Im the ubermensch
Newest model moving in
Post human superman
A new mode
Lets go
On the grid track my wins
On the Leader board
New goal
Neural
This dlc need procedure for
Im sold
Won’t get old
Level my build
My skills have grown
Some assembly required

DEMIGOD:
Twist it
And lock it 
And pop it
In the socket
Cybernetic arms
Twist it
And lock it
And pop it
In the socket
Techno Human
(x2)

Upgrade! (ft & prod. MKULTRA) [untitled_0043]]

[music video]] https://youtu.be/s-Dml_tnwm8

Verse1: 
Jesus Christ I want to cum in your asshole
Then put you in my itty bitty black hole
Don't worry about it, you will still be macro
Just powerless, lost the fuel to spark the torch
A big surprise is coming from my guardian angel  
Enlightenment awaits for me, if my body's mangled
I don't get it
What the fuck does that mean?
If I'm mutilated, I'll be one with everything
I call your bluff on bullshit
I call your bluff on bullshit
You're just so full of it
Stupid pseudo-science
New age conspiracies 
There's flouride in the piss we drink
And the killer whales are the true elites
Don't give up we have the holy
Spirit giving us energy
Well more like sucking it out
Tubes impaled in it's body

After we are done with you
I will throw you out like nasty food
You disgusting ghoul
You disgusting ghoul

Verse2:
Nigga I'm so high (repeated A LOT)
I'm so high
I could reach the sky
So high
I could touch the hand of God
Of god
Reach the hand of God


Verse3:
Somedays I just wanna fucking sock you
Somedays I just wanna fucking knock you out
I
I do not accept your fate
Ur imperfect, like the humans you create
(YOU GOTTA)
You got a big fucking ego
Your are continuing the cycle ur not special
Ur no longer essential
I'm speaking to God
Your dead you little fucker
Make Cthulhu rape your mother
I'm killing all your lovers
Genocide
The monotheist humans
I want to see the new light
From the holy anti-christ
Fucking anti-christ is me
Bring the chaos to you fiends
Now I'm screaming on your blood

GOD IS BEING RAPED (co.prod MKULTRA) [untitled_0045]]

ISSBROKIE! - DON’T MAKE ME LAUGH! (prod. dotflow)

FADED FEAT. CACITY, DOTFLOW, & SSJ DAKI (PROD. BUCKX2)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3FohRe8KsE4kHPE4q52Ptu?si=LYTJB7LoTjSd4YwV7C5qJA

KILLER THERAPY FT. AFOURTEEN [PROD, SKOTSKR/ TAARIQ THE EEVEE + TOOTHYSMILE ]

I AM JOHNNASCUS

Produced and Mixed by ZPHINKTERR 


ALL I KNOW/ 
AND ALL I DONT/ 
I BUILT THIS STORE/
YET IM STILL FROZE/
I GOT THis MINDSET 
I DREAD NEVER GET  THAT TIME BACK 
THAT YEIN SNAPP 
PEAKING THROUGH THIS MIRROR DIZZY I LAUGH 
WALK 1000 MILES TO THE MALL LIKe WHERES THE BUY BACKS

LIKE WHAT HAPPENED TO THE PLAY WORLD 
YOU CANNOT ESCAPE WORLD 
SAY WHAT YOU GONNA DO 
WAIT WHAT FUCK I USED 
TO BE IN THAT TUBE SHIT 
YEIN IM ON THAT BLUE SHIT 
MIXES GOT TOO CLEAN SO NOW IM LIABLE TO BOOST IT 

IN A PLACE WHERE THE PLAYWORLD USE TO SIT L
(SCREAM THIS SHIT) I AINT MOVING BUT THE CLOCK DID( 3x)
(WHAT ARE YOU GONNA GONNA GONNA DO)

FLASH BLACK FLASH BACK 
PUTTIN ON MY BLACK MASK 
DRAFT TRASH 
NIGGAS BRING UP OLD SHIT BITCH IM PAST THAT
ZEE THAT TYPE TO PULL UP TO YOUR FUNCTION BITCH AND CRASH THAT 
 TOO CQUSTIC SHUT MAKE THAT NIGGA NEED A FUCKING HAZMAT 
(FLASH)SPAZ 
SCRATCHING THAT SERIAL NUMBER 
YOU A COP SO I CANNOT TRUST YA 
YOU A SLOP JOCKEY SLIMY FUCKER 
DIG A HOLE FOR YA CORPSE TUCKER 
YOURE A COMPANY COCKSUCKER 
YOU A SNAKE JUST IN DEEP COVER 
MECH ASSULG ON THIS BEAT CRUSH EM

FLa$hbaCK(PLayWoRRLD)

TURN ME UP w/ MOONLUVSLUNA

Music Video: https://vimeo.com/484678615

Imma shoot up this mother fuckin' warehouse
Then imma kill myself with a bullet to the mouth
And my death won't be forgotten, I have planned this out
Already sent a hit man to Jeff Bezos' house

Verse1:
Helping NPC's to consoomy soom soom
Time to blow this forest down with a huffy puffy poof
My soul has been sucked dry
From the industrial vampire
(My soul is plenty drained so there's nothing else to lose)
Do not give a fuck now I have failed at life so I'm 2 steps over the edge
"AND IMMA BOUTA BREAK"

I'm so sick and tired of it
I get depressed from pushing fucking boxes
I feel trapped in a box bitch
My only option to be used up then thrown in the garbage
Disposable, like my income
While Mr. Bezos getting richer
Warehouse workers die from covid
And now from me

Hook:
Imma shoot up this mother fuckin' warehouse
Then imma kill myself with a bullet to the mouth
Imma shoot up this mother fuckin' warehouse
Then imma kill myself with a bullet to the mouth

Verse3:
Nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide
Even if you escape
You'll be scarred for life
I wanna see your blood on that smiling symbol
Carve your face with the shards of an Amazon kindle
Throw your head in a box then ship it to your kinfolk

I want you dead
I said I just want you dead
Mr. Bezos off with your head
Motherfucker I said off with your head

Breakdown:
Feel like the rust in the machine
0I've got the whole system failing

Kill
All my co-workers
They're NPC's
They're death is null

SHOOT UP THE AMAZON WAREHOUSE [untitled_0026]]

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/-H9FyZpJABY

Body shutting down
Cannot see the crown
Losing will to think
The monster speaks to me
Take another drink
Every bone in me
Starts vibrating
Thoughts move at light speed
Then I CRASH!!!
CRASH!!!!
Walk around puppeteered by the lethargy
Zoning out until a muscle starts to spazz in me
Brain is bloody overriding with adenosine
Losing cognition to speak, bashi-kasha-eee

Verse2:
Drinking monster all alone in my car in my car
Yea I'm emo so what? XD rawr xD rawr
(Repeated)

Verse3:
Take a sip of the monster
Start to grow a lil stronger
Skin is glowing green
Radioactive entity
I think I have to pee but it's just anxiety
See a monster lurking in the field of my vision
It starts to claw at me and gashes open my mid riff
Blood is oozing out that is greener the grinch
Staring at the monster then it starts to take a sip
From me

"do not drink monster energy. It is not good for you and it leaves you cracked out and twitching uncontrollably into a possible heart attack"

Monster Withdrawal (prod. Skotskr) [untitled_0027]]

nostalgia musics during this existential crisis