i dont see many faces
not the ones in my head
dont think its hard to erase myself
i cant bear to just look away
but when the time rolls around
think i can let them down one time
ill tell them its complicated
before i reach for my breath
we'll be glad that we made it
another second ill spend dead
n its not new to cover my face
i still hear the birds sing it just hasnt been my day
but when the time rolls around
i cant bear to just look away

One Time // 3

@1tcyxo
@bleakboi
@1wasterr

sumtimes i b feelin scared :/
like im not even derr :s

why u always tellin lies
misshape always walk round in a disguise
in the club w my bruddas in da backroom
life so simple wld u luvv me if i asked u
move so fast2
u seem caught up in a past life
only fwd idk watz in da plans
fightin thru the day
i wanna fight until the end
u say itz impossible
i c just another obstacle
watch m3 think sumthn c0m3 2 fruition
i dont rlly fck wit u  i geuss datz jus inuition
she h8 the way i been livin
swr i been prayin 4 forgviness
but they say its impossible
i c jus another obstacle

bleaky ;

one day u will try so hard to understand what it was really all about
i knew all this and from the start
i knew our path was meant to b left behind
4 a while
this is just another obstacle n u kno that 
all our troubles will desapear in the blink of an eye 
why it's always about lies 
why it's always about disguises
why u keep running around 
distant the demons from ur heart

hi xin {+bleaky}(pr. tracyxo + wasterr)

so frail

pearlsSs

subside

set up man, i feel betrayed
playing with guns but you wont play
lighting strikes twice everyday
its a silver bullet in my brain
is this life man, i cant say
is this something, i cant say
its up to you almost everyday

i dont want to feel but i know that i have to
i dont wanna kill but i know i wont have to
something there was real (x3)
i latch onto that because i have to

something there was real

track 5 from 'heart' - releasing august 4th

prod: @1virtualgirlfriend

hoods up, never show our faces
metal down to my feet, you cant take this
i keep knocking at your door, you wont answer
too sick, barred up, mental cancer

i feel like myself
myself is nothing to be proud of
quit life for my health
bleed more, encore with the lights off
you keep talking to yourself
the way you act is nothing to be proud of
send the spirits back to hell
my god, im nothing when im off one

i feel like myself
myself is nothing to be proud of
quit life for my health
bleed more, encore with the lights off
i feel no sense of self
is it wrong that there's nothing to be proud of
for my art, lose myself
im lost, neurosis, send the kites up

myself (vgf)

cant sleep
lay awake at night
dont know how to tell my parents that im not alright
i used to be so bright
dont know what happened to me
what happened to me

idk how to be real
my brain feels numb
my knees feel like they could break any second now
take a hit to feel better now
i miss my friends i miss my friends i miss my friends i miss my friends
were they even my friends or were they just being nice to me
start over again
my past mistakes have a chokehold on my mental state
if i make the wrong move
if i show up late
if i say the wrong word
it makes everything worse
i feel like im gonna pass out
i got a lot on my mind
heavy headed
no doubt
i like to drink and smoke and i have the most fun when i feel the most down

cant sleep
lay awake at night
dont know how to tell my parents that im not alright
i used to be so bright
dont know what happened to me what happened to me
cant sleep
lay awake at night
dont know how to tell my parents that im not alright
i used to be so bright
dont know what happened to me what happened to me

Idk What To Happened To Me i feel like i could collapse any second now

prod. + vocals  -> me 
Art by myself  


lyrics -


empty space disconnect
nothing left here to protect
what once was there
now has left 
i think of us
& i second guess . . 

wonder if it all 	
was just meaningless 
hope my heart can be salvaged
from this broken mess

did all i could
tried my best 
the time has come to
put this to rest 

empty space disconnect
nothing left here to protect
what once was there
now has left 
i think of us
& i second guess . . 

i second guess . . .

~ 2nd Guess ~

im back to basics
left me to face it
vomit taste like vodka
no water left to chase it
everything you know about me
is just some lame shit
im left with nobody
trust me to fake it

never say you want me
puppet hands above me
guidance cursed with sharp teeth
love me til its ugly
never say you want me
puppet hands above me
guidance cursed with sharp teeth
love me til its ugly

i cant stand it, im a loser right now
lift me up, grab my hand or ill drown
im scared to lose it now
im scared to lose it now
as i stand up, blurry vision 
fell down, lift me up 
ill get better somehow
im scared to lose you now
im scared to lose you now

love me til its ugly

17:00

open-minded, peaceful, loving
🇮🇪
@dollhaven

love me til its ugly

zumtru

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