prod. me (dawsin)
sample by rjpasin

lyrics:
AHAHAHA
rocking my new fit,
chrome sweatpants on
she love the print (print,print)
heard you talking that smack
yo im about to pull up
she's always loved me 
but i never loved her
huh but i never loved her
yea but i never loved her
hmph but i never lost her
but i never loved her

she said
"watch what your saying boy,
bout to come and smack you
in that pretty face of yours"

huh? bitch come and try it
when i called you a whore
i wasn't lying

"that's right
i'm kira
and what can u do?
kill me right here?"

babe your just a tease
like leave me alone, me alone

need to hold on
but I can't
when my heart
is gripped by your hand
and i can't seem to understand
why i didn't take command
i had your bestfriend over,
she loves to drink but i stayed "sober"
hah she felt it in her heart
she fell in love when we met at the bar
I need to move on but i can't
when this heart break wasn't planned
and i can't seem to understand 
why I didn't take command
i had your bestfriend over,
she loves to drink but i stayed "sober"
hah she felt it in her heart
she fell in love when we met at the bar
she fell in love when we met at the bar
she fell in love when we met at the bar

sober

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im never moving my fate
imma look back at ur face
return my hat its not urs
ill act like i was never bored
hard
youre making it hard
playing my part
look up at the stars
i make no marks
i use my card
raising the bar
u wont get far
its only up
aluminum
and theyll be hating
while my hands are up
thats just my luck
i guess we're done
but u gone and ruined all the fun
i know that we'll get through it together
bleed out my cranium, im not better
im not good at using my resources
but i think ill learn for you cuz its important
return on investments, thats extortion
all of these compliments that im warding
what's all this hope? im feeling a beacon
those pretty blue eyes i cant help from reaching
pain
ima sit under the rain
just help me save faith
make way
drained
im tempted to run away
im getting thrown strays
hey
hey

aluminum

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speak lightly
i wont seem
that worried
abt u and me
down few
many lose
lives quick
nothings new
hiding right
behind you
you choose
you choose

from what i wear
to see and stare
i swear, i swear
youll have my care

how are u here with me
i told you im scared of
graphic and the terror to sieze
its more than it could seem
its more than wear and tear
and i could hardly bear
and i could hardly bear
i could hardly bear
i could hardly

from what i wear
to see and stare
i swear, i swear
youll have my care

wear (xona cover)

Vocals, Mix & Master, Production by @solrisyours
Guitar by @prodacey
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Amy Rose / safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jblAxk9VOgc

lyrics:
can we go to a forest no one knows
keep out feelings close, we have a world left unexposed
beauty will show itself through the doors that we closed
just hold my hand as we'll go unbeknownst
of the love that we give
the love that i call my home
don't know why i feel like this
just wish you weren't in my phone
i don't need anyone else, just you and i alone
we can make it happy in a forest no one knows

our bodies intertwined, i feel all of you right now
place your hands in mine, i know we'll figure it out
and i'll hear what you say from the whispers of the leaves
i'll feel okay in the presence of your peace

solr - forest (solr)

prod. me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
guitar by me (dawsin)

lyrics:
you drinking is gonna slowly kill you
maybe I want that
you drinking your slowly killing yourself dawsin
tal--y- shi-- bab-
no- like you kno- tru-
abo-t what i- doi--
bab- ill com- to yo
THAT'S STUPID DUDE

talk your shit babe
not like you know the truth
about what im doing
bae ill come to you

Ill talk my shit babe
like how i've been wanting to
for a moment...
you really thought I was feeling you?
you really thought I was feeling you?

she mad at me swerving
she makes me wanna crash though
" we'll talk about this in the morning "
enough came outta that mouth hoe

came out that mouth ho
came out that mouth ho

huh yea
your making me wanna crash
making me huh
yea
your making me wanna crash
making me huh hmph
your making me wanna crash
making me huh
yea
your making me wanna crash
crash
crash
she's about to make me crash (out)
fast, fast
the only way for me to last
i'm last, i'm last
im an egomaniac
just like your dad, just like your dad
but im not a piece of trash
huh?
bae im worse than that
i'm not afraid to stab
i'm not afraid to kill him
babe IM WORSE THAN THAT

i'm just a butcher
looking for another
person
to fill the void
to fill the void 
to feel the void

I killed that man
and I'd do it again (again)
do you remember what I said?
see- seeing red
"there will be no guy friends"

from the start babe I told you that "I'm a bit insane"
and these thoughts I say, don't mind
they just leak out my brain
so predictable come back
when I push you away
you won't make it in life
selling your pics babe

did you really think I wouldn't find out?
IF YOU FUCKED HIM, TELL ME I NEED TO KNOW
didn't do a good job at hiding it did ya?
the bay harbor butcher, you know the nickname
and you know what he did
he dismembered his victims

my head feels fuzzy
I don't even know how imma make
it another day
cause my brain is tense, I'm afraid
my knuckles covered in flesh and blood
make him see grain
If I wanted you dead, I'd pull the colt out the safe

she don't like how I'm acting
what I've done with him is none of your business
oh why can't you get past it
by now that body is nothing but maggots

RUNNING A MILE, TO REPEAT THE CYCLE
YOU'RE SO OBSESSED LIKE YOU ARE A DISCIPLE
HE IS NOT WORTH IT
PUT YOUR HAND ON THE BIBLE
TELL ME IM THE ONLY ONE
I'M TOO IN DENIAL

butcher

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6JuVcEsqHVmX8atqGSoyVU?si=9e92ae4a59fe4b48

cut away, keep away
you make me hurt more than anything
i'm a fucking loser
an introvert at best
im repulsive, disgusting
nothing worth in my chest
ill say i do it to protect me
say it a million ways
if we're all honest im nothing
more of a throwaway

my headspace is clouded
i feel the shame when i talk
ill pour my flaws onto a type beat
only way to take a load off

i hear the silence, its shouting
"can they hear what i say?"
i feel the comfort in solace
get the fuck out of my face

i dont want you to hear me
at the same time i do
i dont want you to fear me
is this normal for you?

prod. mercenarychild

throwaway

produced by mix
over a year in the making

lyrics:
@1m1x
in the end ima shoot em all for you
i dont care yea i been thru a few
dropped him yea hes dead its nuthin new
in the end its either me or you
yea i dont give a shit
gotta focus up when he start talkin shit
get dropped bitch ur the one who started it
losing consciousness hope you have insurance

and my soul is to be
tightness in chest so now i cant breathe
killed him, then got back on my feet
haise, that no longer is me
and i shot him dead he was just standing there
gotta cleanse now tired of all this wear and tear
built a new man, haise is dead in the grave
just killed myself to find a new life i can save

@dawsin
i came up from nothing bitch, you wouldnt understand
i said bro, leave me alone, im too frail for this
she want all of me but i don't really know her like that
I'll drink a pint of whiskey then i'll call it a day

uh what do you think of that L?
this is my perfect victory and you failed
hah i just need one breath
one call was all it took for you to avoid my death

your weak haise, youve gotta do something and fast
or hes gonna kill your men, you cant keep anyone safe
can you?
turn around haise, look at me dont turn your back on a friend
you know that you need me, do it accept me as part of you
COME ON COME ON COME ON

@dawsin
impaled his chest,
wound in his lungs
hit em up
drag em out 
leave him hung
im a ghoul eat his flesh off the bone
and in the end its die or atone
@1m1x
atone, why you running we were just having fun?
that sucks cuz soon youll be friends with the gun
eat him up and leave him for the crows and the sun
oh haise i always knew you'd be the one

IN THE END I MIGHT SHOOT THEM ALL FOR YOU
I DONT CARE YEA I BEEN THRU A FEW
DROPPED HIM YEA HES DEAD ITS NOTHING NEW
IN THE END, IT'S EITHER ME OR YOU
YEA, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT
CLOCKED HIM IN THE FACE AND NOW HE'S GOT LEAD IN IT
IT'S ON THE SPOT BITCH DON'T START FEELING NAUSEOUS
CRYING ON THE FLOOR, GUESS U REALLY LOST THIS?!!!

haise w/ dawsin

Mako - Let Go of the Wheel (Fractal Rain Remix)

purple bruises

amv: https://youtu.be/AHWOFe5RZZg
spotfiy: https://open.spotify.com/track/19JzeOdW1GrWZb6jrbaANg?si=7101980e505f406d

produced by @xona

-lyrics-

(i don’t wanna lose my-)
oh, i know why
i wouldn’t tell me same thing behind
i make it so easy
i’ve got the dot on both my knees
and i know why (x4)
~
i’ll turn it over till i make this work
place it all on order until i mesh with dirt
caffeine don’t function
these calluses burst
up at 4 am, i made my body learn
i said i’ll change my course and said i’ll fix this up
i said i’d put us first before the other stuff
and they don’t know about this, they don’t see this side
they say i’m mia, well, this my other life
but i’ll be back again, not days or in a week
won’t force myself to make this hobby a thing
i wanna be putting my best, i won’t be losing my keen
build it up a bit to keep up my streak
(i don’t wanna lose my-)
~
and i know why
my head spins till the tunnel bites
cause that's what i like
knowing i'm falling into it blind
head first, dive.
head first, dive.
head first, dive.
head first to dive.
wrist locked tight.
wrist locked tight.
wrist locked tight.
wrist locked tight.

xona - scuba

https://youtu.be/T2fLI_4rAgo?si=qBKeSjqzTIp0Q18q
I am paid to exist, abundance on my list
Every breath that I take is the proof of my gift
What I seek, seeks me back, every dream's on track
I am light, I am whole, all abundance flows back

haise w/ dawsin

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