i alr said i nutted to this 6 times but double it 12 times <3

hey guys mosh here im on dashies account haha

this is certified mosh classic, beautiful work again <3

“rest” is a single revolved around kuriosity and a new girl (shocker) and revolves around kuriosity’s dread and confusion within this friendship. feeling as if he can’t run and has no where to go due to his extreme affection kuriosity again follows route and hurts himself in the process. a prelude to the “aphrodite” series on “kuri” 

(drmabeats + johnny friend)

u make me wonder, where’d the time go?
bed-ridden eyes glued on my iphone i-
feel like im walking on a tight rope 
no text no calls so vile
i cant go to bed
“hush”
with you in my head
god i need some rest
god i need your hand.

and imma fuck up
running on no love 
ur so stuck up
im too deep and i cant run
yea i feel like u know what i want
(and she wont text me back so im lighting a blunt)

ik sorry friends ive been working on myself 
ive been fighting my purpose 
ive been focused on my health 
and i hope you’re all fine i hope you’re doing well
there’s only one on my mind but would she even help? 

u make me wonder, where’d the time go?
bed-ridden eyes glued on my iphone i-
feel like im walking on a tight rope 
no text no calls so vile
i cant go to bed
“hush”
with you in my head
god i need some rest
god i need your hand.

im going nowhere, and they all know
this shits unfair, ive got a lot to show 
how could i make a impact if ive got no home
(and how the fuck could i proceed if ive got no road)

fuck friends fuck her, bitch im on my own
guess ill just be another junkie laying on the road
and i can see it in your eyes that you u hate my soul
and i can see it in their eyes that they want me below

(fuck friends fuck her bitch im on my own
guess ill just be another junkie laying on the road
and i can see it in your eyes that you u hate my soul
and i can see it in their eyes that they- hush

the pretty ass hook repeats again i love it so much (:

rest

psychosis (dez forman x polar)

turn your heart into stone.

Lyrics:
every time that I try too much it dont work
and how come im the only one getting hurt
i need someone that can help
i need someone to come save me
dont know how ive been feelin lately

everytime i try ask for change
shes always got a problem girl im tryna give u the same
oh im feelin lost in my mind 
lost in the games that you play
how come im the only one thats in pain? 

girl i know i shouldnt lose my temper trying real hard
girl i miss when you would sit and show your favorite scars
im tryna let you go i feel like ive been losin control
im tryna let you go intrusive thoughts are taking their toll

ahh i fuckin hate the fact im livin each day
i smoke my weed and never sleep i only wish you would stay
ahh im fuckin scared to close my eyes before bed
cause i dont wanna see you there youre stuck up inside my head

every time that I try too much it dont work
and how come im the only one getting hurt
i need someone that can help
i need someone to come save me
dont know how ive been feelin lately

everytime i try ask for change
shes always got a problem girl im tryna give u the same
oh im feelin lost in my mind 
lost in the games that you play
how come im the only one thats in pain? 

i need someone else that feels this way
i just know that you cannot relate 

every time that i try to hard it dont work
you know that im the only one getting hurt
she put a spell on my mind 
shes always stuck up inside
shes never gettin her sleep 
nor the day light

night time night life
drugs im takin feel right
wishin you were still mine 
were caught up under night lights

im hopin you wont forget me now
my love for you was more than you could ever give back

i turn my heart into stone
i watched that bitch move along
dont tend to pick up my phone

you know i dont 
unless its you thatll call
layin down on the floor 
im puttin pills on my tongue

were gettin dizzy feelin harder to run
conflicted feelins that im gettin 
i wish that we could restart
i'll over dose x5
for you girl

SPOTIFY

stone heart (michael harrison)

made with love
prod @siemspark + ayoley
song cover made by michaell#1404 on discord :)

lyrics:

intro (woah x99)

but im feeling fucking twisted
i dont miss her
i've been running it back
dont wanna get so attached
i dont wan' risk it
dont want it this way
dont wanna fall back down
dont keep your distance

i dont know where you are (yeah yeah yeah)
know you haven't gone far (oo woahhh)
i dont want it to start (oh yeah yeah)
but i dont know my part, my part

wooooahhh

you know i dont wanna go to that
dont wanna fall back now, dont wanna show you that
you know i dont wanna know that
haven't seen you in a minute its a throwback

yeah yeah yeah woah x99

but im feeling fucking twisted
i dont miss her
i've been running it back
dont wanna get so attached
i dont wan' risk it
dont want it this way
dont wanna fall back down
dont keep your distance

twisted (siem spark + ayoley)

W producer i did the drums
shoutout chris
song cover by: mikepeters_video < instagram

this song is about how when you go through a break up and then you find someone new that you love 100 times more.

andddd lyrics:

you want me back for more
i drop dead to the floor
but you know i dont want you more
when im around you i feel bored

tonight i wanna feel you in my arms
dont wanna go back i cant start
dont start.

you split my heart into two < (fuck u ex)
even though i know you're ran through < (fuck u ex lol)
i dont wanna go talk to you
i wont do that, until i do

this next part is a little tribute i guess to brakence's song prozac.

i really know what's inside of me
and it was never enough
there's not a right or wrong side of me
from now own its all lust

you want me back for more
i drop dead to the floor
but you know i dont want you more
when im around you i feel bored

tonight i wanna feel you in my arms
don't wanna go back i cant start
i dont wanna go and fall apart
i know that you wont go far < (fuck you ex again)

ooooohhhh
ooooohhhh

song is done. thank you for everything...

tonight (me + shojua + itschrismarek)

a song i made about hating the cold and having depression lmao

shoutout michael for being that guy
shoutout aspect n heyrick for beat
yay

lyrics:

i hate the cold and you hate it too
i wish that i could be with you
if we wanted to, do this together
remember the times that we felt better

and now we don't
i feel alone
i fucking miss you don't be long
i don't like when you're gone
cus i don't know where you are
come back cus i can't fucking restart

i hate the cold and you hate it too
and you hate it too
remember all the fucking times i texted you
i'll play it cool
cus we can do this together
i really wanna die i hate this weather x2

oooowoahhhhh

really really wanna see you by my side
oh, is it really worth being alive
i just wanna survive for the night
just so i can look into those beautiful eyes

you tell beautiful lies
but we should never fight
i just wanna live my own fucking life
at the end of the night
i just wanna go cry
but you always know that-

i hate the cold and you hate it too
and you hate it too
remember all the fucking times i texted you
i'll play it cool
cus we can do this together
i really wanna die i hate this weather x2

oooowoahhhhh

hate the cold (aspect + heyrick)

art by phixel

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

i am such an asshole yea thats what u told me
fade into the background rip 2 the old me
now im in the foreground, lights flashing on me
love me for a night, get an uber in the morning
i cant move i dont wanna keep living
only way 2 go is drugged up, wrist dripping
 and i wanna call u back but my phone keeps tripping
hope she not mad when she find me in the kitchen

find me in the kitchen and i'm doing something bad 
hope they leave me here cause i don’t wanna make nobody mad
really can’t control things im doing when im sad
they don’t know the whole story, how you stabbed me in the back
its such a hassle
try to crawl out, but i think i'm trapped though 
wake up early, fix my problems with a capsule 
medication turning me into an asshole 
build walls but i'm still not fortified 
smoke all day can't even enjoy the high
these withdrawals and the pain has got mortified 
your absence made itself immortalized 
hate looking through these tired eyes 
cant keep up this disguise 
took too long to realize 
it's no one's fault but mine

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

asshole w/ dylan longworth (anem0s)

ft @ploua <3
mix by me and ploua, master by me 
coverart from @claudesdiary shoutout percy and ginny <3

vocals 4 sillyness vvvv
https://soundcloud.com/tunatunatunatuna/im-a-bad-person-but-so-r-u-145-ebmaj-vocals/s-GkPGqorc88k?si=14dae48fd8b949e8a358d1fb43275fef&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics ~

and i know you dont wanna see me
hate for myself and its stacked to the cieling
the love u had for me was so unappealing 
that being said i still kinda miss having someone by my side
even if its not u thats with me for the ride
cuz i just miss the dopamine with being in love 
and Im one shot away from saying that i love u 
I dont really love anything that u had to bring for me  
u can say anything ill hate anything that u have
best interest at heart did not mean to make u mad
im sorry i shattered every feeling that u had

i know sometimes i wont be there for you
just hit me back i only need a day i swear
your loves too much and know that it just dont feel fair
just say the word and know that ill be out of your hair

so ill hold my breathe till i get a text from u
waiting this whole time to get the best of u
after all you said still cant think any less of u 
hold my head up this isnt anything new
this whole time know im  feeling bad
i wipe my tears and pull back my hair
ive been tryna move on w/o u life aint fair
i was so damn wrong bout u back to square 1

my mind is already lost again
but ill tell u twice
ill find my way back home
dont need to tell me ur lies
ur tryna get in my mind
dont need to tell u twice
all i need to do is get u out of my life

im a bad person but so r u feat ploua prod iof x used beats

𝘪𝘮𝘢 𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦
additional production by me
https://open.spotify.com/album/1Q2ggA8q5zizowN7b2AJat?si=_dkJHWDjSz6JXoDPz9XwNw
visualizer: https://youtu.be/ELC3oCwdewU

(I’ma say sorry then I do again)
(I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends)
(Now you live in my head, now I play pretend)
(I don’t wanna die, but I think about it)
(Swear I wanna die when I think about it)
(Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded)
(And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded)

You’ve been outta touch for a minute, I know
You been outta reach, you’ve been trying to grow
And it’s hard to breathe when you think about it
Hard to say sorry when it don’t mean shit

I’ma ruin my life, I’ma fuck up my friends
I’ma say sorry, then I’ll do it again
I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends
Now you live in my head, now I play pretend

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I’ma ruin my life, I’ma fuck up my friends
I’ma say sorry, then I’ll do it again
I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends
Now you live in my head, now I play pretend

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

spotify

ends (simon m)

you'll waste my time till it kills you  ♡‧₊˚໒꒰ྀི ๑ ´ ˘ ` ू ꒱ྀིა♡‧₊˚

prod/written/art by me

lyrics:
but you
youll waste my time till it kills you
and i cant really tell if you tried

call me from your hotel
say you hate him
but still wish him well

and everything's fine in the moment
closer and closer we're holding

and not knowing

that you
you'll waste my time till it kills you
and i 
cant really tell if you tried

cause im done with you
i don’t understand
why you would break everything that we had

you and me are hopeless x2

but you
you'll waste my time 
till it kills you
and i 
cant really tell if you tried

hate the cold (aspect + heyrick)

MO$H

Recent comments

laxi

Хардр0нх

whisper

DPF

Related tracks