before in a more optimistic past. when positivity ran amok 

ring ring 
7 days till you shi-ne (die)
yes i am sadako stop breathing
no i'm not a bloody man i'm a cat
*nyan*
get clawed to death
mutilation next
then i eat your liver
but it tastes like shit 
put it in my litter box where it's supposed to be
then wear your finger bones like some cute earrings
peel your skin like a mask 
ed gein Inspired

then i'm feeling wired up
cause I'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

*random noises*

then i'm feeling wired up
cause i'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

ring ring (ringu) (prod. 510)  [untitled_-0001]]

[sitting|||at_the(-)end-of th3\\world]]

[Music Video]]: https://youtu.be/a8aSRKpYjGg

Verse:
Jaw is losing strength
Jaw is hurting me

Body
Body
Shutting Down
Body
Body
Breaking
Down
[repeated]]

Vocaloid sings: “So let go”
Demigod: But I can’t, I don’t want to die

Breakdown:
Body
Body
Breaking
Down
[repeated]]

My intestines want to show me the bright stars

Verse2: 
Eyesight losing grace
Hair is turning grey
Legs cannot hold my weight
Bones will shatter in their place
I will walk with my hands
Crawling back to origins
The water where life began
Time to be reborn again

Flesh Deletion

SiNER

aBomiNatiON(hyDROLiC pRE$$)_DEMO

$HitPOSt 1

GREENiN' ON THE CUD

GAS ASTHMA

SPOTIFY

tonal riser prod. itsdomoagain  grimskys.m4a

guess this nigga johnnascus putting his throwaway ass songs on here too bruh smh

Wasting life just turning
I'm a wheel forever churning
No thinking, just motion

feel like a cog in the machine

Feel like a cog in the machine
Work a 9-5
Man my life just has no meaning
Disposable to the rich fucks
Work from check to check
I can never get my money up
Hate to worry 'bout money
Trapped in materialist society
None of this even excites me
I feel dead inside no fighting

Feel like a cog in the machine (×4)
Wanna die they won't need me
I could die they won't see me
Replaceable in the machine (×2)
Feel like a cog in the machine (×4)
End it all but the machine (×4)
Will continue to be cogging

johnnascus - cog in the machine (prod. james gorczyca) [untitled_0021]]

ntro: fuck a cop (repeated)
ACAB NIGGA

Verse1: 
Fuck a cop shoot him in his fucking throat
CHOKE HIM by the neck and take out your vocal chords
You can't scream for help I'm draining all ur hope
Who can't breathe now fucker

Verse2:
Causing riots in the streets
Burning down society
Crumble down facilities
Bring the chaos to elites
Put their heads up on a stake
Enslave their family
(Fuck a cop, Kill a cop)

Verse3:
Do Not trust the President
Do Not trust the Government
They just want you fucking dead
They'll do it for fuck of it
Want you for the control
And just for the profit
Kill a damn supremacist
Who wanna see folks like me dead
Disgusting fucking humans
All they do is spread hate
So insecure that they believe that they're the master race
Until that one day where they get a boot the fucking face
Lick my boot fucking nazi

Breaking Spines tonight kill the alt-right

I WANT ALL OF THOSE COPS DEAD
FOR KILLING INNOCENT NIGGAS
DOR KILLING INNOCENT PEOPLE
THE STATE DESERVES TO CRUMBLE AND FUCKING DIE
DESTROY THE FUCKING STATE

1312 [untitled_0022]]

The earth decays
fade away
Drinking monster
In the midnight
I wanna feel 
So alive-live
Cause I'm losing
My soul
And im dying, 
On the inside, inside
Fade away
To the grey
You can't escape
The fog is to hazy

Fade away
To the grey

johnnascus - monster song [untitled_0023]]

nostalgia musics during this existential crisis

SiNER

ZPHINKTERR