tired of dealing w myself before you *p. sai*

Prod @saiwai

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7IFMPvKFBnQ89JldrHzwqY?si=IeGMMi_HS5e7rSIPU35XYg

Lyrics:

Oh why do I feel this way 
Tell me everythings okay 
cause every word you say
Has me coming right back 
Oh just like that 0-0
I got so much to lose
And I don’t know what to do
cause every word you say
Has me coming right back 
Oh just like that

Never been like this 
Never been like that
Oh where are u at
I need u so bad
Cuz i keep on thinkin bout u
And my heart is beating for u
And all my feelings for u
Oh boy its nthn new

Cuz u got me like this ohhh
And u got me like that oohhh
Cuz u got me like this ohhh
And u got me like that oohhh

Cuz u got me just like this 
And u got me just like that
And i keep on coming back
Oh babe oh just like that

Oh why do I feel this way 
Tell me everythings okay 
cause every word you say
Has me coming right back 
Oh just like that 0-0
I got so much to lose
And I don’t know what to do
cause every word you say
Has me coming right back 
Oh just like that
why do i why do i
why do i feel this way
heart beating 
this feeling 
has me coming right back
oh just like that 
I got so much to lose
And I don’t know what to do
cause every word you say
Has me coming right back 
Oh just like that

just like that (sai)

//Lyrics

(hook)
my heart beats when your textin me when you're talkin wit me
when ur next to me when ur walkin wit me
cause i miss you so much
don wanna say that
i miss that aroma
imma find my way back

(chorus)
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
i know im the worst guy
i see it all the time
i dont rlly wanna die
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
yeah im the worst guy

(verse)
what was the first lie, you said, to me
ill be searchin for some answers
can't control my temper
you just wanna rent her
i just need some money on me won't tell u again sir
thought i was over it all, but
i feel like i gave it up
you ain't sayin nun
how am I waitin up
I couldn't let you run
i don't think im saying enough
you ain't sayin nun
how am I waitin up
yeah i'm still thinking bout how

(hook)
my heart beats when your textin me when you're walkin wit me
when ur next to me when ur walkin wit me
cause i miss you so much
don wanna say that
i miss that aroma
imma find my way back

(chorus)
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
i know im the worst guy
i see it all the time
i dont rlly wanna die
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
I know i'm the worst guy
i see it all the time
idrwd

(sauce)

talk2me

talk2me [p. sai]

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5aH6JWfAkWLyEXEwIY3HYP?si=c9882776859943a1
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/trust

produced by roku
written by me
mix and master by me

thanks for sticking with me

///
drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though :)
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

but who am i?
jus another average skinny guy
go live your life
i can't say i understand it think my brain is fried
oh you're not tht broken
infatuation
in love with the idea of no moderation
5 pints 'fore you lay down
my dear,
rough past make you wanna leave town

heart race like a hundred miles
my fate has been sewn a while
upset when they read the file
disgust, how is it so vile?

jus let it down softly
how could you done harm me?
faceless
sorry
scarred up
hardly
was it all at my fault?
tough luck
i'm done speaking to a wall

drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

repeat

trust

prod @saiwai
@zephyrcove

lyrics

@riensu
my heart is on fire <3
and i just dont know why
i wish it would be easier
to say whats on my mind :/
tonight
if im wrong bout ur feelin
ill never recover
i dont want another

@yokulol
You knowww
I don’t wanna switch teams 
Tell me what does it mean to you
(What does it mean to you)
Gimme your hand we can go for a walk now
Run my fingers through your hair now
I think I’m runnin out of time now
Like watchu want from me?
Hands up, you can take it all from me
You take all my time away
Oh I don’t wanna wait another day, cause
What if I wait too long? 
And I waste all my time with you
That’s the one thing I don’t wanna do :(
Oh everything thing I do

It’s all 4 you ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ


@riensu
my heart is on fire <3
and i just dont know why
i wish it would be easier
to say whats on my mind :/
tonight
if im wrong bout ur feelin
ill never recover
i dont want another

@saiwai
i dont really want another lover except u girl <3
and i can make u happy we can do what u wanna do girl
yea fuck the earth, i can take u over to the moon girl
yea i just wanna dance, just show me wat u can do girl

got her like oh oh ohhh
and when u dance w me, ur eyes glow ^_^
so baby just please dont go,
yea baby just please dont go o o o o

heh
hey wassup
i love every word u say dont wna interrupt <3
like r u free tmrw, i can take u out to lunch
like get what u want, we just havin funnn

n i dont wanna take this thing too fast
but ur a lil too cute, give my heart if u asked :3
yea if we make mistakes, we can put it in the past
and ur so fkin sweet, i just love the way u acttttt

@riensu
my heart is on fire <3
and i just dont know why
i wish it would be easier
to say whats on my mind :/
tonight
if im wrong bout ur feelin
ill never recover
i dont want another

spotify

tonight + yoku ~ sai (sai)

mesmerized w/aftrr (cian)

yungspoiler beat

https://open.spotify.com/track/6etCzRbJ1l9hMi1X0OQSuD?si=609b87a56b0a42e7

broke down my door(all plats)

@1spoder
prod roku
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/bruise

lyrics -
open up the fuckin door hun
is this everything you wanted?
tell me did you really wanna
tell me did you really wanna
pop another bottle up
tell me is it lust is it really love
pop another bottle up
is it really lust is it really love
can you see what I see
through your stupid lies
it gets harder to breathe
every time

walk it down
throw it up love
love to be the one that you want
I keep falling down, keep falling out
did everything you told me to
talk every way you want me to
fuck it up
it's a dud
I don't love you
I tried it, no use
stuck in silence I bruise (I feel overwhelmed)
stuck in silence I bruise (I tried)
stuck in silence I bruise

are you amused?
go tie up that noose (it's all my fault)
acting like you nuanced and shit
alright love then burn off that bridge
tell me love how I'm supposed to live
kick yo feet up
wanna be us
she want more not enough
is it all you dream of
all you need love
fall in now I'm stuck
will you pull through?
I don't like you no more

can you see what I see
through your stupid lies
it gets harder to breathe
every time

walk it down
throw it up love
love to be the one that you want
I keep falling down, keep falling out
did everything you told me to
talk every way you want me to
fuck it up
it's a dud
I don't love you
I tried it, no use
stuck in silence I bruise (I feel overwhelmed)
stuck in silence I bruise (I tried)
stuck in silence I bruise

spoder - bruise

disco

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/expiry

am i different
do i seem the same as before
the clouds fall over and look down on me
i thought i drifted 
found greener pastures of my own
but i do the same things i always thought were weak

can't even look at you 
as if id deserve that pleasure
quieter than usual but im screaming inside forever 
that this love wont break by me
as long as u accept, im free

so many apologies
so afraid of their expiry
im a record beyond broken 
just wanna make u try n see
another day ive tied this knot
and u know ur all ive got
lost my voice
all these words im spoilt for choice
really have lost the plot

i know i did u way too wrong
what are u still w me for
close my curtains im not worth it
self-loathing is my calling
cant stop brick walling
now u think im distant
just wanna prove im intimate when i

can't even look at you 
as if id deserve that pleasure
quieter than usual but im screaming inside forever 
that this love wont break by me
as long as u accept, im free

so many apologies
so afraid of their expiry
im a record beyond broken 
just wanna make u try n see
another day ive tied this knot
and u know ur all ive got
lost my voice
all these words im spoilt for choice
really have lost the plot