'90s videogame soundtrack
+fellow villagers @oroahh, @scrufff
+additional guitars from @billsburyjoeboi

stream on all platforms: https://ffm.to/charmerr

song abt extroverts n small-talk enthusiasts - i still dk how tf they do that socialising shit

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INTRO.

roah's verse 0:
who are these ghosts in my room?
they don't even care bout you...
they don't even-

talk…
i have to do this now! (nownow)
i can’t get out free this time,
imma leave with a sliver of doubt... (doubt doubt)
start talking till your brain gets fried! (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
(run)
but nobody listens to you, (run?)
broke bones, then you left me beat and bruised! (run!)
bled out, split my heart in two... (RUN!)
now i'm just another ghost inside my room.

now run away
can't even stop
don't even speak here, we cant get along
now stay awake,
ya i'm not that strong.
i know that i can't live like this,
can't stall...

run- run- way-
can't even sto-
(you split my heart)
don't even speak here we cant get along -long
(im bleeding out)
now stay awake
ya i'm not that strong
(i can’t even talk noo)
i know that i can't live like this
can't stall
(they werent even listening from the start)

red's bridge:
and it's too late now,
it's way too late...
it's the last straw now,
i can't be saved.
if only u were here?
i'd be okay.
if only i had your charm?
i'd be okay........

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MAIN.

crazyass refrain:
“know by now i'm not a ppls’ man”
repeat

(ayo cut the bs)

verse 1:
paradox when i think about u
just wanna get violent when i think about u
rude to stare but i don't rly care
ur the cause of my problems but now i’m the fool? (wtf)

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man" now w scruff harmonically moaning WWWWWW

scruff's verse 2 (HE FUCKING KILLED IT UGHHHH):
so, understand that i'm on again
say imma make him do the runnin' man
imma make sure that i win again
but i might just be onto something, new
i just wanna be something to you
pitchforks when i'm outside
i want a clean morgue when i die
i wanna see more with my eyes

verse 3 (back2me):
hate the thought of talking to someone like me
and i tell the therapist its more than anxiety !'?*'never taken therapy lmao
always the one to make the second moves
boutta run out of self-worth real soon
rely on me to always fuck it up
god i'm so done this life shit just ain't no fun
never hesitate to wait till its way too late
something wrong w me but i know i’ll just run

*redhorse pro producer tag omg*

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing #)£!?* nah dis is deep istg
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up (=`{ literally me fr
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man"
repeat

https://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/Charm_(move)

charmer

stream the mf song

charmer, +roah, scruff

Made July 12, 2023
Love you Kyle this song is beautiful

Original description:


cover of cursed by aftrr
https://soundcloud.com/xdkj/cursed

lyrics -
i guess i fucked up again, some shit i can’t undo
why are we toxic as friends? thought i was best for you
we talk, it’s me you can’t stand, i guess it’s overdue
got my face in the dirt this my end, coffin got space for two

feels like i’m cursed
i’m cursed
i’m cursed
like i’m cursed
don’t wanna hurt
won’t hurt
wanna hurt
anymore

repeat

spent a whole month inside this room
i right my wrongs and pay my dues
i told my pop i’ll do him good
guess that’s a lie, i tripped on you
i watch the birds sing
you promised me the world and now i’m losing
it all

it’s so confusing
why’d you go and leave like that you’re ruthless
go kick me when i’m down like i’m fucking stupid
i hate it when you’re around i can not do it

cursed cover

out on all platforms 

https://open.spotify.com/album/690ROHhErsz0miOJW49LxF?si=mwg72MuCRH6Yp9y8geSpLQ

(prod. RFM beats and ‪beatsbyshvrs‬)

(mumbling)
(yeah x1 trillion)

yeah , tell me im the worst
baby idk if thats a gift or its a curse
cuz you never wanna make this work out
now all i do is fucking hurt now
yeah
baby do you ever need me ?
yeah yeah
put my issues in a damn shell
they like jayne why tf
do you even need some damn help
baby im just struggling
tryna pour my heart out
and you never listen to me anyways ..

oh oh oh
i been trying so hard
you look the other way
when im even in your arms
i feel like ill never be enough for u
baby i been struggling to love you
oh yeah
throw my life away
they be listening to my songs
but dont know what i say
sometimes i hate my voice
i cant really help it
i only care abt my self
im so fucking selfish

one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?
one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?

look the other way
i dont wanna be seen right now uh
i thought that i lost myself
and then you came and found me out
i just really hope
that you dont ever let me down
then i was so fucking sad
and you turned me upside
upside down

uh yeah
miss the days when you
left marks on my body yeah
miss the day when you
said that you “fuckin love” me yeah
miss the day when you
would look in my eyes
oooh my
god damn think i fell in love twice
god damn think you look so nice
god damn will you be my wife
(wait thats a little bit too fast)
like do you need a hug?
ik that these other guys just wanna
come and fuck
like baby i can treat you right
ik that you want love
like baby i can be someone that you trust.

(someone that you trust x 10 million)

one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?
one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?

(one plus one thats just me and you and were so stuck like what thats glue youll be there if i need)

produced by cmb
written, mixed, performed by me
i love you always
hope you're well ^.^

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you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again 

i told my pops i'll be okay
he knows that i can't sleep at night
the thought of you with someone else replays like hell i'm petrified 
my arms stained crimson red
i wish you'd kiss me and tell me that it's all in my head
feel like a psycho i stalk you and then go back to bed
without you i would rather be dead
without you i would

forget all that i said
unscrew my head and put another, lay me down to rest
couple folks told me i need to let it go
told them they’re crazy and i left
i know that i could be a handful baby it’s part of my nature
fool me once, you fooled me twice, so much for asking for a favour
why do you look so blue?
your eyes have lost their colour bae, what’s bothering you?
don’t mistake me for a loon, i see right through you
it’s not a secret i miss you oh i see right through you
it’s not a secret i love you

you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again

lifetime

#aftrrLife
prod me and dsi

whenever im wrong i just end up mistaken
i cant do no wrong if its up i cant make it
feed off my energy buddy just face it
u do what i do but the swag aint for taking
find a new method ur pockets outdated
im close to the bread i could almost just taste it
ttd had to take a step back
made em boys proud know i got they back
feel like b miller i gotta spin back
for my brother my woadie its simple as that
flex ona net everybody just cap
and they hating each other no love where im at
nothing to lose ima take what i can
and i know that much true ima push the advance
pushing thru all of this pain fr
i cannot fw no snake fr
look at the world i live in its covered in lies
this shit it aint a surprise
righting my wrongs but im losing my pride 
and they come and they go but i stay on my side
tearing my heart with the music apart with the money inside
im playing my part i would die for this shit
if u took what i felt would u still be alive

remember them days i used to cry bout it
talk down ill die bout it
fake love they lie bout it
head high my mind crowded
headshot the scope mounted
drum rounded
drop dead he dumbfounded
me vs the world im surrounded
keep up the score im counting
my brother told me that ima prevail
i gotta keep going ill never give out
almost let up i done been thru a lot
for the ppl i lost im making it count
spending my money making it back
do it again til my pockets fall out
wash everybody ima put em in a drought
see em all talk im eyeing em out
im getting higher n higher
run me a lap not tired tired
telling my truth no liar liar
im getting higher n higher
run me a lap not tired tired
chasing my trail u desperate dire
turn up the city i broke off the locks
hop in that mazi i skrt off the lot
stick to myself cant fw no thot
follow the plan im the shot caller 
hold me a band u dont know nada

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by micheal harrison
additional production by me, nerc

There's no need to cry
There's no need to worry
I'm right here my love
Tell me you can hear me
When I call your name out
There's something that fears me

There's something that fears you
What are you afraid of?
So what if I get near you?
So what if I know your in and outs?
So what if I know you deep down?
So what if I know your true self?      
Bae I'm never here to hurt you

My pretty girl

I wrote your name on the paper until I fell asleep
I pray to god that you're healing and find some inner peace
I tried to end it couldn't tell you what's got into me
Reach both my hands out and saw something that I'd never seen
We were so damn young
So damn young
So damn-
And it's not your fault
It's not your fault

My pretty girl
You’re such an angel my love
I miss you I miss you so so damn much
I miss you oh I-

my pretty girl

lyrics coming soon
i love my friends i love my life

shapeshifter (all plats)

produced by @cbrtrsh
lyrics//

i swear on my life
i got it i got it
but who knows for how long
theres never been 
a second way around it
a mission ordained by god herself

a vessel, baby, i
never lived for much at all
my heart raised to the sky
a new love bloomed to fall

lets hide at our place
i dont ever wanna hear about 
the hearts that you break
and the choices you dont make
i wanna run,
lets hide at our place
i dont ever wanna hear about
the hearts that you break
and the words that i cant say
around you, babe

i gotta run babe
no i cant stick around for long
you’re so right
i guess im always in the wrong
its so nice
counting the seconds we’re apart
you pray to the stars, 
we knew it from the start
im just a woman of god
im just a woman of god
im just a woman of god
im just a woman of god
would you still love me
if i cant play my part to you?
my hearts all for you

a vessel, baby, i
never lived for much at all
my heart raised to the sky
a new love bloomed to fall

lets hide, at our place
i dont ever wanna hear about 
the hearts that you break
and the choices you dont make
i wanna run,
lets hide, at our place
i dont ever wanna hear about
the hearts that you break
and the words that i cant say
around you, babe

God is a woman

july 18th
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/arasmoon/basket-of-roses-feat-imnotvrycreative/

Lyrics~
(aras)
Oh-oh, oh
We could have had it all, I figured I could save us
I watched it all dissolve, right there in front of me
Was everything but painless (Woah)
These scenes, yeah, on repeat inside my head
Playing them again, I struggle to accept
Because I know if my reaction was different
Maybe you would listen and hear my voice of reason

[Pre-Chorus: Aras Moon]
I thought we were clever, we outlasted the rest
But love don't last forever, 'bout as long as a breath
Tailored recognition moves the needle ahead
Sifting through the wreckage just to see what comes next

[Chorus: Aras Moon]
Gave a basket of roses for you
Swear I never refocused my view
If I adjusted my dosage, I'd lose
Fill me up with more, this Oxytocin's pure

[Verse 1: Aras Moon]
I was way too giving, huh, was feeding ya, exceeding all of your efforts
All of my energy kept siphoning, none reciprocating endeavors
I can sense all of the malicious that's been built up
You hide this tension behind fallacies and sealed love (Oh-oh)
I think you're mistaken, darling, changes I'm making for it
Holds no importance towards, towards all the progression of us
You couldn't give a care in the world, never gave you food for your thoughts
You'd rather let it sit here and rot, you keep on stirring the pot
So I just take sips of this cup, pop a couple of CC's for good luck
Gimme something to keep me off of the edge, I'll keep running from the end, oh-woah
Because this ain't what I wanted, reactions mixing it's solvent
You left a chemic imbalance with every prolifical challenge

[Bridge: Aras Moon]
Why is my psyche at its lowest with you? Stay controlling the truth
Is every single night the coldest with you? When will I learn to lose?

[Pre-Chorus: Aras Moon]
I thought we were clever, we outlasted the rest
But love don't last forever, 'bout as long as a breath
Tailored recognition moves the needle ahead
Sifting through the wreckage just to see what comes next

[Chorus: Aras Moon]
Gave a basket of roses for you
Swear I never refocused my view
If I adjusted my dosage, I'd lose
Fill me up with more—

[Verse 2: imnotvrycreative]
Had to let that go cause I know how it ends, I see that ending now
Tell me it's not and now it is, don't know what isn't now
Think I give my ends and outs, used to have you hear me out
I just don't wanna let you down
I throw my hands up like I'm done, I gave my best to ya
Your words mean nothing, could be better if I'm dead to ya
Just don't know what I'm left to, stumbled over [?]
You got your problems, but I dont think I can help you

[Outro: Aras Moon]
Gave a basket of roses for you
Swear I never refocused my view
If I adjusted my dosage, I'd lose
Fill me up with more, this Oxytocin's pure

basket of roses ft. imnotvrycreative (kvrdell)

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnzyutj7XJ4

back like i never left x

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set your mind right
i dont really care but
i just wanna know when the times right
and i know you got no friends but
i just wanna know where ur minds at
took a prozac
faded
left my third eye on a mindmap
fuck unconscious hating
you dont wanna know where my minds at

and i know you hate the sight but
i dont wanna leave when youre blinded
shed some tears in amsterdam cause
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting

wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses

i dont wanna hear when we're--
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're

-

produced by neverforever

tears

Is this how people should feel?

LYRICS:

chorus]
for every star in the sky
there's a guy in his room
who's tired and quiet
while listening to doom
but reaches to skies
as he rises from earth
the branches he bares
are from blooming in dirt

I'm feeling like a tree
right now....

I'm feeling like a tree
right now....

[verse]
why get high
when your still feeling low
why look to the sky
when you still need to grow
the birds fly by
but the ants still know
holding that weight
makes a star glow.

make that light shine bright
like what cities do,
fly by like the wind
and move straight through
put some pep in your step
and move as you choose
put your left then your right
put some soul in your shoes.

determination burns
its the fire in my iris
im flooded with dreams
there's tears in my eyelids
im swimming in doubt
and the waves are violent
its loud in my head
when im drowning in silence...

when your stuck in the past
nothing is changing
your looking at a canvas
that's already painted
the colours could be faded
and the greens could be jaded
there's always cracks in the grounds
making greens in the pavement.

[chorus]
for every star in the sky
there's a guy in his room
who's tired and quiet
while listening to doom
but reaches to skies
as he rises from earth
the branches he bares
are from blooming in dirt...

I'm feeling like a tree
right now....

I'm feeling like a tree
right now....

[outro]
I'm feeling like a tree
right now...

I'm feeling like a tree
right now...
[end]




lifetime

spoder