Instrumental by:
@jichuuu

Lyrics:

(You always taint my heart, take me down
Got so far, and let it all fall down
Don’t you know?
That I can’t do this shit any longer)

Can we stop breaking both our hearts right now?
I don’t want to see your pretty face start to frown
All I wanna do is make you proud
All I ever did was let you down
x2

I don’t wanna keep going on, letting you down
When I’m without you, lights out, I drown
Hold what’s in my heart, as I’m pouring out my soul
Lies don’t set apart, ’cause I know you’ve heard them all

Can you come back to me?
I fall asleep
Inside my dreams
You’re all I see
You’re all I need
I just need you beside me

I still stay up for your calls
Said I hate you, but I do not at all
I’ve been waiting for your texts, on my phone
I know you don’t hate me either

let you down (jichu)

Instrumental by my awesome and amazing friend moz!
@moz-103259352

Lyrics:
[Yeah, I get the way you feel
Yeah, I really understand it
But I feel clueless
Yeah, I cannot manage
But I won’t panic, no]

We aren’t on the same wavelength
Nothing ever makes sense
Monday you’re alright
And on Tuesday you can’t take it
You don’t make it easy for me
I guess love is difficult
But I think that’s fine
I like how you’re unpredictable

How come we always say the same things
I wouldn’t wanna change things
Go on and say your lines
Cue the act where we both drift
Every time you see me you look at me so equivocal
But your eyes don’t lie, they tell me that the love is literal

I would’ve missed it (yeah) anyways
I would’ve missed it anyways
The solace that you bring me
While you pretend to make me drown
Just stick around, girl
Just stick around, girl
For a little longer
You’re the one I follow
Gosh, I really want her
Without her I feel hollow



wavelength (moz)

Huge thanks to my amazing friends @adrienciel for the instrumental and @totheskylens for the mastering! <3

Lyrics:
(Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling it a lie
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
You know that this ain’t right,
Right,
Right...)

You say that
Acting like you don’t even care
You’re leaving for good
I swear this ain’t fair
What happened to “us”?
It was me and you together
Through whatever that the world throws
“Believe it, this is it”
Is that all you’ll say?
You can’t even look me in my face
Oh what a shame, is this really how it ends?

Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling this a lie
You said that we’d go on, until the day we die
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
Couldn’t look me in my face
When you told me your goodbye

I watched you walk away so easily, oh God
I lie awake, every night I think
About the fact that you are gone
And I can’t stay strong no more
There’s a gaping hole in my heart that I cannot fill
There’s nothing I want anymore
If I can’t have you then I guess I’ll have these pills

walk away (adrienciel)

@6vesta

tell me that you cant see, ill be your eyes
so i can lie and say its fine, but you dont try
you make it krystal clear, you make it known u dont want me here i guess thats alright..? :/

guess im a fool, for trusting u 
guess im a fool, for loving you (haha)
maybe i should take my time, before i start to rush
i should take my time, before i give my trust

i dont understand how you could be so heartless
you dont even understand like what you did wrong
and thats the problem, you dont care to see
you would rather lose yourself than be here with me
yeah thats fucked up, yeah i know (why is that)
you can go and tell your friends, a low blow
whats the change u already do it 
you have to be the victim im use to it,

krystal clear,,  (¬`‸´¬) @yashio @overr

Was it all a lie?...

Collab with @1drms tap in wit him!!

a/n Im too hooked on Shield Hero 

Lyrics:

[Drew]
Get you out my mind, get you out my headspace
Runnin’ out of time, I don’t wanna be late. You said I’ll be fine
If I said you were predictable, that would be a lie
Can’t believe that you would really go and push me to the side...

Baby, open your eyes
And at least give it a try
Can you see or are you blind
Can you see or are you blind

To the side, baby, open your eyes
And at least give it a try
Can you see or are you blind
Can you see or are you blind

When I see you, I don’t think about her
When I see her, it’s a mental battle
And it’s something I can’t handle at this point
Don’t think I’ll do it anymore

[drms]
yk i cannot fix it, i cant move
ik you do not regret all the shit u do
give me a couple of days gotta think this through
js keep me close to ur heart
i js need some proof

and now im layin in my bed js thinking bout u
cannot keep myself together baby what ure up to
i cant change the fact that im js tryna love you
gotta make it clear i cant fall over

Headspace w/ drms (prod.drew)

dedicated to my love :)

lyrics:

i dont wanna stall
but if u made me recognize im gonna end that call
im not trying to beat you, im just tryna get along
you knew that i was hurt but u didnt care at all

yea u made me fall apart, yea i cldnt control you
didnt have to switch up, im js getting to know you
yea u broke my heart i wrapped it up yea js for you
made me view this shit from different angles im on you

and i cant ever change the feelings that i have for u
didnt know that i already loved u before yea
please dont let this be my next mistake i cant fall ya
baby dont be scared yea imma make it work out ya
2x

i dont wanna stall
but if u made me recognize im gonna end that call
im not trying to beat you, im just tryna get along
you knew that i was hurt but u didnt care at all

yea u made me fall apart, yea i cldnt control you
didnt have to switch up, im js getting to know you
yea u broke my heart i wrapped it up yea js for you
made me view this shit from different angles im on you

spotify

intertwined (yashio)

@6vesta
@yashio20k

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

when i try its js not good enough
still havin visions of us
dont know when to try 
or to cry. i know its to much 
to ask for, guess ur bored, guess im outa luck
and everytime i try 

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

(i dont wanna see you go alone)
(i dont want you to hang up the phone)
(you said you want to see you gone)
(please tell me what the problem tell all)

imperfect.*+ ♡ ft. vesta (yashio)

@hartfxlt @6vesta @dinosaurslover @rewind214
ty for 700 followers !! 

EverythingUnsaid 10/3

dwelling w/ vesta (dinosaur + rewind)

@haunted_sad
ya baby ya u nvr needed me
u left me in the background jus so easily
i let u in i shouldnt have trusted u

shattered dreams scars i wear on my heart
i watched u and me the way that we fell apart
ya u replaced me ya u jus left me
all the lies we had it was neverlasting

i popped a pill to feel alright baby
was always waiting for death to fkn take me
i knew baby that #imtheissue (im the issue)
cryin in my head again think i miss u
idling away in my room im decaying
u left my heart baby ya u jus drained me
u pushed my face in the dirt u betrayed me
ya baby sry tht i couldnt save u :(( 
i thought baby tht i could jus save u
im spiraling back down lately what do i do?
ive been sading away lonely in my fkn room
i wrote all these songs jus tryna forget u
neverending letter baby that u never sent
u ripped the soul outta me left me feeling #dead
i dnt wanna rly feel my heart baby
lately i want death 2 jus take me

i dont feel alright baby
evry single night i want death to take me
lately i dnt wanna feel anymore
i hate myself baby 2 the fkn core ++
..
@ritsuzuki
I broke so many promises
you done messed up for the last time
you gave no fucks about us
you'd rather forget it all
and it hurts me
but now i cant give no fucks anymore
i hate everybody
i cant look them in the face
its like,
no one really sees the truth in my eyes
gotta end it now
its too late its already worse
break the mirror
yeah i messed up my skin forever

yourippedthesouloutofme w/ritsu (spaceboyry)

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


a thousand things i cant convey (rewind + pico)

mix&master: @1drms


lyrics: 

@1drms
make me go fast
u cant cop that
i cant change yea id rather make it home last
put my name up on those billboards yea yk that
yea im not the one whos crying but i should yea

make me go back
make me regret
broke my trust 
now id rather even know less
why are u like that
please explain it
i cant change you 
yea id rather change that
2x

@krion-playzey
Nein die Zeit läuft niemals backwards,
Ja ich smoke jetzt ein Backwoods
und pray für dich

Ja die Zeit läuft niemals backwards,
Ja ich smoke jetzt ein Backwoods
und pray für dich 

Ja die Zeit heilt alle Wunden
Du hast mich gefunden
In 'nem Loch es war verwunschen
Ohne dich ertrunken

Und ich habe dich getroffen
42 deine Nummer
Und du warst wie so ein Engel
Engel aus dem Boden yeah

Und ich smoke diesen Backwoods
Nein die Zeit läuft niemals backwards
Ja ich smoke diesen Backwoods
Nein die Zeit läuft niemals backwards

42 deine Nummer ja

changes +lix (1cxlie)

what i thought would be...forever..

@1straycats