underdog vibe

newestplistlayers

hey(Prod.budokai)

pessimist original pitch

part 1 brighteyes

as the cold air breathes through my skin, i look back at you again, your brighteyes they stare at me, but its only a memory, and your smile is a sight for - sore eyes and much more, i guess you're everything, but you're only a memory

and i, would like to suggest, a night
where nothings so stressed, and as you hold my hand, i hold you back as tight as i can, as i can

tell me what you found inside your mind, you can hold me as you cry, you can hold me as you cry, oh you say it is worthless to keep on going on, i think we deserve this, for all that we have done

dont wanna waste your time, dont wanna waste your life, sick of being wishy washy, tell me what you're really wanting, from me, i know that you was here, you tell me im not here, but i was always here, for you...

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part 2 i'll set you free

tell me what you want from me
one day i'll set you free
tell me what you want from me
one day i'll set you free
tell me what you want from me
babe what you want from me
i know, one day i'll set us free

tell me what you want

brighteyes

(update: after a long and hard decision, i have decided that it is not christmas)

THE CHRISTMAS SONG OF THE SUMMER

santa clause got me chrome hearts

lyrics;

(endie)
watching the rain turn to snow as the weather gets cold
know i look better than u when im wearing my coat
and anxiety attacks like its 2007 sitting on santas lap
and i know it wont get better than this so
honey just blow me a kiss <3

it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

sleigh bells inducing my trauma
last time i heard them i fell down the stairs
know i wont help with ur problems
cause i have some of my own 
they cant help but stare

(bixby)
watch how the snow falls
isnt it wonderful
santa clause got me chrome hearts
so sit back get comfortable
now i cant see the lights
and im tired of fights
take me back give me all of my time
cause its not christmas 
its not christmas

(endie)
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

tell me u hate me then tell me u love me
but the next day ur gonna switch
all i know
how i know
how i know 

(endie & bixby)
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
isnt it wonderful santa clause got me chrome hearts
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
isnt it wonderful
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

mmmmm
mmmmmmm
mmmmmm
mmmm
mmmmmmm
mmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

spotify

why doesn't it feel like christmas w/ bixby

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5lTeS2AOY3NyTELjl5sIHr?si=506ffc3f1c874be7

p. joshwa (@prodbyjoshwa)
inspired by @starfall
mix n master by me
trying somethin different
this song means a lot
i hope you enjoy listening

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oh ive been wrapped up in this hurt
for way too long
everything that i do man i do it for u
and youve taken advantage
what did i do? i just don't understand it
the mental strain is way too much for me
i ask you to stop and i plead on my knees
the dip in my confidence, what i achieve
everything that you are doing to me

or do you want me taking the drugs like the rest?
fail all my classes and blame it on meds
cause deep in my gut i dont think that you care
look in the mirror and pull out my hair

oh youve been hurting me bad
i want me back
i got all this damn blood on my hands
skip town with a quick money advance
cause you stole me away from me
and i hold on desperately
but my grip is not strong
oh youre in the wrong
ran out of options i have to stay strong

cause i try so hard
do what i can but i can't make it far
no i can't make it far
do what i can and i'm trying so hard

oh youve been hurting me bad
i want me back
i got all this damn blood on my hands
skip town with a quick money advance
cause you stole me away from me
and i hold on desperately
but my grip is not strong
oh youre in the wrong
ran out of options i have to stay strong

tired

i know (prod. faith monaco x richy)

scorpion cover

Instagram @izziiv

Lyrics:

4 in the afternoon and I’m just waking up
I got no empathy so I pour another cup
and what u said to me, I wish Youd shut it up
I’m fucking ending it because I have had enough

All the time
I’m tired all the time 
I’ll be fine 
I promise I’ll be fine 

I’m tired all the time x3
so tired all the time

and I really fucking meant it 
you act like ur a menace 
these bullets leave u dented 
U flex the cars u rented

and this is the beginning 
you see that I am winning 
I shoot it and I’m hitting 
know Viizzi never kidding 

No I will never act out for anyone else 
And I’m getting all this knowledge from the books on my shelf
There’s 11 in my mag cos I was shooting at 12
and u messing with my brothers and we send u to hell
The reapers ringing the bell

All the time
I’m tired all the time 
I’ll be fine 
I promise I’ll be fine 

I’m tired all the time x3
so tired all the time

all the time ( p. plxce )

we can't forget each other (prod. joshwa)

woosah remix (prod Xangang)

all for you, i stumble round looking for clues, looking for you, its hard to find, so hard to find, just what to do, i feel you close, i got to leave, i got to go, when im not seen, everything just hurts the most.

just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed.

im so naive, how should i compete? you made me complete, you made me complete, who am i to keep? please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me.

behind closed doors, theres nothing more, im looking for, im looking for, you make me complete, cant make you be me, i need you to leave, just leave me just leave.

please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me, please just leave me.

dont tell me what to do, ill try to let it go, you tell me everything, but i know... i know... i wonder bout my worth, if everything's absurd, i know that everything will be gone. be gone.

just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed, just let me bleed.

bleed

the only lyrics i ever sat down and write 🙏 i always punch in yea.



you gave me a feeling, i never thought i had
somehow i keep dreaming, although it never ends
oh if i had the chance, i think i would be you
oh i would sing and dance, why cannot i be you?

be you
be you
be you
be you
why cannot i be you?

oh i scream and shout, my recklessness
its so much worse, when i pretend
i hissed and pout, all my regrets
its just my curse, that i live with

if i could change things, if i could change things
then i would maybe, figure you out
im sick of chasing, im sick of waiting
im sick of chasing, oh how i need this

he didnt notice, he didnt notice, he didnt notice
that she is
she didnt notice, she didnt notice, she didnt notice
that he is
now they both notice, now they both notice, now they both notice
but they have gone too far
i wanna know
if i can be you?
(x2)

i lay awake
its hard to take
i sleep away
i wish you stayed with me...

be you
be you
be you
be you
why cannot i be you?

tired

spoder