A corrupted file trying to feel again.
the screen hums with leftover warmth static dressed like sorrow.
memories loop in grayscale, too pixelated to fix, too human to delete.
each track fractures a little softer, rewiring heartbreak into something almost tender.
this is where emotions crash gently against the system walls.

enjoy the error.💔❤️‍🩹❤️‍🔥

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ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵈᵃʷˢⁱⁿ

Indie/Folk/Alt

faves by friends

p. jae luna, simon levine

It’s okay I guess
Why do you have to act so nonchalant instead of being honest?
(Why do you?)
I’m sitting in my room again, wondering what I did wrong
(What to do?)
I’ve cried what a waste of tears
What a waste of years of my life
(What a waste of tears—)
(What a waste of years of my life)

It was you who always wanted to see me
And it was you who said you wanted to be with me
And I’m trying not to make it a big deal
But now I've met you and nothing else feels real

It was you who said we need to get closer
And it was you who kept begging me come over
And I'm trying not to make it a big deal
But my head can’t help from making a big deal

Everything you said upset you
Everything you said made you sad
Every time I made a mistake, I apologized
But you won’t do the same
I take the blame

It was you who always wanted to see me
And it was you who said you wanted to be with me
And I’m trying not to make it a big deal
But now I've met you and nothing else feels real

It was you who said we need to get closer
And it was you who kept begging me come over
And I'm trying not to make it a big deal
But my head can’t help from making a big deal

Big deal

Big Deal

IntoTheParadox - Death Note (Prod Discent & Thislandis)

ft. @noahthomas 

written by me 
produced and mixed by @noahthomas
mastered by chris gehringer  
coverart by me 

LYRICS:
whisper lyrics:

with, or without 

you around 

i still hate that, 

even tho 

it’s not all about you 

you tend to make it every time

you get your hands tied 


you try to cover your mouth but 

you let out a whisper 

is that your answer 

said that it would stop but it doesn’t 

i don’t understand why it wasn’t love 

it must be us 


noah thomas:
yeah!

i don’t understand why it wasn’t love 

can’t seem to see thru the plot that is us

bike back the blood while i hold back my tongue 

or was the love not enough 

speak up 

i can’t hear a thing 

speak up 

i can’t hear a thing 


even tho 

it’s not all about you 

you tend to make it every time

you get your hands tied 


you try to cover your mouth but 

you let out a whisper 

is that your answer 

said that it would stop but it doesn’t 

i don’t understand why it wasn’t love 

it must be us 

you try to cover your mouth but 

you let out a whisper 

is that your answer 

said that it would stop but it doesn’t 

i don’t understand why it wasn’t love 

it must be us

whisper

crave

Produced by me

Lyrics:
I never did the things that you did to me
I made some mistakes but you were one to see
why do you think you know what is best for me?
when did you become my enemy?

no matter how hard I bare to try 
everything i say seems to make you cry 
I swear to god if i find out you lied
I will not take you back its goodbye

i know shes gonna try to fix things her own way 
but i dont think that is enough ill keep you safe
shes getting high and tries to sleep away all the pain 
I know that makes you mad but im being honest babe

I never did the things that you did to me
I made some mistakes but you were one to see
why do you think you know what is best for me?
when did you become my enemy?

I wonder if we can last 2 more years
when we talk again will you break down in tears?  
tell me thats its all my fault you live in fear
it breaks my heart but you could live in here

First song
I am heartbroken 
Enjoy >,<

fear

[LYRICS]

I wake up and I feel like I died in my sleep
You're not here by my side you're inside of my dreams  
Pulling on threads of my heart
They start to unweave
Your fire burning left me buried in the ashes underneath

But you look like you've seen a ghost
Someone you used to love  
Forgotten silhouettes haunt our memory
You look like you've seen a ghost
If you want the past to stay dead
This is the death of me

Life in shadows and silence that empty the room
Pull me closer my love as I fade into you
Cigarette burns on my heart I cannot defend
I hope you know that death will bring us back together in the end

But you look like you've seen a ghost
Someone you used to love  
Forgotten silhouettes haunt our memory
You look like you've seen a ghost
If you want the past to stay dead
This is the death of me

Your weapon, my wound
I can't stop the bleeding
This home is a tomb
With webs that you're weaving
We fell out of love
You promised forever
It wasn't enough
I'm waiting for never

But you look like you've seen a ghost
Someone you used to love  
Forgotten silhouettes haunt our memory
You look like you've seen a ghost
If you want the past to stay dead
This is the death of me
Look like you've seen a ghost
You want the past to stay dead
You want the past to stay dead
Look like you've seen a ghost
You want the past to stay dead
This is the death of me

Look like you've seen a ghost
Someone you used to love  
Forgotten silhouettes yeah

Fade Into You

I Heard That Noise

I Punched Through The Wall

Hope, Alaska

December

(prod by mxtthxw x cxrter)
3/22/25
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO]
God,
Forsake me
Part the Red Sea

God,
You made me
Why do you hate me?

Not a perfect image inside of your mind
And when I come inside I wonder why I'm alive still
(Why am I alive still?)

[HOOK]
Smoking cigarettes
How am I not dead yet?
Think I need an acid bath
Drain it with some xanny's, yeah
Yuh, yuh

Just relax
Honestly, it's not that bad yet

Smoking cigarettes
Baby, are you fiending yet?
Acid in my lungs,
I hear the voices going, "Ha, ha."

Just relax
Honestly, it's not that bad yet

[VERSE]
I can not go on another day without a blood bath
Stupid, when I speak up always catch em' with their tongues out
Bullies in these sand pits always drown me when we wrestle
Honestly, I think that your the reason for bad vessels
Say so,
If you wanna run inside these rat holes

[CHORUS]
God,
Forsake me
Why do you hate me?
I can go on all day if you just let me

[BRIDGE]
Let me be cuz I cannot breathe
This anxiety is all that I need

[VERSE]
Heaven's gate never looked so far
Why do I gotta try so hard?
Oh my lord never saw anything in me
I saw that shit on TV

[HOOK]
Smoking cigarettes
How am I not dead yet?
Think I need an acid bath
Drain it with some xanny's, yeah
Yuh, yuh

Just relax I'm-

[OUTRO-VERSE]
Smoking cigarettes
Think I need some vinaigrette
Honestly, call me a doctor!

Blokes that exhale miss out on 70% of their smoke. (mxtthxw x cxrter)

prod me n @dawsin

lyrics:

I wade through the rubble
Feeling like a true rebel
And no one else is around
And i do not hear a sound
The birds all died
But they'll come back with time
I've never once prayed in my life
But im hoping hes on my side

Day 1 cant believe it
(Not a soul came to help)
Middle of nowhere cant leave it
(Left my bestfriend on the wall)
That place is in ruins
(I have no one left to call)
The rest believe what theyre spewing

Oooo its the season no ones lived through 
Theres a rumor locals wonder if its true
And i wonder too 
So i'll head out tonight
Dont know if ill die
But im sure ill be alright 
Yeah im sure ill be 
Yeah im sure ill be just fine

Darlene could care less  
Rylee wished the best
My brothers strong i know that he can take care of the rest 
Step into foliage  
And raise my head
(Dont go)
I hear something unsheathe my sword it comes closer 
Impale its chest

(Blood on my hands
And blood on my face
Dive into the river and cleanse my new faith)

@dawsin:
I'm yearning to hear someones voice
The only reply I get back is white noise
The weight of my backpack is breaking my poise
No nutrition within me stomachs a void
and im
CONSTANTLY LOOKING OVER TO SEE 
THE CREATURE OR BEING THATS FOLLOWING ME
(It's right behind you)
AND MY RIFLE STRAPPED TO ME IM READY TO FLEE
HEARD THE STEPS
SLOWLY TRYING TO CREEP
(huh what?)
CREEP
SWING IT OVER MY SHOULDER INHALE AND I BREATHE
BREATHE
STEADY MY SHOT SHOOT A HOLE IN ITS SPLEEN

lycora:
What is that I hear in the woods
Got the feeling it is not something good
But in there 
Lies the answers

I just wanna run and hide
I dont know what this is
Should i give up should i try
Someone tell me im homesick
But theres nothing to go back to

rumor (feat. dawsin)

She Knows Me

prod. me (dawsin)

lyrics:

your a wanted man mister Morgan,
there's five thousand dollars for your head alone
FIVE THOUSAND DOLLARS???!!
FOR ME??
CAN I TURN MYSELF IN?
STOP RIGHT THERE-

i gotta headache
headache
i don't speak
I let the money-talk
she wanna fuck with me
I'm having the bitch
tryna remember how to walk

make her obsessed
oh darlin
she wanna leave i doubt it..
i don't usually flirt
but I'm bout it
hand her a couple bills make her count it

i dont talk too many ppl
cause they just be running mouths
hating on my music
when you dont even know your own sound
thats funny, you're hilarious
hahaha
"daw you're nefarious"
bitch damn, im sorry im a "Virgo"
miss Aquarius

oh fantastic, you know great
you know terrific
you and I in the kitchen
great
I'm your sioux chef
okay fantastic
I'm your bitch

why cant ppl be original and write they own shit?
its probably cause' i stand on business and i got the motion *-*
s-s-s-sorry
i got him in my reticle
he needs a doctor, medical
i think he glazes too much
he wont get off my testicles
ouu
he wont get off my test-
ouu
he wont get off my testicles
ouu
HE WONT GET OFF MY TEST-
ouu
MAN JUST GET OFF MY OFF MY-

tired of being nonchalant
time to be hella more blunt
my friends dont like me
and i dont like em neither
call em out for all their bluffs
its like what i've done is not enough
damn I know
I'm no people pleaser
dont expect me to text back either

sigh
its fine, i mean i'll be okay
its not like-
you're obviously not being okay
you just told me that you wanted to die
you're scaring me dawsi-

whipping the car going 130, vertigo
stand over em so tall
they asking, what's my vertical
damn hmph
feel the whi- whiplash
gotta grip da steering wheel
get my life back
get my life back

virgo

produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
everything by me (dawsin) :o

lyrics:
just a figment
of my
imagination
of me

RID OF ME
RID OF ME
MY OTHER PERSONALITY
HE'S NOT A FRIEND TO ME
HATE MYSELF
FAMILY STILL SCARED OF ME
.45 TO MY TEMPLE
I'M READY TO GET
RID OF ME

don't want no one
but I left these flowers 
here for you
baebaebaebae
babe it's true
baebaebaebae
that I wanna blow my head out
so I feel like a drop out
(in life)
so you'll walk in my room and ask me why I did this
ain't been the same, since I regained my pulse

let me leave
let me leave
let me leave 
this horrible dream

I might've said that "I was fine"
but-
ahaa
it's quite the opposite
i-
I don't even know how to feel anymore

remember the first time I said "hey"?
well this the last time I say "bye"
you're so fake
anxiety got me covering my arms in stripes
(our journey together, ends here.)

I'm disappointed in my self
cause 
I still have the ring on
I still haven't taken it off
AND I BET YOU THINK THATS IT'S PITIFUL
BUT I MISS YOUR EARFULS
I MISS WHEN WE TALKED ALOT
AND NOW ITS ALL GONE-

bipolarity

produced by mix
lyrics:

𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚒𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚎 𝚑𝚞𝚑? 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚑, 𝚊 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔? 𝙸 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝙳𝙸𝙴
𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗅𝖾𝖿𝗍 𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗋𝗈𝗍 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖺𝖻𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈𝗇𝖾𝖽 𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝖿 𝖺𝗋𝗄𝗁𝖺𝗆 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝖺 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋

@1m1x
b-b-b
at first i found it strange so i took a look
had to collect all my things and call the rook
its time to take a page out of your book
ill break it down for ya man just lemme cook

whats a little bitch like you talking all this shit?
all this "he said, she said" i dont wanna hear nun of it
it, dont got time for this sayin "we dont fuck with mix"
least i dont lie bout shit, boy you trippin what is this?

so bitch tell me can you do what i do?
didn't think so cant even produce
ts easy bitch are u lazy?
i guess, so chock it up and pay me
still pulled that shit cant phase me
cant win tho are u gettin angry?
dun so fast u can call me barry
ill be here still reppin AC

people like you tend to leave a bad fucking taste
youre selfish and stupid, a copy then a fucking paste
do you know what you did? i shouldnt have to plead my case
what we hads been ruined, ill leave it all up to fate

death-

ouu ouu ahh ouu

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₳₦Đ ł₮'ⱠⱠ Ⱨ₳₱₱Ɇ₦
ɎØɄ ₩₳₦₦₳ ₭₦Ø₩ ₩Ⱨ₳₮ ł ₩₳₦₮ ₦Ø₩, ⱧɄⱧ? ł ₩₳₦₮ ɎØɄ ĐɆ₳Đ

@dawsin
I feel the z's poppin outta my head
catch then, pass it, a disease terminal then dead
d-d-d-dead
hit a homerun on these mfs
but im already outta they league gang
left the field, smellin like burnt rubber
me and mix, mix like yin and yang

I DRIVE A HEMI
THE HORSEPOWER SHALL SUFFICE
MY MIRROR SEEMS TO LIKE YOUR HEADLIGHTS
IT'S MATTE BLACK CAN'T EVEN SEE ME AT NIGHT
SCRATCHIN THEY HEAD LIKE THEY GOT LICE

𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚑𝚊𝚖

arkham w/ dawsin

prod. me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
guitar by me (dawsin)

lyrics:
you drinking is gonna slowly kill you
maybe I want that
you drinking your slowly killing yourself dawsin
tal--y- shi-- bab-
no- like you kno- tru-
abo-t what i- doi--
bab- ill com- to yo
THAT'S STUPID DUDE

talk your shit babe
not like you know the truth
about what im doing
bae ill come to you

Ill talk my shit babe
like how i've been wanting to
for a moment...
you really thought I was feeling you?
you really thought I was feeling you?

she mad at me swerving
she makes me wanna crash though
" we'll talk about this in the morning "
enough came outta that mouth hoe

came out that mouth ho
came out that mouth ho

huh yea
your making me wanna crash
making me huh
yea
your making me wanna crash
making me huh hmph
your making me wanna crash
making me huh
yea
your making me wanna crash
crash
crash
she's about to make me crash (out)
fast, fast
the only way for me to last
i'm last, i'm last
im an egomaniac
just like your dad, just like your dad
but im not a piece of trash
huh?
bae im worse than that
i'm not afraid to stab
i'm not afraid to kill him
babe IM WORSE THAN THAT

i'm just a butcher
looking for another
person
to fill the void
to fill the void 
to feel the void

I killed that man
and I'd do it again (again)
do you remember what I said?
see- seeing red
"there will be no guy friends"

from the start babe I told you that "I'm a bit insane"
and these thoughts I say, don't mind
they just leak out my brain
so predictable come back
when I push you away
you won't make it in life
selling your pics babe

did you really think I wouldn't find out?
IF YOU FUCKED HIM, TELL ME I NEED TO KNOW
didn't do a good job at hiding it did ya?
the bay harbor butcher, you know the nickname
and you know what he did
he dismembered his victims

my head feels fuzzy
I don't even know how imma make
it another day
cause my brain is tense, I'm afraid
my knuckles covered in flesh and blood
make him see grain
If I wanted you dead, I'd pull the colt out the safe

she don't like how I'm acting
what I've done with him is none of your business
oh why can't you get past it
by now that body is nothing but maggots

RUNNING A MILE, TO REPEAT THE CYCLE
YOU'RE SO OBSESSED LIKE YOU ARE A DISCIPLE
HE IS NOT WORTH IT
PUT YOUR HAND ON THE BIBLE
TELL ME IM THE ONLY ONE
I'M TOO IN DENIAL

butcher

produced by mix
over a year in the making

lyrics:
@1m1x
in the end ima shoot em all for you
i dont care yea i been thru a few
dropped him yea hes dead its nuthin new
in the end its either me or you
yea i dont give a shit
gotta focus up when he start talkin shit
get dropped bitch ur the one who started it
losing consciousness hope you have insurance

and my soul is to be
tightness in chest so now i cant breathe
killed him, then got back on my feet
haise, that no longer is me
and i shot him dead he was just standing there
gotta cleanse now tired of all this wear and tear
built a new man, haise is dead in the grave
just killed myself to find a new life i can save

@dawsin
i came up from nothing bitch, you wouldnt understand
i said bro, leave me alone, im too frail for this
she want all of me but i don't really know her like that
I'll drink a pint of whiskey then i'll call it a day

uh what do you think of that L?
this is my perfect victory and you failed
hah i just need one breath
one call was all it took for you to avoid my death

your weak haise, youve gotta do something and fast
or hes gonna kill your men, you cant keep anyone safe
can you?
turn around haise, look at me dont turn your back on a friend
you know that you need me, do it accept me as part of you
COME ON COME ON COME ON

@dawsin
impaled his chest,
wound in his lungs
hit em up
drag em out 
leave him hung
im a ghoul eat his flesh off the bone
and in the end its die or atone
@1m1x
atone, why you running we were just having fun?
that sucks cuz soon youll be friends with the gun
eat him up and leave him for the crows and the sun
oh haise i always knew you'd be the one

IN THE END I MIGHT SHOOT THEM ALL FOR YOU
I DONT CARE YEA I BEEN THRU A FEW
DROPPED HIM YEA HES DEAD ITS NOTHING NEW
IN THE END, IT'S EITHER ME OR YOU
YEA, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT
CLOCKED HIM IN THE FACE AND NOW HE'S GOT LEAD IN IT
IT'S ON THE SPOT BITCH DON'T START FEELING NAUSEOUS
CRYING ON THE FLOOR, GUESS U REALLY LOST THIS?!!!

haise w/ dawsin

What I Want (reimagined)

prod me and unit33 my glorious king
@unit33-976697144

lyrics

i dont know

ripple under static taste
and how long will it take?
and how long before i can escape?
i dont even know why i am here
all i know is that im scared
and im crippled with fear
relate to me
put urself in my shoes
but i think thats hard for u
cuz u have got nothin to lose

I DONT KNOW WHY THEY CHOSE
me out of everybody else

OH I COULDNT TELL U WHY
WHY THEY WANNA TAKE MY LIFE
oh thats not the thing i look towards
when they try to hate on me
but im gonna move forward
desperation fills my eyes as fast as the damn speed of light

wonder if they'll even try
and if i grow some guts i might

I DONT KNOW WHY THEY CHOSE
oh thats not the thing i look towards
when they try to hate on me
but im gonna move forward

desperation

i really hate the way u look lol.

all plats (soon-link does not work atm): https://share.amuse.io/track/wyfy-goodbye-ii

prod. acey

cautious but anyway you twist it
im wrong
im wrong
i lost it
but every move is costly
so long
it took you so long

i dont wanna let you go
even here you still dont know
i should take my leave so slow
keep it so slow
keep it so slow
i just cannot keep you close
even now you still dont know
ill soft launch
and take it so slow
keep it so slow
keep it so slow

my face runs cold
my fingers trembling
i hate hard talks
cause i struggle remembering

i dont wanna give you
all the reasons why
its too much to ask of me
just leave it at goodbye
just leave it at goodbye
don't reach out
you're not on my side.
just leave it at goodbye
don't reach out
if it's just with that disguise

i dont belong here
know i never did
even with my closest
it still dont feel like real friends
i wish i could change it
make it feel genuine
i just feel so lost here
think this should be the end

haise w/ dawsin

mix≬