spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/16aPg17al8DKBm8LyMn4eE?si=9f8e74ca0f344527
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/cd-feat-ry-2

guitar by othello
additional production by me and ryan
written and performed by me and ryan
with @rywrrd (show him love please)

i lied i'm sorry next one will be a summer tune <3
thank you for listening always :)

///
a toast,
play your cd
the music brings you peace
alone
so don't mind me
I had a stupid dream again

you thought you had from the start
I don't want have to break your heart
but it broke
and now that cd drowns in static
a sour note
I highly doubt it

your favourite song
your radio I turn it on
we fell in love in your shitty car
with static on your heart
screaming out our favourite part

I made a stupid decision
in my mind, clouded dumb inference
I gave it all that I had
but all I had was indifferent
I'd break my arms off to help you
if it meant that you would listen
I stare and talk to the wall
scratched disc had tarnished the image
I thought I loved you

cd w/ ry

produced by roku
with @heyzeph
cover courtesy of starcat28
this song well over a year old

lyrics - 
[spoder]
this weight all on my shoulders
don't bat your eye
just a second of your time
"don't break these habits"
i know
you've strucken
some gold
like how would i know?
like how would i
grow
dont walk around like you're the star of the show
you've fallen
deep
hoping nobody knows

[zephyr]
And you
Got way too many bad habits
Can’t take this stress, girl this damage
Got me drinking till I pass out
If only you knew the slut that you are
My bad I ain’t mean it I took it too far
But damn all this fussin’ really got me in the fuckin mood

I’m like woah, baby where u tryna go
I could put you on a jet or I could put you on a boat
We got way too much in common to be sitting all alone
Got a man I got a girl but baby they don’t gotta know
You know damn well it’s something bout ya body that’s got me fantasizing about bein wit you

[spoder]
stop if you see the green light better go now
shoot if you shoot it too high itll fall down
life tell me whats life like when you're strung out
knife tell me whats that like when you bleed out
had a couple frens but they lost it
drama queen always love to gossip
watch it fall empty all my pockets
face down bby done w all the harming

chorus

spoder - bruise

with @riensu

produced by @ihateukidu

spotify: https://spotify.link/QvikfVoncDb

me:

tell me what you want
i cant help but follow through
you know what it was
you gon tear my heart in two
dont got time to lose
its way too hard to choose
you aint been in my shoes nah
girl what i need to prove im

falling out of love
you dont see it though
driving me insane girl
way too many lows
times not the issue
cant lie swear i miss you
all the shit we been through
tell me if it tempts you

i dont wanna mess it up
girl u dont know how to trust
got no time to readjust
many times my heart been crushed
girl you break down
all my walls
damn i hate it
when you call
said i wouldnt get involved
girl you dont love me at all

run around,
when the sun is down
do you love me now?
girl are you playing around?
run around,
when the sun is down
do you love me now?
girl are you playing around?

riensu:

baby you know that i still think of you
you got me thinking what did i get myself into
i been needing you
i hope you need me too
dont wanna waste my time
on you
youre the only one that i've been needing in my life
speeding on the highway, bae im going 85
only when im with you is when i feel so alive
so let me know if youre down to ride

tempts you w/ riensu (kidu)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4I9bp9alDC4m9MT4GNLtOY?si=b589387c7a0a444c
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/able

produced by jonah bru
mixed written performed by me
cover art by yinon

valentines day song
hope you enjoy, more stuff soon :)
thank you for listening as always

///
show me how
show me how you love
tell me how
tell me how you feel
stop it love I'm exhausted
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I-

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

tread fine lines
when I'm with you it feels like there's no wrong or right
sworn by you, we'd grow older
my feelings attached
now I sit like a loner
oooh
I'll make sure that I'll
dooo
everything that you want me to
dumb ear had me in loop
what's there for me to do
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I loved

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

able

no, we cant fall
guess i dont know
but, you're damn wrong
i try to focus on everyone
just not you
just not you
i guess the serotonin answers to my veins
i guess it all depends on what you wanna claim
i saw a vision of our life the other day
i want it so bad, so bad
i shut off
i shut up
i need attention to be with my girl
told you to listen, a step in my world
never been out here, on my own
dance on the roof with the city lights
hands all on you if the feelings right
can i talk to you girl im terrified
without you
without you
you live a lie
at war with yourself baby watch it go by
ive been on both sides
pick up the time
no amount of help could make you switch all your tides
now its all goodbye
i wish you well
wont call and get you help but
ive been through hell, so i might need it myself
i wish you well
wont call and get you help but
ive been through hell, just thinking to myself
i guess the serotonin answers to my veins
i guess it all depends on what you wanna claim
i saw a vision of our life the other day
i want it so bad, so bad
i shut off
i shut up
i need attention to be with my girl
told you to listen, a step in my world
never been out here, on my own
dance on the roof with the city lights
hands all on you if the feelings right
can i talk to you girl im terrified
without you
without you

no, we cant fall
but you're damn wrong
i cant just focus on anyone
thats not you
thats not you

wish you well

wish you well [p. sai & adrien]

what is there left to do

#aftrrLife
prod me and dsi

whenever im wrong i just end up mistaken
i cant do no wrong if its up i cant make it
feed off my energy buddy just face it
u do what i do but the swag aint for taking
find a new method ur pockets outdated
im close to the bread i could almost just taste it
ttd had to take a step back
made em boys proud know i got they back
feel like b miller i gotta spin back
for my brother my woadie its simple as that
flex ona net everybody just cap
and they hating each other no love where im at
nothing to lose ima take what i can
and i know that much true ima push the advance
pushing thru all of this pain fr
i cannot fw no snake fr
look at the world i live in its covered in lies
this shit it aint a surprise
righting my wrongs but im losing my pride 
and they come and they go but i stay on my side
tearing my heart with the music apart with the money inside
im playing my part i would die for this shit
if u took what i felt would u still be alive

remember them days i used to cry bout it
talk down ill die bout it
fake love they lie bout it
head high my mind crowded
headshot the scope mounted
drum rounded
drop dead he dumbfounded
me vs the world im surrounded
keep up the score im counting
my brother told me that ima prevail
i gotta keep going ill never give out
almost let up i done been thru a lot
for the ppl i lost im making it count
spending my money making it back
do it again til my pockets fall out
wash everybody ima put em in a drought
see em all talk im eyeing em out
im getting higher n higher
run me a lap not tired tired
telling my truth no liar liar
im getting higher n higher
run me a lap not tired tired
chasing my trail u desperate dire
turn up the city i broke off the locks
hop in that mazi i skrt off the lot
stick to myself cant fw no thot
follow the plan im the shot caller 
hold me a band u dont know nada

count on you (prod. isaiah kaleo)

Without.m4a

Vocals by Troy Turner - A man looks back with regret at his life choices