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Anthony Aguilera

manni ✰ - wanna see you there (feat. keanu.) - Single

1. manic episode of random structure, transposed vocals and off-tone instrumental to simulate something is wrong

2. panic, anxiety attack simulation through heart beat sounds and sampled breathing. everything that makes me lay awake at night.

3. the aftermath of a panic attack and the thoughts of realization and sorrow post episode

4. a conversation between friends of their hardships and inner thoughts about the situation they've been thtough

lapse w/ alain

acme

hysteria

7 reasons why you hate yourself

a little gift i guess. i love yall. all of these songs r either unreleased or just unfinished ideas i will probably never finish.

INNO (kimj zac greer dwork)

@prodbyjoshwa

all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/denial

sorry for the inconsistency lately I been traveling and it's been hard for me to put out music since I'm not at home, hope yall enjoy this one tho <3


Lyrics:

Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
2x

I put my back on the burner
I stuck my neck out for you
I had you above myself
But that dont mean nun to you
Ive been okay
Its like you always want change
Cant even look at your face
Its like a never ending race
Waste of time 
I gave you my life
You said we’d be fine
Its too late to try 
ur wasting my time its true
I dont want anything to do with you
So dont hit my phone when you say that we thru
Im so sick of the bullshit that you used to spew
Sleep dont fix this tired
You keep me so wired
I know that you trying but baby ive been trying harder
Can i have a minute 
Need someone to fix this 
Slept thru my alarms but i dont care about my image
I want something then i get it 
It took me years to admit it 
I dont want this to finish
Its fine 
Its re-ocurring in my head but its fine


Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
4x

denial (joshwa)

Prod: Roku 
Written: Maxrrss
Mixed: Maxrrss
all dis time
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/change-2

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Lyrics:
Tell me what you want baby
You dont gotta lie 
Trouble keeping down the thoughts
Telling me we shouldnt try
I wanna tell you that i love you
Even if it makes you cry
Drive you early in the morning 
Tell you everything is fine 


Wait alone at night for you to 
tell me that you'll change
Im just hoping that you'll hear me when im 
calling out your name 
All these feelings that you give me i can
No not one i can explain
All this time
All this time

change (roku)

prod: jaelBeats
written: me
mixed and mastered: me
all plats:https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/summer-nights-2

Lyrics: 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
2x

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it a-

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it again

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us fall

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
4x

summer nights (jaelbeats)

out on all plats
mix and mastered by me
ig https://www.instagram.com/rrandymia/
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/0LQYJOPmphzHTj4gJ7U5Ii?si=e3f92bbc80574083

sentimental feat max

reupload, unfortunately the original was taken down :/
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written: me
mixed: me
produced: @jarvas123 | @fortuneswan | me
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/falling

Lyrics:

(verse)

we keep on playing this game just going back and forth
you said u wanted the change, so what you stoppin' for
i gave you everything, and you still wanting more
maybe im going insane, but im still falling for it

i saw your name with another
tell me why i should bother
you keep me under the water
can't hold my breath any longer

(chorus)

i keep falling for it
stuck in ways so foreign
i'm the one who noticed
kept me down, unfocused
(x2)

i don't wanna f*ckin choose
know ill mess it up
tell me when you're coming through
it's never adding up
running out of love
you don't wanna try
not enough
i don't wanna fight
you can't pick a side
f*cked it up

i keep falling for it
stuck in ways so foreign
i'm the one who noticed
kept me down, unfocused
(x2)

(bridge thingy idek)

waste of my time i know that something ain't right
keep f*ckin putting me down cause i keep trying to try
(x2)

falling (jarvas)

very underrated song

i said that u were looking hopeless
everytime ive been around you
i cant get u to even focus
cause theres demons all around you

nice new car is it a civic?
she said bye cos its not worth it
in the front seat i hope u really tell me
that u didnt do it cos i dont want a hurting

this ice bath threw myself into shock
when i heard u were addicted to the pot
i was hoping youd get caught
i dont ever talk
but when i do
no one listens
its kinda rude

but wheres all my friends man i really dont get it
im trying so hard but i dont get the credit
i face plant in the ground i guess ill eat the dirt then
ur boyfriends a twat no surprise youd end up w that
UR BOYFRIENDS A TWAT IM NOT SURPRISED U LIKE THAAAT
IM NOT SURPRISED U LIKE THAAAAT
I WONT BE SURPRISED IF YOU DIE WITH HIIIIIIM
he fits you real good cause ur both alcoholics
and time passes by if u party all the night
i think youre the devil is that who you worship
i knew u were evil my minds been corrupted
AND IM HOPING THAT U FORGET
WHAT I DID TO YOU THAT WAS MY PLAN
I WAS THINKING YOU DESERVED IT
U HAD TO RUN YOUR MOUTH
IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING
WE COULDNT MAKE IT
IT WASNT MY FAULT U WERE SUCH BITCH

heylog - Face Plant

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Oh I don't
Want to lose you darling
No I dont
Cause I've been on my own for sometime
And darling you know
All my insecurities
That I hold
Oh I hold

[Verse2]
Oh I hold
Oh you know
That I don't
Want to lose you darling
No I dont
I debate blowing up your phone
But darling I won't
I won't beg for you
I've been through that shit before
But you know
So don't go

[Verse 3]
Oh I don't
Want to lose you darling
No I don't
Oh I've been on my own for sometime
And darling you know
All my insecurities
That I hold
Oh I hold

[Chorus]
Oh I hold
Oh you know
That I don't
Want to lose you darling
No I dont
And I debate blowing up your phone
But darling I won't
I won't beg for you
I've been through that shit before

[Post-Chorus]
But you know
So don't go

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How I've Been

Don't Go

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Lyrics

[Chorus]
Do you dream about me
Cause I still dream about you
You took my heart in that backseat
As I made out with you
I fell in love oh darling
I don't believe that you
Love me the same
Only partly
You do
Oh you

[Verse 1]
Told me that you'd wait for me
And it would be worth it too
And darling I woulda' did the same
If you
Didn't act so different like a stranger
How you
Treated me over the phone
That wasn't like you
Tears dropping from my eyes
I know it's over with you
But once upon a time
I was all you wanted
What's with you
What's with you

[Chorus]
Do you dream about me
Cause I still dream about you
You took my heart in that backseat
As I made out with you
I fell in love oh darling
I don't believe that you
Love me the same
Only partly
You do
Oh you

[Verse 2]
Told me that you'd wait for me
And it would be worth it too
And darling I woulda' did the same
If you
Didn't
Act so different like a stranger
How you
Treated me over the phone
That wasn't like you
Tears dropping from my eyes
I know it's over with you
But once upon a time
I was all you wanted
What's with you
What's with you

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What's With You

better in the dark -jordana (cover)

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
You seem to think
That I don't care
That my mind's tainted
On a love affair
Don't say that to me
No that shits' not fair
I've been through it
So don't you fuckin' dare

[Chorus]
Cause
You seem
To think
We should leave us to fate
What happens happens
Oh fuck no
I'd hate to lose you babe
I'm wasted darling
I don't know how to explain
You've been on my mind for a minute
Oh I hate

[Verse 2]
How I'm losing you
I don't know how else to prove
That I don't want to lose you
I'm dancing alone in this dirty bar
And it's obvious that I'm with a broken heart
Oh darling you don't get it damnit
That you're the one I'm needin' damnit
As the bartender pours another shot
And I get more wasted
Then I could've thought
But somehow I'm still fuckin standing
When you're the one I'm dreading damnit

[Bridge]
Cause
How are you makin' it look so easy
Leaving everything behind
Acting a stranger now that you're gone
I don't know why you treat me like
I'm the problem
That's not fair
You Don't
Realize

[Chorus]
Cause
You seem to think
That I don't care
That my mind's tainted
On a love affair
Don't say that to me
No that shits' not fair
I've been through it
So don't you fucking dare

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Love Affair

HOWTOGETAWAYWITHMURDER

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by plantcham

Had the world in the palm of my hands
Oh pretty girl, why'd you do me like that?
The teller asked me if I've died yet
Told him give me couple minutes let me digest
Do you feel the high yet?
I like bleeding cause I don't think bout the time spent

Tell me, do you feel the high yet?
I like bleeding cause I don't think bout the time spent
I was clean for like a month but guess I digress
Tell me baby, do you feel the high yet?
Don't let go
I just need to get my mind right
Do as I'm told
I'll stay clear, outta your sight

Don't hurt me
I'm sorry
I hate my body
Do you smile at the thought of me?
Severed nerves and my bones grown weak

Oh 
Oh 
Have you thought about me lately?
Oh 
Oh 
Tell me, have I gone crazy?

Had the world in the palm of my hands
Oh pretty girl, why'd you do me like that?
The teller asked me if I've died yet
Tap her shoulder ask her do you feel the high yet

do you feel the high yet?

Written/Performed/Recorded-Jake Allen Jones 
Mixed and Mastered-Jake Allen Jones 

Dedicated to Grandma Wilda Jane Ludwig Lloyd

Wilda

waking up early taking naps
no i can’t feel it anymore
laying on my back in the grass
wonder why i feel sore
said she wanna take a step back
but i’ve heard it all before
but i’ve heard it all before
empty only wanting more

she’s a devil
she’s a two timer
she’s a snake
she’s a fucking liar
kiss your neck 
because i’m not a biter
when she left my place i couldn’t find my lighter

i’m still down for you i’m doing my part 
but i can’t fill this gap inside of my heart
and nothing in this world can satisfy me
and i feel so selfish i want your body

but i don’t wanna fuck just wanna kiss you
i just need somebody to continue
crushed up addys placed inside my bedroom
honestly i just don’t see the issue 
just a little blood inside the tissue
i don’t wanna think because i’ll miss you
so i still i got my vices i submit to

selfish

produced by @heylog

lyrics:
(heylog)
theres a fire that sits outside
punish those with corrupted minds
theres a riot that wakes at night
yelling manipulating lies
theres evil bitches late at night
fragrant lips that could end my life
there she is waiting for my mind
i hand it over whisper it some lies

(uglysneaker)
its hard and when im writin all these letters
and voices showing me death saying its better
so i gotta death call its waiting for me
adios friends ill be gone before the morning
i pick apart and dissect these women like its a cadaver
i like to feed off flesh and never get better
so i gotta dip now cause my demons been waiting
goodbye my love ill be busy hanging with the beasts

(heylog)
theres a fire that sits outside
punish those with corrupted minds
theres a riot that wakes at night
yelling manipulating lies
theres evil bitches late at night
fragrant lips that could end my life
there she is waiting for my mind
i hand it over whisper it some lies

(uglysneaker)
its hard when i couldnt provide ur shelter
and my ego wishes death upon your daughter
so i gotta dip now cause the devil is coming
goodbye u fuck have fun hanging with the beasts
but karmas back i trip and eat the dirt
i solve my anger on a blade and it hurts
i watch it sting but she could feel the burn
u satisfied? u turn my life in for the worse

do you feel the high yet?

spoder