me and who 😭😭😭

cover
original song - www.youtube.com/watch?v=E6VJWHayXZM

lyrics -
wherever you are
i'll be right beside u
no matter how far
1 call away to remind u
hello?
im here all night
fall asleep on tha phone
till i can be by ur side
oowoah
harder and harder, i'm falling farther.
the way you show luv, i don't want anybody other,
than you.

right beside you

Spotify/Apple Music: https://sweeney.fanlink.to/moonlight

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/cmten & https://soundcloud.com/carpet_garden
Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/sensugang
Additional Production by: https://soundcloud.com/roekapara, https://soundcloud.com/armando-gayleard, https://soundcloud.com/neanderthalofficial, & https://soundcloud.com/nicohorry
Mixed by: https://soundcloud.com/3astman

Lyrics:
I miss when you
Would text me all night
Run through the park
And we'd dance in the light
You look like the stars
Please don't leave my sight

'Cause the moon looks so good in your eyes
The moon looks so good in your eyes
The moon looks so good in your eyes
The moon looks so good in your eyes

When we sat in his room we were both half asleep
Can't tell what you mean I don't know who to be
Been so fucked up playing for the wrong team
Seems like my words don't come out like I mean
Outside your apartment I busted my knee
When you don't come around talk to you through a dream
Mom said that she saw something on the TV
It reminds her of me, it reminds her of me

It's terrifying
And I just don't know how to hide it
When everything's broken and you're all alone
I'm sending you places that I wanna go
You don't like your friends anymore
You pushed me down onto the floor
You kissed on my neck, I forgot what you said
I turned off my phone and then I went to bed

'Cause the moon looks so good in your eyes
The moon looks so good in your eyes
The moon looks so good in your eyes
The moon looks so good in your eyes

Moonlight

Spotify/Apple Music

Moonlight (w/ CMTEN & carpetgarden) [prod. Sensu]

insecure (hallow + ryo)

mixed by Jane Remover 
[lyrics]
if this our story ill write it
cheap alcohol on an island
cause i was never one for the finer things
(how could you lie to me?)
we're like heartbreak waiting to happen
(its inevitable)
a pair of self destructive habits
(how could i not have known)
i think that you deserve more magic than what ill bring

im no good
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im self obsessed and way too stressed,
no good, for you
(all i want you're all i want)
im no good 
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im one wrong step from a pointless death
no good, for you
(all i want, you're all i want)

(like one two three, like one two three)
i remember that day, i could never unsee
it was real and it hurt and i loved it 
cheap thrills cause we knew we couldnt function
but when i met you, i said i was done with it 
i couldnt afford to lose it all again
the mistakes of a past life now
would she understand if it all came out?
(could i tell you now?)

fall in love, try your best, fall apart 
(stay with me)
broken trust, bottled up, a broken heart
(please dont leave)
and i cant pretend i dont want you
(i want you)
i need you bad, but if i tell the truth
(i want you)
theres just no fucking use
(i want you)

im no good
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im self obsessed and way too stressed,
no good, for you
(all i want you're all i want)
im no good 
for you (all i want, you're all i want, you're all i want)
im one wrong step from a pointless death
no good, for you
(all i want, you're all i want)

no good (all i want) [hallow + ryo]

feat @scrufff
prod aftrr
all plats: https://ffm.to/qrjgp3n

lyrics:

[hook]
tell me ur problems
no i wont kiss and tell
i wanna be ur last
im by the wishing well
jessie confessing to me
but i got saved by the bell
get money then im gone, capice
aint a thing i cant sell

[chorus]
if this money talk then i guess im fluent
ohhyaa
sippin dirty rocks, she like how i do it
ohwwwoah
im mr. put it on, 10 bands on my cuban
ohh
with u im booted up, its u im pursuing
ohh

that girl tryna talk me down
we got history
her boyfriend he dont know about
its a mystery
what we had it was lost and found
playing games, what she want
guess im finding out
i guess im

[verse @scrufff]
then i leave im fkin headed out
remember when im going up
when im poppin now
ur friends gon know im pulling up
when they not around
ur friends gon know im showing up
when they talkin bout
kiss n tell
asking for help
im under pain
wishing well
when im still
not up to stakes
kiss n tell
asking for help
im under pain
wishing well
what im still
trying to save

[chorus]
if this money talk then i guess im fluent
ohhyaa
sippin dirty rocks, she like how i do it
ohwwwoah
im mr. put it on, 10 bands on my cuban
ohh
with u im booted up, its u im pursuing
ohh

that girl tryna talk me down
we got history
her boyfriend he dont know about
its a mystery
what we had it was lost and found
playing games, what she want
guess im finding out
i guess im

[bridge @scrufff]
change will come and i hate to say
that i wont ever be the same
u just think that loves a case
and mine will never go away

[chorus]
if this money talk then i guess im fluent
ohhyaa
sippin dirty rocks, she like how i do it
ohwwwoah
im mr. put it on, 10 bands on my cuban
ohh
with u im booted up, its u im pursuing
ohh

that girl tryna talk me down
we got history
her boyfriend he dont know about
its a mystery
what we had it was lost and found
playing games, what she want
guess im finding out
i guess im

[outro]
tell me ur problems
no i wont kiss and tell
i wanna be ur last
im by the wishing well
jessie confessing to me
but i got saved by the bell
get money then im gone, capice
aint a thing i cant sell

SPOTIFY !

kiss n tell w/ scruff

lyrics: 
(and i hold your hand, as you tell me 
ill never see you again)
(i dont understand)

and days become months
and the months become years
you become a stranger 
as i face my fears
you ran out of words
i ran out of chances to act like it hurts
(i never came first)

and i hold your hand 
as you tell me ill never see you again
i dont understand 
how you say you love me then go back to him
so i loved her 
but its over now
i cant trust a word liquor puts in my mouth
my face in the dirt, my head in the clouds 
keep my composure, i find my way out

and days become months
and the months become years
you become a stranger 
as i face my fears
you ran out of words
i ran out of chances to act like it hurts
(i wish you the worst)

i loved her, but its over now
(the weight of the world on me,
i let you down)
i loved her, but its over now
(i cant trust a word liquor puts in my mouth)
i loved her, but its over now
its over now, its over now

hold your hand

hold your hand (ryo)

prod 
@1hallow
@ayyitsryo

thank you guys 4 sticking by me all this time
this is a song off a project im working on called “last year alive” hope u like it ok byeee

mother's child (ryo + hallow)

think i been thru it all stuff it in my bag tho
ion wna talk ik they gon backdoor
constant paranoia think my heads ab2 blow
like fk
man im stressin
n my brodie rly keep tht fkn weapon
on his side
ion wna talk (i say ts 2 much) bitch im flexin 
i might fk rnd n js teach these boys a lesson

had2 count it up 1 2 3 4 bands in my fkn pocket u aint got nun
n im rly w my bros we js havin fun
im w david in the mall we js cop it up
sike btc no i dnt shop@ the mall n shit
my brodie crashed so i had2 take the fall n shit
i dnt wna b responsible for all ts
i dont wna b responsible for none of ur shit

seems im@ the point of no return
i js want my bread back
labels actin fishy told em ima js go head back
im@ the crib finesse racks frm these hoes
think im fna grow
im w dori im w quinn we walk up in the spot they like oh no
shit 
they dk shit
do this4 a livin but i still cnt trust ts
do this4 my family yk this wht it is
do this4 my team btc u alr kno

i ran outta words
ran outta time
ran outta things2 say
ran outta lines
stuck in my head again think i ran outta time
id do like anything js2 go make them mine
n i did
so i got it
walk up in the party i think im the topic
wonder bout my faith why i evr lost it
wonder bout the hate why they always
why they never stoppin

n we cld all put it2 an end
but i dont evn wna b here 
i dont evn wna b here
i dont evn wna b here
i dont evn wna b here
i dont evn wna be here
i dont evn wna be here
(i cant find my strength n i h8 it
i cant find my words n i h8 it)

id rather do it on my own
ima make 2024 mine tho ig

im trying (litothedon)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4I9bp9alDC4m9MT4GNLtOY?si=b589387c7a0a444c
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/able

produced by jonah bru
mixed written performed by me
cover art by yinon

valentines day song
hope you enjoy, more stuff soon :)
thank you for listening as always

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show me how
show me how you love
tell me how
tell me how you feel
stop it love I'm exhausted
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I-

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

tread fine lines
when I'm with you it feels like there's no wrong or right
sworn by you, we'd grow older
my feelings attached
now I sit like a loner
oooh
I'll make sure that I'll
dooo
everything that you want me to
dumb ear had me in loop
what's there for me to do
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I loved

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

able

not another breakup song (prod. dior & okayjml) *OUT EVERYWHERE*

thank you for all the love yall given me from when i started earlier this year, here's one last song before 2017 ends. i love yall, and i got hella plans for next year <3 
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we both know i'm not the best at showing just how much i care 
but every word you've ever said, just know that i'm not unaware 

of all the little things you'd do, and everything that makes you cute 
cuz i'd give up the world in a heartbeat just to show that my love is true 

and i know it's been awhile, it's too late for me to say
that i still really love your smile, and i regret it everyday 

i lie awake, im stuck in bed,
thinkin of the words i never said 
i lie awake, can't leave my bed,
thinkin of the words i should've said to you
the words i should've said to you 
the words i should've said to you  

and i know it sounds cliche, i'm writing letters in my songs 
singing the same things over and over, like how i'm sorry i was wrong 

i know you hate when i apologize, and you hate that look inside my eyes 
you tell me it's alright, but i still hate it when you cry

i lie awake, im stuck in bed 
thinkin of the words i never said 
i lie awake, you're in my head 
thinkin of the words i should've said to you
words i should've said to you 
words i should've said to you  

and now i've gotchu you in my song, it's the least that i could do
anytime, just say the word; i'll do my best to make it up to you

cause there's nothing i wouldn't give to see you smile like you did
and there's nothing i wouldn't do, for one more chance to be with you

buy/listen

the words i should've said

longer vers: https://share.amuse.io/album/demxntia-goodnight-pt-ii
music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hjgdRt6yUa4

ik we both shared a past 
of regrets n scars 
but we can leave it behind
n jus run away far 
we'll let the moon n the stars
show us where we are tonight~

ik we both like to laugh
jus like everyone else
ik it seems like the world
wants to take that away 
so grab a hold of my hand
n we can leave this pleace tonight~