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death wish

toler

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4I9bp9alDC4m9MT4GNLtOY?si=b589387c7a0a444c
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/able

produced by jonah bru
mixed written performed by me
cover art by yinon

valentines day song
hope you enjoy, more stuff soon :)
thank you for listening as always

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show me how
show me how you love
tell me how
tell me how you feel
stop it love I'm exhausted
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I-

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

tread fine lines
when I'm with you it feels like there's no wrong or right
sworn by you, we'd grow older
my feelings attached
now I sit like a loner
oooh
I'll make sure that I'll
dooo
everything that you want me to
dumb ear had me in loop
what's there for me to do
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I loved

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

able

song from 2021 that i thought wasnt good enough...awkwerdddd

beignet

produced by chromecue (n me a little)

cover art drawn by my brother & edited by ilxrrrr

//lyrics 

you been keeping my eyes wide open
you been leading a life im hopin
i can have a part in i chose it
dont know where we started
well, i forgot it but
oh well
dont tell nobody else
i need you to myself, oh
been waiting on a call all week
ill take it like its all on me
just give it up
tied around you and its pitiful
aint been getting much sleep, lately
around 3 terrified of that dream
i swear to god if i dont get sleep, ill
have you running back to me
my tears have only grown old
right here you saw me stone cold
my fears, ive never once shown
dont treat me like a sword in the stone bae if it all
depends on the weather
you cant move on when its said and, done
if you cant get better
dont, come to me with all your letters ill run
till we cross ill be far away from that era
when you fall i wont wanna get back together

like im in a coma
wrapped 'round me like a cobra
dont talk like i aint been in this so long
i got some memories that i could pull up
speaking of
i just wanna talk to you, baby
one stop till it all goes, crazy
dont drop what we all know
I, get a call when its autumn
it says you right there, (f*ck it)
it says you right there
we aint talk in so long
its like i dont even know ya
i dont care cause we're so in
scared and we know it
and i dont wanna give it up
tied around you and its pitiful
you dont act surprised its by design
tell me everything
it alligns i treat it like your medicine
like a crutch telling me it hasnt been, over
we gotta cut it off while we're still young
we'll grow old
its just fun, till your part of my soul now i need to grow up
we've grown cold
dont treat me like a sword in the stone bae if it all
depends on the weather
you cant move on when its said and, done
if you cant get better
dont, come to me with all your letters ill run
till we cross ill be far away from that era
when you fall i wont wanna get back together

cobra

thank you for listening ilu this will be up on plats in a few days for now hang out here 

i still love you i do
wont you come here to me 
i need you
whats a lie when its true
it hurt so bad to me
i cant breathe 
can somebody show me 
can somebody love me the way that you do 
imma lie, said im sober
theres no way i can feel with you
i wanna feel excited 
i dont wnna die yet
that would be prideless 
and i dont have pride left 
i cant even digest 
i dont like the process
living like i lost it
dont be sad if its over
wont be sad if its over
ill be so sad
dont be so sad
what are you waiting for 
are you waiting for   me
i still love you i do
wont you come here to me 
i need you
whats a lie when its true
it hurt so bad to me
i cant breathe 
can somebody show me 
can somebody love me the way that you do 
darling, darling
i want you to show me
i want you to know me
or love me at all
wont you love me god
all i ask is hold on
imma lie, said im sober
theres no way i can feel with you

feel

produced by cmb
written, mixed, performed by me
i love you always
hope you're well ^.^

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you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again 

i told my pops i'll be okay
he knows that i can't sleep at night
the thought of you with someone else replays like hell i'm petrified 
my arms stained crimson red
i wish you'd kiss me and tell me that it's all in my head
feel like a psycho i stalk you and then go back to bed
without you i would rather be dead
without you i would

forget all that i said
unscrew my head and put another, lay me down to rest
couple folks told me i need to let it go
told them they’re crazy and i left
i know that i could be a handful baby it’s part of my nature
fool me once, you fooled me twice, so much for asking for a favour
why do you look so blue?
your eyes have lost their colour bae, what’s bothering you?
don’t mistake me for a loon, i see right through you
it’s not a secret i miss you oh i see right through you
it’s not a secret i love you

you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again

lifetime

imissu

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Lyrics:
Stuck in the past I'm a soldier
Split memory I don't even know you
I can't see myself when I'm older
But the party still breathes when it's over

I went through with idle hands, oh yeah yeah
I'm not a victim by chance, oh yeah yeah
But I'll change
For you

Tell me what you want from me
What is it cost for you honestly?
Tell me what you want from me
I tried my best and it's still my bad

Tell me what you want from me
What is it cost for you honestly?
Tell me what you want from me
I tried my best and it's still my bad

(I tried my best and it's still my bad)
(My bad my bad)
(I tried my best and it's still my bad)

Tell me how to breathe again
Because I've been losing effort
It's been getting harder every week
Just to regret her

Got me in circle
Right besides me
Besides me
I cant think of anyone who likes me

Treat me like I
Didn't know her
Said she loved me but she gave the cold shoulder
I've been losing grip on everything now that I'm older

But I might win again

It's always ones that's throwing stones at me
That sin again
I let her leave and do her thing
Cause' I make dividends

I'm used to letting money in
Cause' I can't let her in
I can't you just do your thing
Just for the hell of it

It's always ones that's throwing stones at me
That sin again
I let her leave and do her thing
Cause' I make dividends

I'm used to letting money in
Cause' I can't let her in
I can't you just do your thing
Just for the hell of it, for the hell of it

I came through with idle hands, oh yeah yeah
I'm not a victim by chance, oh yeah yeah
I know it's hard for you to stand, oh yeah yeah

But I'll change
For you
But I'll change
For you

Tell me what you want from me
What is it cost for you honestly?
Tell me what you want from me
I tried my best and it's still my bad

Tell me what you want from me
What is it cost for you honestly?
Tell me what you want from me
I tried my best and it's still my bad

(I tried my best and it's still my bad)
(I tried my best and it's still my bad)
(My bad)
(My bad)

(I tried my best and it's still my bad)

tell me what you want (p. me)

Lyrics:

[VERSE 1]
Won't lie to you bae
Hard words that I'm trying to say
Lets try this again
Find reason to say you in my grace
Love when she right in my face
Feel lost gotta find my way (way)
Lately tryna find our place
Lets run it up, but my heart my break (no, no)

Want it bad but you don't know
Look back at all these photos
Wishing that time would change
Find out at the end of the day
My minds runnin round for you bae
We can't argue all day
Times running out, too late
Can we do this shit my way

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

[VERSE 2]
You're moving too fast
Open up when I'm faded
I don't want you that bad, no
She want love, she unstable
But she do the things that I say
Can we do this shit my way
Held it down on my own, I did
I did

Had to, hold my breath cause you won't step back
Hunnids on me, imma break that bank
She tryna lie about it, taint that fact
All these snakes I gotta watch my back

[PRE-CHORUS]
(Back)
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my (back)

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath