produced by @melv_of_oniba
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ty for listening :)

(n all othr plats too)
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[Lyrics]
bro i can’t focus good
and the same thing that i did
i guess that i’m just fucking hoping that
and the same thing that i said
well like i lied but now i’m over that
i know you’re wishing that i’m dead
i’m not down bad
i can’t go out like that 
fuck you and all your friends
is what i’d say 
but i’m not mad like that
i know you’re wishing that i’m dead
i'm not down bad
i cant go out like that
i gotta heater when i step
like when i walk 
i like to dump back 
you been living in my head
unlike everything i could-
fuck that
give a fuck about a rough patch
i know you’re wishing that i’m dead
im not down bad
i cant go out like that
i gotta heater when i step
like when i walk 
i like to dump back 
you been living in my head
unlike everything i could-
fuck that
give a fuck about a rough patch

you said that you know how i feel
oh do you?
and everything that i said
goes right through you
you said that you know how i feel
oh do you?
oh do you?
chik pow!

focus

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5lTeS2AOY3NyTELjl5sIHr?si=506ffc3f1c874be7

p. joshwa (@prodbyjoshwa)
inspired by @starfall
mix n master by me
trying somethin different
this song means a lot
i hope you enjoy listening

///
oh ive been wrapped up in this hurt
for way too long
everything that i do man i do it for u
and youve taken advantage
what did i do? i just don't understand it
the mental strain is way too much for me
i ask you to stop and i plead on my knees
the dip in my confidence, what i achieve
everything that you are doing to me

or do you want me taking the drugs like the rest?
fail all my classes and blame it on meds
cause deep in my gut i dont think that you care
look in the mirror and pull out my hair

oh youve been hurting me bad
i want me back
i got all this damn blood on my hands
skip town with a quick money advance
cause you stole me away from me
and i hold on desperately
but my grip is not strong
oh youre in the wrong
ran out of options i have to stay strong

cause i try so hard
do what i can but i can't make it far
no i can't make it far
do what i can and i'm trying so hard

oh youve been hurting me bad
i want me back
i got all this damn blood on my hands
skip town with a quick money advance
cause you stole me away from me
and i hold on desperately
but my grip is not strong
oh youre in the wrong
ran out of options i have to stay strong

tired

prod by @saiwai
mix/master by @lyrahhs
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lyrics: 
@lyrahhs
we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

@dpf617
im not ready for love, but its okay
time move slow but we can make it faster
ur ex man still want you back
but we gone leave em in the past tense
and i know 
that you know
this is never what we wanted
and i know
that you know
this shit was gone happen

@lyrahhs
you walked out
i hope now that your missing me
cause i just want you to know
i moved down, too now, to the city 
and i am ditching my phone

we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

@dpf617
i find it funny you gone call me on the late night
side piece now but this coulda been a date night
lemme know does ur man got his cake right?
big bag on me, i aint flexin for no reason
DOA i think im heading off the deep end
my trust is all gone, i got nothing to believe in
you gone party like every damn weekend
went behind my back i fell in love with a demon

@dpf617 & @lyrahhs
we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

stream everywhere!

ready for love w/ lyrah (sai)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5aH6JWfAkWLyEXEwIY3HYP?si=c9882776859943a1
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/trust

produced by roku
written by me
mix and master by me

thanks for sticking with me

///
drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though :)
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

but who am i?
jus another average skinny guy
go live your life
i can't say i understand it think my brain is fried
oh you're not tht broken
infatuation
in love with the idea of no moderation
5 pints 'fore you lay down
my dear,
rough past make you wanna leave town

heart race like a hundred miles
my fate has been sewn a while
upset when they read the file
disgust, how is it so vile?

jus let it down softly
how could you done harm me?
faceless
sorry
scarred up
hardly
was it all at my fault?
tough luck
i'm done speaking to a wall

drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

repeat

trust

SPOTIFY !

bad 4 me

PROD @saiwai

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2STm4tGHWq0tqvbuhqBNzo?si=q86Xs-hrR_-_woNFBFvKHQ

lyrics 

Ill do almost anything 
for u to say how u feel bout me
Tellin me that im the one
But im sure ive heard eveything 
Gotta stop my heart or smt
When u leave ill feel like nthn 
when its all up to u
U promise ull come thru
So tell me and ill think about it
Ill find my way around it
So tell me and ill think about it
Ill find my way around it 
So tell me and ill think about it 
ill find my way around it
When its all up to u
U promise ull come thru

@scrufff
you gon' play that card, play that card
you could prolly see the fainted heart, fainted heart
wanna laugh at me but ain't it hard, ain't it hard
go right back
its the reoccurrence in my head
I need reassurance in my dread
hop out with a 45
muhfucka I'm here if you gon cry
one soft tear, in your eye
don't come near, my side
wanna drive to the crib with a flat tire
got a knife in his ribs it wont backfire
mf took my heart with a flat iron
3 drinks to my side been a bad night

Ill do almost anything 
for u to say how u feel bout me
Tellin me that im the one
But im sure ive heard eveything 
Gotta stop my heart or smt
When u leave ill feel like nthn 
when its all up to u
U promise ull come thru
Cmon boy u decide
Idc what u choose tonight
When its all up to u
And what u wanna do
Boy ill go for the ride
Gotta stop my heart or smt
When u leave ill feel like nthn
When its all up to u
U promise ull come thru

you gon' play that card, play that card
you could prolly see the fainted heart, fainted heart
wanna laugh at me but ain't it hard, ain't it hard
when its all up to u
u promise ull come thru

up to u + scruff (sai)

prod aftrr and maxwell4k
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/aftrr/sorry-not-sorry

lyrics: 
what u need
tell me its just me n u
maybe we could rendezvous
take u out then back ur room
ill see u soon
get a table just for two
i kno im not here for a long time
so tell me whats ur mood

im out in town like where u at?
dont get too close dont get attached
i spend my money make it back
my heart been runnin, livin fast
i whip it, dip in the mazi
shawty she tweak off the molly
in the club she thought she saw me
hate me, im sorry not sorry

money like manny but i aint no fighter
u still rockin Pandas, im rockin desiigner
bitch im a playa like word to luh tyler
i keep that beam on me, shoot like tie fighter
i keep that fye like a bic no lighter
dripped in all black let my chain shine brighter
aint no surprise, on my  grind, all nighter
did it by myself, need no help
im still self made
they said that im toxic
idgaf im well paid
she so bad 4 me but out of spite
i'll love her anyway
yo pockets falling apart
im sippin chardonnay 

bitch im the man of my city im finna hold it down
bp born and raised, for my fam ill turn they life around
gotta keep goin i dont think ill ever settle down
pretty hoe like how i do it she likin how i sound

im out in town like where u at?
dont get too close dont get attached
i spend my money make it back
my heart been runnin, livin fast
i whip it, dip in the mazi
shawty she tweak off the molly
in the club she thought she saw me
hate me, im sorry not sorry

drank, molly water
whole fit top dolla
oh all these lil boy they my son
im the shot caller
spend a bag, make it flip
double that, dont give a shit
spend a bag, make it flip
double that then take a flick

baby do u really need me?
when i talk to u, u dont listen, u only see me
idk, lmk if u really moved on
where to go, yeah u know, wya just reach me

(this last section is inspired by tyler the creator's pillowtalk remix :D)

im out in town like where u at?
dont get too close dont get attached
i spend my money make it back
my heart been runnin, livin fast
i whip it, dip in the mazi
shawty she tweak off the molly
in the club she thought she saw me
hate me, im sorry not sorry

sorry not sorry

og song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LNauH5q8pQY

slowly (cover)

welcome

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/heavyweights-feat-spoder--cambi0

written by us 3, 
produced by me, 
mixed by me n spo

words:
heavy weights
messy days
there's no place to let this go
walls get closer, trapped at home 
crowded streets
now it's me
to find my own way out
to like my own self now

i see the trees all going by
the things i'd do to grow as much
i think to myself: "why can't i try?"
could i relieve my burden, grow w u
long for your hand, my humble abode
to leave with u than live alone

@1spoder
i walked into a corner store
the boy he worked, and worked some more
i had a twenty in my pocket
gave it cause his legs were sore
said, "do you want this for your life?"
he told me, "i'm just passing time."
i took the gum and walked right out
i knew he knew my hands were tied
he faked every moment
he loved you, i know
in the heat of the moment
those heavy weights crushed down on him
 
"i loved you, i'm sorry,
i hated my body,
i'll fix my whole life... yet i'm treated like a zombie."

these heavy weights, they're killing me
wash me away, wash me away
x2

@1cambio
jump before i look
i hesitate to fall
i keep on going faster 
as everyone else stalls
everybody’s crying
but i know we’ll be alright 
if everything was worth it
why second-guess your might 

skin the moment bare
i'll put it in a locket 
to hold when i'm not there
wish that i could stop it
feeling is a burden 
i sense it every time
they speak, but i done heard it
i'll end it with a line

i'll end it with a line