produced by @melv_of_oniba
my socials]
https://www.instagram.com/whoiskaido/
https://twitter.com/kaido2k
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ty for listening :)

(n all othr plats too)
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[Lyrics]
bro i can’t focus good
and the same thing that i did
i guess that i’m just fucking hoping that
and the same thing that i said
well like i lied but now i’m over that
i know you’re wishing that i’m dead
i’m not down bad
i can’t go out like that 
fuck you and all your friends
is what i’d say 
but i’m not mad like that
i know you’re wishing that i’m dead
i'm not down bad
i cant go out like that
i gotta heater when i step
like when i walk 
i like to dump back 
you been living in my head
unlike everything i could-
fuck that
give a fuck about a rough patch
i know you’re wishing that i’m dead
im not down bad
i cant go out like that
i gotta heater when i step
like when i walk 
i like to dump back 
you been living in my head
unlike everything i could-
fuck that
give a fuck about a rough patch

you said that you know how i feel
oh do you?
and everything that i said
goes right through you
you said that you know how i feel
oh do you?
oh do you?
chik pow!

focus

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5lTeS2AOY3NyTELjl5sIHr?si=506ffc3f1c874be7

p. joshwa (@prodbyjoshwa)
inspired by @starfall
mix n master by me
trying somethin different
this song means a lot
i hope you enjoy listening

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oh ive been wrapped up in this hurt
for way too long
everything that i do man i do it for u
and youve taken advantage
what did i do? i just don't understand it
the mental strain is way too much for me
i ask you to stop and i plead on my knees
the dip in my confidence, what i achieve
everything that you are doing to me

or do you want me taking the drugs like the rest?
fail all my classes and blame it on meds
cause deep in my gut i dont think that you care
look in the mirror and pull out my hair

oh youve been hurting me bad
i want me back
i got all this damn blood on my hands
skip town with a quick money advance
cause you stole me away from me
and i hold on desperately
but my grip is not strong
oh youre in the wrong
ran out of options i have to stay strong

cause i try so hard
do what i can but i can't make it far
no i can't make it far
do what i can and i'm trying so hard

oh youve been hurting me bad
i want me back
i got all this damn blood on my hands
skip town with a quick money advance
cause you stole me away from me
and i hold on desperately
but my grip is not strong
oh youre in the wrong
ran out of options i have to stay strong

tired

prod by @saiwai
mix/master by @lyrahhs
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lyrics: 
@lyrahhs
we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

@dpf617
im not ready for love, but its okay
time move slow but we can make it faster
ur ex man still want you back
but we gone leave em in the past tense
and i know 
that you know
this is never what we wanted
and i know
that you know
this shit was gone happen

@lyrahhs
you walked out
i hope now that your missing me
cause i just want you to know
i moved down, too now, to the city 
and i am ditching my phone

we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

@dpf617
i find it funny you gone call me on the late night
side piece now but this coulda been a date night
lemme know does ur man got his cake right?
big bag on me, i aint flexin for no reason
DOA i think im heading off the deep end
my trust is all gone, i got nothing to believe in
you gone party like every damn weekend
went behind my back i fell in love with a demon

@dpf617 & @lyrahhs
we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

stream everywhere!

ready for love w/ lyrah (sai)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5aH6JWfAkWLyEXEwIY3HYP?si=c9882776859943a1
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/trust

produced by roku
written by me
mix and master by me

thanks for sticking with me

///
drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though :)
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

but who am i?
jus another average skinny guy
go live your life
i can't say i understand it think my brain is fried
oh you're not tht broken
infatuation
in love with the idea of no moderation
5 pints 'fore you lay down
my dear,
rough past make you wanna leave town

heart race like a hundred miles
my fate has been sewn a while
upset when they read the file
disgust, how is it so vile?

jus let it down softly
how could you done harm me?
faceless
sorry
scarred up
hardly
was it all at my fault?
tough luck
i'm done speaking to a wall

drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

repeat

trust

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3FeLYX0lYV5CkrFakaqTjj?si=edd3f4d959054cae
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/septembers-burial

produced by ryan (@rywrrd)
 + a little from me

unorthodox and mellow but means a lot, thank you for listening <3
i'll be more consistent next year, i promise 

i know it goes without saying but i hate your guts
spent a couple months, fucked around, came close to giving up
don't show up, right now
i've grown older, i'm not that dumb now
i'll tell you it's fine and i'll leave you to be
you've got no right here to cry and i'm grinding my teeth for you
i've got a lot to say,
but i'd rather not speak 'till you’re up at my grave
the stupid look on my face
you could take it back but i promise the damage won't be replaced
i'll, move far so i don't have a care
that's if i don't die before next year
for the better or the worse,
i flipped my insides out and tried to make it work
won't it be fun when they find out
out through your door and through the gate your quiet speech is like a mouse
tell me, who is laughing now?
there's so much for you to see
i bite down and clench my teeth
there's so much for you to see
i'll be there, give me a week.

september's burial

september's burial (ry)

00317

Made July 12, 2023
Love you Kyle this song is beautiful

Original description:


cover of cursed by aftrr
https://soundcloud.com/xdkj/cursed

lyrics -
i guess i fucked up again, some shit i can’t undo
why are we toxic as friends? thought i was best for you
we talk, it’s me you can’t stand, i guess it’s overdue
got my face in the dirt this my end, coffin got space for two

feels like i’m cursed
i’m cursed
i’m cursed
like i’m cursed
don’t wanna hurt
won’t hurt
wanna hurt
anymore

repeat

spent a whole month inside this room
i right my wrongs and pay my dues
i told my pop i’ll do him good
guess that’s a lie, i tripped on you
i watch the birds sing
you promised me the world and now i’m losing
it all

it’s so confusing
why’d you go and leave like that you’re ruthless
go kick me when i’m down like i’m fucking stupid
i hate it when you’re around i can not do it

cursed cover

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4I9bp9alDC4m9MT4GNLtOY?si=b589387c7a0a444c
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/able

produced by jonah bru
mixed written performed by me
cover art by yinon

valentines day song
hope you enjoy, more stuff soon :)
thank you for listening as always

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show me how
show me how you love
tell me how
tell me how you feel
stop it love I'm exhausted
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I-

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

tread fine lines
when I'm with you it feels like there's no wrong or right
sworn by you, we'd grow older
my feelings attached
now I sit like a loner
oooh
I'll make sure that I'll
dooo
everything that you want me to
dumb ear had me in loop
what's there for me to do
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I loved

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

able

its my birthday today

p. peril

1,2,3,4
your so draining 
i did everything i shouldnt
could you stop complaining
but i knew you always wouldnt
do you hate my guts?
i can tell from the way you look
and do you hate my love?
i can tell from the things you took

ohhh oh i
been waiting for a text back from you
i oh i 
hate the things you always do
please stop lying to my face because yk i hate that bitch
i get anxious when you talk to me because your just a prick
id do anything under the sun, you left me in a ditch
id do anything under the sun because,

your so draining 
i did everything i shouldnt
could you stop complaining
but i knew you always wouldnt
do you hate my guts?
i can tell from the way you look
and do you hate my love?
i can tell from the things you took

im up at 3am im in a panic
i might just cut my wrist because im feellin manic today
i never meant to fuckin ever throw u away
i think im running out of fuckin words to say
with you, with you you made me feel so fuckin lost
screamin at myself in the mirror but at what cost?
lately i think my battery is running low
im so sick to my stomach i think i gotta go.

your so draining 
i did everything i shouldnt
could you stop complaining
but i knew you always wouldnt
do you hate my guts?
i can tell from the way you look
and do you hate my love?
i can tell from the things you took

what is there left to do

produced by cmb
written, mixed, performed by me
i love you always
hope you're well ^.^

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you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again 

i told my pops i'll be okay
he knows that i can't sleep at night
the thought of you with someone else replays like hell i'm petrified 
my arms stained crimson red
i wish you'd kiss me and tell me that it's all in my head
feel like a psycho i stalk you and then go back to bed
without you i would rather be dead
without you i would

forget all that i said
unscrew my head and put another, lay me down to rest
couple folks told me i need to let it go
told them they’re crazy and i left
i know that i could be a handful baby it’s part of my nature
fool me once, you fooled me twice, so much for asking for a favour
why do you look so blue?
your eyes have lost their colour bae, what’s bothering you?
don’t mistake me for a loon, i see right through you
it’s not a secret i miss you oh i see right through you
it’s not a secret i love you

you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again