unfortunately this will be the last thing i will ever release anywhere. this demo has been sitting in my files and i wanted to just put it out there, especially after my music has been deleted from all platforms. to anybody and everybody who has supported me and my passion, thank you so much and i wish you all the best! 
- ilytwelve/blank

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lyrics:
it felt so wrong
until now
mind at peace
through sound
it's been so long 
since i've seen your smile
watch the weeds 
grow all wild
and oh i adored your face 
that never changed 
the river banks 
had our names on them
so here i am waiting 
for darkness to fade 
silence to say
to let go.

yellow ( demo )

prod me

i'm so passive aggressive 

i'm duckin every time she try to ask me a question 

it's halfway impressive 

it's a method to her madness 



x2

i swear she out of my league 

id give anything to see you try to try me

she won't let me catch my breath 

cuz she a dimepice 

and it's likely 

when the time comes

you know just where to find me 





baby so obsessed with cameras 

the way she look 

i'm forgetting all my manners 

matter of time 

til she tell me what she plan to do 

i'm like baby im the man for you



at it so long 

im losing track of time 

act out

you were singing all damn night 

baby you ain't jsut another one 

you the one 



baby you gotta understand that



it's on the tip of my tongue like a xanax 

playin like you dumb

acting innocent 

baby you gotta understand

baby you gotta understand that

man4u

r u shocked that I miss u now
I see u everywhere
r u shocked that I miss u now
I see u everywhere

fuck im stumbling and lookin at pictures that
we took
thinkin we were good
Look what the drugs done did
Ik when u talk bout me
Ik when you talk bout,talk bout, talk bout me

grab a pitchfork before we storm in the town hall
askin which side baby it doesn’t matter who falls
got some hindsight on me and seein the shit evolve
the future will still dissolve
So What the point of the profit

When I sign that deal they gon love me
like is it real? or am i trusting
All eyes on me they judging
10 toes down I’m not budgin
When I sign that deal they gon love me
Like is it real or am I trusting
Phone down when the women buzzin
Phone down but the cash keep comin

u say it is a joke but yk you know me better
gotta take my family out this crib, I feel the pressure
Mama pls don’t cry
I promise I gotchu till the day I die
New girl new whip
Groceries need 2 trips
My bitch is bad asf
She gon eat it wit some cool whip
new ice old wrist steady pissin excellence
say im way to high all the time like it ain’t evident

r u shocked that I miss u now
I see u everywhere
r u shocked that I miss u now
I see u everywhere

grab a pitchfork before we storm in the town hall
askin which side baby it doesn’t matter who falls
got some hindsight on me and seein the shit evolve
the future will still dissolve
So What the point of the profit

When I sign that deal they gon love me
like is it real? or am i trusting
All eyes on me they judging
10 toes down I’m not budging
When I sign that deal they gon love me
Like is it real or am I trusting
Phone down when the women buzzin
Phone down but the cash keep comin

townhall(zuubek)

li.sten.to/tansea-patience

Lyrics:
I just called lil' Scott the other day
He said I'm cooking
Got me some attention with this music
Now they looking

I can never pass up on this chance
Nah nah I took it
I gotta move real, yeah
I gotta move real

I gotta move real calmer
Stepping outside the house today
With a fit that match my bomber

Could've been up today
But I got my patience like my mama
I'm tryna bring my brothers, yeah
I'm tryna move real smarter

I gotta move real calmer
I gotta move real calmer
Stepping outside the house today
With a fit that match my bomber

Could've been up today
But I got my patience like my mama
I'm tryna bring my brothers, yeah
I'm tryna move real smarter

And I came a long way
Got big things coming on the way
And I think it's finally safe to say

That I'm starting to gain a lil' ego
And I saw that you got distant
But you're claiming it was me though

You're finally getting my vision
But for me it was simple and clear though

I don't need your recognition
I don't need your friends
I don't need your heart
I don't need your superstition

Don't place no label on me
I don't need no definition

Want to say it's luck
Want to say I got paid
I'm my own real-life musician

It's been a minute since I got inside my bag
Yeah, yeah I'm sick, huh
I've been outside for way too long
It's been a minute since I've came like this, yeah

I said what I said and I meant it
Viewing my life on the tv's getting you nothing
Not even a mention

I gotta move real calmer
Stepping outside the house today
With a fit that match my bomber

Could've been up today
But I got my patience like my mama
I'm tryna bring my brothers, yeah
I'm tryna move real smarter

I'm tryna bless my girl so bad
Like "bae don't worry bout' drama"

I gotta move real calmer
I gotta move real calmer
Stepping outside the house today
With a fit that match my bomber

Could've been up today
But I got my patience like my mama
I'm tryna bless my girl so bad
Like "bae don't worry bout' drama"

They keep saying I'm cooking
Got me some attention with this music
Now they looking

I can never pass up on that chance
Nah, nah I took it

patience (p. me)

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by plantcham
outro by aftrr
additional production by me

I packed all my bags and left my home town
And when I come I want to be something
Make my dad proud
Oh isn’t it obvious love?
That I miss you so dearly
Can you hear me?
Oh I’ll make it easy

Pulled your knife but I’m already dead
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be?
Wore up your shoes kicking dirt in my face
It’s how it’s supposed to be love
God strike me down from above
Just tell me what you really want
What you really want

At a rest stop in a car with some people I don’t know
Maybe if we didn’t live far then our eyes would both be glowing gold
Dream girl don’t love me no more (don’t throw it away)
Threw my morals out like a whore (you threw it away)
You don’t gotta save me darling
I spent the last month getting high
Wishing I wasn’t alive and steady crying
I told myself don’t die yet
That’d be so violent

I’ve been up all night for you
Ruin my mind for you
Giving all this time for you
Peeling back my eyes for you
Oh baby can’t you see? (that my head is on the floor, bae head is on the floor)
Oh baby can’t you see? (do you love me anymore bae, love me anymore?)
Love me anymore

Pulled your knife but I’m already dead
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be?
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be?
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be? (go!)
Is heaven somewhere that I’ll be?

home

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by plantcham

They tell me that I’m dumb
Shit, I agree with them
Yea, I was out tryna find solace
Picked up the j and couldn’t put it down
Couldn’t tell you who I am now
Left home to make my dad proud but I done lost my whole mind wow
I still, I still love you dearly
I don’t, I don’t want no one near me
And don’t dare offer me a cig yea that shit fucking disgusting

I’ll be gone
So so damn far
I was wrong
To lend you my heart
Are you better than?
You are heaven sent
5150
Now I’m hell bent
And I did it once
I’ll do it again
Get me out the city
Need a soul cleanse

Told the teller I’ve been so exhausted
He laughed and told me “go and shut your noggin”
I give more than I take like way too often
I built and lay down in my own coffin
Miss the days where I would watch the train go by
Don’t care if it’s fake, want to be yours tonight
Tell me what you want or where your heart resides
Tell me what you-
Tell me what it feels like
Tell me what it-

We’re young baby have pride in it
Spent the last five months thinking I’d die before I turn nineteen baby
Turn around, put your fists up
Wish I didn’t fucking miss ya
Turn around, put your fists up
I’ll be there cause I need ya
Tell another lie
Maybe in another life
Don’t think twice
I’ll show you I’m able this time

Told the teller I’ve been so exhausted
He laughed and told me “go and shut your noggin”
I give more than I take like way too often
I built and lay down in my own coffin
Miss the days where I would watch the train go by
Don’t care if it’s fake, want to be yours tonight
Tell me what you want or where your heart resides
Tell me what you-
Tell me what it feels like
Tell me what it-

home

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