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p. joshwa (@prodbyjoshwa)
mix n master by me
sc compressor is a pain
my best song, hope you enjoy

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making up some stupid shit that doesnt matter at all
i fucking hate it here, wish i was never involved
i swear i'll move across the country fucking hate it all
i swear if you were in my shoes you would just take them off
and it's not like i'm trying,
to be what you want
i cannot put up with lying,
or tell me it's my fault
so don't you dare look in my eyes and act like you're so appalled
i get hurt so many times, i guess it's all just my fault

breathe
why cant you,
see
that it's all a little too much for me
it's getting hard to breathe
can't do this constantly
oh you've been bothering me so,
breathe
why cant you,
see
that it's all a little too much for me
it's getting hard to breathe
can't do this constantly
oh you've been bothering me so,

don't give a fuck bout what the cost is
i've been feeling nauseous
laying in my bed and you would be the one to start shit
don't know where i fuckin' lost it
"what's with you and being honest?"
yea you told me it'd get better, and you motherfuckin' promised
yea i got this dream
that you were nowhere near me
that you would fucking fear me
look in my eyes so clearly,
fed up with you
yea you watch and reuse
how i fall apart,
and i don't know what to do so,

breathe
why cant you,
see
that it's all a little too much for me
it's getting hard to breathe
can't do this constantly
oh you've been bothering me so,
breathe
why cant you,
see
that it's all a little too much for me
it's getting hard to breathe
can't do this constantly
oh you've been bothering me so

breathe

https://songwhip.com/akkiro/makeitright
ty spark & rick

you call my phone but i dont pick it up
see u texting me but idgaf
now its 2am i been drinkin too much
gotta bottle in my hand yea we bouta pour it up
used to love u, used to trust u but i cant anymore
cuz the feeling not the same as it once was before
but its time to turn it up yea its time to make noise
runaway from ur problems that u gotta avoid

so give me one more reason why i shouldnt leave
everytime we talk istg u envy me
so what are u gon do, when im out ur life
all of ur sudden moves, doesnt make it right

so do u rlly know what u want?
cuz i can give u the things u desire
and all that u need, so what do u please
yk i cant think straight baby, so what do u need from me

yea runaway runaway from the bs
grab the check yea yk how we do it
i got the eyes all on me like im the blueprint
yall be trynna be like me but yall be clueless
now its 2am i been drinkin too much
gotta bottle in my hand yea we bouta pour it up
i been trynna show u sum but u show me fake love
get away from ur problems that u gotta out run

(we always yell n we fight, cant get a piece of yo mind)
(no matter how hard i try)
(it still wont be right, it still wont be right)
(it still wont be right, it still wont be right) 

so give me one more reason why i shouldnt leave
everytime we talk istg u envy me
so what are u gon do, when im out ur life
all of ur sudden moves, doesnt make it right x2

(we always yell n we fight, cant get a piece of yo mind)
(it still wont be right)

makeitright (siemspark 1heyrick)

@riensu @saiwai
here is the video on my youtube channel
https://youtu.be/He5wOAB98YA


Yonk: 

Rather waste my time, I don’t really wanna take my time with you

All this time is wasted 

You don’t ever wanna see my pov

Ah unless it benefits you

You won’t ever wanna talk to me again

And no that’s just fine

Yeah I’m so fed up, get all my bread up

I’ll do this shit at my own pace so get the flip up out my face 
 


Riensu:

Just wanna be alone

Don’t know what I could say now

Cause everything just fades out

We’re standing face to face now, I can’t hear what you say now 

Everything went right over my head

Again and again

No I don’t want this to end 

Again and again 
 
Im hanging just by a thread 

Again and again

Im looking up at the stars tonight 

Wonderin if I’m wastin my time

beneficial w/ riensu p. sai *video in desc

SPOTIFY !

bad 4 me

with @riensu

produced by @ihateukidu

spotify: https://spotify.link/QvikfVoncDb

me:

tell me what you want
i cant help but follow through
you know what it was
you gon tear my heart in two
dont got time to lose
its way too hard to choose
you aint been in my shoes nah
girl what i need to prove im

falling out of love
you dont see it though
driving me insane girl
way too many lows
times not the issue
cant lie swear i miss you
all the shit we been through
tell me if it tempts you

i dont wanna mess it up
girl u dont know how to trust
got no time to readjust
many times my heart been crushed
girl you break down
all my walls
damn i hate it
when you call
said i wouldnt get involved
girl you dont love me at all

run around,
when the sun is down
do you love me now?
girl are you playing around?
run around,
when the sun is down
do you love me now?
girl are you playing around?

riensu:

baby you know that i still think of you
you got me thinking what did i get myself into
i been needing you
i hope you need me too
dont wanna waste my time
on you
youre the only one that i've been needing in my life
speeding on the highway, bae im going 85
only when im with you is when i feel so alive
so let me know if youre down to ride

tempts you w/ riensu (kidu)

if you ever feel like you are not enough
dial 988 (USA)
dial 116 123 (UK)

-

i wish you'd tell me that its over
i'd run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i'd help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
about the person that i am
or the person that i was those years ago
think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man 
and build my name up off the ground like heroes
(oh)

look at you
look at you
look at you now
those scars on your hands meant i let you down
look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here

trying my best but im down on my own
closing my door cause you'll never come home
crying alone cause i know its my fault
please dont let go
dont go

ive been trying hard to move on
always got a point to prove on
what happens if i say how i feel? (say it)
pushed me to the side its not real
all that i said was a joke
cant get the words out ill choke (what are you sorry for?)

why would you assume that?
i grew up
you knew that

i wish you'd tell me that its over
i'd run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i'd help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
bout the person that i am
or the person that i was those years ago
think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man 
and build my name up off the ground like heroes
(oh)

look at you
look at you
look at you now
those scars on your hands meant i let you down
look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here (faces in 2D)

trying my best but im down on my own (on that plastic screen )
closing my door cause you'll never come home (and inverted dreams)
crying alone cause i know its my fault
i grew up
you knew that

heroes

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produced by jonah bru
mixed written performed by me
cover art by yinon

valentines day song
hope you enjoy, more stuff soon :)
thank you for listening as always

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show me how
show me how you love
tell me how
tell me how you feel
stop it love I'm exhausted
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I-

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

tread fine lines
when I'm with you it feels like there's no wrong or right
sworn by you, we'd grow older
my feelings attached
now I sit like a loner
oooh
I'll make sure that I'll
dooo
everything that you want me to
dumb ear had me in loop
what's there for me to do
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I loved

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

able

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Lyrics:
If you couldn’t tell, I’m broken
Think it’s kinda odd you didn’t notice
Why you think I’m never really joking?
Cus’ I could never really stay focused

Gotta tell myself “onto the next one”
If you ever asked I’d never tell ya
Life is like a movie, I’m an extra
And yet I never smiled for the camera

Gotta tell myself “onto the next one”
If you ever asked I’d never tell ya
Life is like a movie, I’m an extra
And yet I never smiled for the camera

Would you really do me like that?
Would you really spit on my name?
I don’t really want to fight back
But I’d do it to just keep you safe

Just know that I’m a call away
It never hurts to speak
But I can’t let you go, yeah

I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go

I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go

I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go

I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go

If you couldn’t tell, I’m broken
Think it’s kinda odd you didn’t notice
Why you think I’m never really joking?
Cus’ I could never really stay focused

Gotta tell myself “onto the next one”
If you ever asked I’d never tell ya
Life is like a movie, I’m an extra
And yet I never smiled for the camera

Gotta tell myself “onto the next one”
If you ever asked I’d never tell ya
Life is like a movie, I’m an extra
And yet I never smiled for the camera