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❃ picks

manni ✰ - wanna see you there (feat. keanu.) - Single

1. manic episode of random structure, transposed vocals and off-tone instrumental to simulate something is wrong

2. panic, anxiety attack simulation through heart beat sounds and sampled breathing. everything that makes me lay awake at night.

3. the aftermath of a panic attack and the thoughts of realization and sorrow post episode

4. a conversation between friends of their hardships and inner thoughts about the situation they've been thtough

lapse w/ alain

acme

hysteria

7 reasons why you hate yourself

@heavenindaclouds

@littleduders

just know that I mean everything
when I say you’re everything
u’re perfect and I mean it
morse code clicking you talk to me 
like you could bury me 
from freezing on this stage like i’m anemic

dimensions switching fast now days
things that used to hurt bad barely ever leave scratch 
es 
and moms still mad but I gotta go out then i’ll go ask dad

got caught kissing lips with a poster
hands up head down I didnt know her
knee back on my back i’m the ground
I hate the way this feeling comes around

play along if you hear me
curtain call play is done loud in the semi
dance infront of everyone
and just know i mean everything when i say you're my everything

heavn: dont come my way
dont come my way
dont want to stay
dont want to stay
just go back home 
just go back home

suicide tuesday w/ heavn

a little gift i guess. i love yall. all of these songs r either unreleased or just unfinished ideas i will probably never finish.

INNO (kimj zac greer dwork)

@prodbyjoshwa

all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/denial

sorry for the inconsistency lately I been traveling and it's been hard for me to put out music since I'm not at home, hope yall enjoy this one tho <3


Lyrics:

Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
2x

I put my back on the burner
I stuck my neck out for you
I had you above myself
But that dont mean nun to you
Ive been okay
Its like you always want change
Cant even look at your face
Its like a never ending race
Waste of time 
I gave you my life
You said we’d be fine
Its too late to try 
ur wasting my time its true
I dont want anything to do with you
So dont hit my phone when you say that we thru
Im so sick of the bullshit that you used to spew
Sleep dont fix this tired
You keep me so wired
I know that you trying but baby ive been trying harder
Can i have a minute 
Need someone to fix this 
Slept thru my alarms but i dont care about my image
I want something then i get it 
It took me years to admit it 
I dont want this to finish
Its fine 
Its re-ocurring in my head but its fine


Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
4x

denial (joshwa)

Truth Hurts Prod. 1kkyoto

Prod: Roku 
Written: Maxrrss
Mixed: Maxrrss
all dis time
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/change-2

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Lyrics:
Tell me what you want baby
You dont gotta lie 
Trouble keeping down the thoughts
Telling me we shouldnt try
I wanna tell you that i love you
Even if it makes you cry
Drive you early in the morning 
Tell you everything is fine 


Wait alone at night for you to 
tell me that you'll change
Im just hoping that you'll hear me when im 
calling out your name 
All these feelings that you give me i can
No not one i can explain
All this time
All this time

change (roku)

prod: jaelBeats
written: me
mixed and mastered: me
all plats:https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/summer-nights-2

Lyrics: 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
2x

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it a-

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it again

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us fall

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
4x

summer nights (jaelbeats)

out on all plats
mix and mastered by me
ig https://www.instagram.com/rrandymia/
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/0LQYJOPmphzHTj4gJ7U5Ii?si=e3f92bbc80574083

sentimental feat max

reshiram

final fantasy [https://trenchdog.bandcamp.com/track/final-fantasy]

reupload, unfortunately the original was taken down :/
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written: me
mixed: me
produced: @jarvas123 | @fortuneswan | me
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/falling

Lyrics:

(verse)

we keep on playing this game just going back and forth
you said u wanted the change, so what you stoppin' for
i gave you everything, and you still wanting more
maybe im going insane, but im still falling for it

i saw your name with another
tell me why i should bother
you keep me under the water
can't hold my breath any longer

(chorus)

i keep falling for it
stuck in ways so foreign
i'm the one who noticed
kept me down, unfocused
(x2)

i don't wanna f*ckin choose
know ill mess it up
tell me when you're coming through
it's never adding up
running out of love
you don't wanna try
not enough
i don't wanna fight
you can't pick a side
f*cked it up

i keep falling for it
stuck in ways so foreign
i'm the one who noticed
kept me down, unfocused
(x2)

(bridge thingy idek)

waste of my time i know that something ain't right
keep f*ckin putting me down cause i keep trying to try
(x2)

falling (jarvas)

pond fisher, bug catcher

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by plantcham
outro by aftrr
additional production by me

I packed all my bags and left my home town
And when I come I want to be something
Make my dad proud
Oh isn’t it obvious love?
That I miss you so dearly
Can you hear me?
Oh I’ll make it easy

Pulled your knife but I’m already dead
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be?
Wore up your shoes kicking dirt in my face
It’s how it’s supposed to be love
God strike me down from above
Just tell me what you really want
What you really want

At a rest stop in a car with some people I don’t know
Maybe if we didn’t live far then our eyes would both be glowing gold
Dream girl don’t love me no more (don’t throw it away)
Threw my morals out like a whore (you threw it away)
You don’t gotta save me darling
I spent the last month getting high
Wishing I wasn’t alive and steady crying
I told myself don’t die yet
That’d be so violent

I’ve been up all night for you
Ruin my mind for you
Giving all this time for you
Peeling back my eyes for you
Oh baby can’t you see? (that my head is on the floor, bae head is on the floor)
Oh baby can’t you see? (do you love me anymore bae, love me anymore?)
Love me anymore

Pulled your knife but I’m already dead
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be?
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be?
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be? (go!)
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be?

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