W my bros! long time coming!
@finlince! @midwxst

Tell Me w/ FINLINCE! + midwxst (prod. johnnyfriend)

maya (ryo + st jimmy)

artist and self produced by:
https://soundcloud.com/bhertuy

lyrics:
fucked up on my mind i’m a reject 
i got eyes on the back i can see shit
tell me what’s the reason cuz i’ve been searching
put all my time and effort but i’m still working
must be nice to have someone u love 
yeah a person that matters to u that u trust 
i do not give a fuck about u about us 
yeah it hurts but i’m used to it used to the cuts 

what’s the matter with you 
i’m getting sadder for you 
i dig a grave just to hide, my other side
all these people i deny 
they don’t reply 
i just hope i get to u 
the time it takes to get it through 
5 minutes i just need 5 minutes 
my limit, ive just hit my limit
close my eyes but i wake up again
with the same fucking appetite it’s hard to pretend 
when i’m feelings coincide with ur feelings 
u say were friends 
but if even u were real about that, u ain’t gave no hand 

i see what u mean 
wait another year i’ll be free
focus, don’t mislead 
cross my fingers cuz it gets risky 
fucked up on my mind i’m a reject 
i got eyes on the back i can see shit
tell me what’s the reason cuz i’ve been searching
put all my time and effort but i’m still working

reject

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bhertuy - reject

sanction (icetrouble)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by donttrustlando & tgwog
recorded @ goblin haven
art by Allen Rogers
lyrics:
Touch me softly measure how I breathe
You could toss me aside but I’m with you in a dream
And I’ll wait til the sunrise to get any shut eye
Ain’t no rest for the wicked no sleep in the night time
I’m locked in position take off on a mission
I can’t stick around the amount that you’re wishing
We can round off the cost when I make it in a minute
I don’t wanna draw another line and never finish
You don’t have the time for it not that it’s your business
Or anything at all til you strike me from your wishlist
If I’m laying a lie out and we take a time out
Will you look me in my eyes in the moment you find out
All of the gas that I drive out
All of my past made me blind how
You could go back to your life now
And I won’t be sad when I’m bawling my eyes out
I think it’s best if you’re leaving the light off
Cause I get depressed when I see suicide thoughts
Still in my bed but you’re further than far off
I couldn’t regret being near you at all nah
Would you be dead if I was missing in action
Cause that’s what you said but it could actually happen
I won't forget you again I’ll pick you up after practice
If this text ever sends you won’t think that I’m lacking

m.i.a. (+ donttrustlando x tgwog)

art by phixel

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

i am such an asshole yea thats what u told me
fade into the background rip 2 the old me
now im in the foreground, lights flashing on me
love me for a night, get an uber in the morning
i cant move i dont wanna keep living
only way 2 go is drugged up, wrist dripping
 and i wanna call u back but my phone keeps tripping
hope she not mad when she find me in the kitchen

find me in the kitchen and i'm doing something bad 
hope they leave me here cause i don’t wanna make nobody mad
really can’t control things im doing when im sad
they don’t know the whole story, how you stabbed me in the back
its such a hassle
try to crawl out, but i think i'm trapped though 
wake up early, fix my problems with a capsule 
medication turning me into an asshole 
build walls but i'm still not fortified 
smoke all day can't even enjoy the high
these withdrawals and the pain has got mortified 
your absence made itself immortalized 
hate looking through these tired eyes 
cant keep up this disguise 
took too long to realize 
it's no one's fault but mine

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

asshole w/ dylan longworth (anem0s)

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/5xqwwyq2pxFX40kWoqahfy?si=271c8486768a4197
prettiest girl at the party ft @imohwell
prod @revivedghost
mix master me

lyrics:
She gon take my heart certainly
If she wanted she could murder me
If she wanted she could take my heart apart cause she meant more to me
This an open house burglary 
Ur killing me third degree
If she wanted she could take my heart apart without the surgery

she's the prettiest girl at the party
ooowoaaah oooh
if i was staring then i hope u know im sorry
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest
and the pettiest
she's got everything i've wanted
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest girl at the party 
ooowoaaah oooh

She's got dark long hair
And the prettiest eyes
I know we messed up once
This time we’ll make it right

I’ve tried
To be a better person now
Don't think that it's been working out

And she’ll be the death of me
I need u bad I been feeling empty
I take u out if u even let me
Could you be the one who mends me?

They told me don't meet ur heroes
But I look back at the time and I know I needed you
Come to find out that she knows
That I feel the same way
I don't know what to say
but I guess I’ll continue

And I know
And I know
You’ll go wasting all my time
Just trying to make you mine yeah

She's the, she's the prettiest girl I ever damn seen in my life I swear
She's the, she's the prettiest girl I ever damn seen in my life I swear

she's the prettiest girl at the party
ooowoaaah oooh
if i was staring then i hope u know im sorry
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest
and the pettiest
she's got everything i've wanted
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest girl at the party 
ooowoaaah oooh

shoutout twizzy cocoa

prettiest girl at the party

prettiest girl at the party ft oh well. (revivedghost)

doin it right bitch im nvr so far
why u tear me down why u breakin my heart</3
its the same bullshit thats tearin me apart
doin it right bitch im nvr so far
im so scared just to fall off
standing on the top im gonna jump off
open my armsz ur back in my life
why do i feel a knife?

killin the vibe watch the sun go down
whippin a benz betcha ya coming around
fuck on ya ex and i hate ya now and i hate ya now
hate u to fuck that bitch
shes so evil like a witch
pretty ass hoes they always bitch,they always bitch

fuck on my girl il try and press u
hittin his ass w a pistol .22
u aint gonna makin it out of here alive
fillin my heart up w them liez:/
said i look like hunchback of notre dame
why am i sittin here to get played
its just so hard to fuck w you
i hate that bitch she got me in a bad mood

doin it right bitch im nvr so far
why u tear me down why u breakin my heart</3
its the same bullshit thats tearin me apart
doin it right bitch im nvr so far
im so scared just to fall off
standing on the top im gonna jump off
open my armsz ur back in my life
why do i feel a knife?(x2)

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HATEUNOW!!(temcandoanything)

4 me w/5v [prod 5v]

:+)

album art by Madeline Crisman 
ig - https://www.instagram.com/madcrispp/

guitar by lil boost

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@gravestars
*lyrics*
i swear i don’t exist
i just wanna cut my wrist
i swear when u kiss me 
i cant resist
ima die and i won’t be missed
i swear i can’t feel a thing
hold me
like i die today
i swear you don’t feel the same
it’s too good to be true

wrists (+ fendi blunts327)

there’s a weird fabric that holds our universe together 
and prevents it from falling into chaos. 
without that energy, there would be nothing, 
not something. 
that energy is called love, and ever since 
he was young, lil boost yearned to hold it. 
like a baby crying out to its mother, 
lil boost sought that warmth, 
and would go to the ends of the earth 
to rescue that light in those who had forgotten. 
and so, 
for all of the little flicker of his life, 
lil boost kindled this flame, 
until it was so great, that he too 
was engulfed, and 
he tumbled into a world of mirrors, 
his heart beating a river of liquid gold, 
as he whispered to himself 
the sweetest melody