shoutout @counterxo n @yashio20k

@haunted_sad
all the shit we had i watched it turn to dust
i knew baby there was jus never us
i was rollin over sad i was outta luck
i was always in my head i was not enough
u betrayed me baby ya u left me in the past
gave u everythin everything i fucking had
u left me deserted u left me in the past again
i was rollin over sad i wasnt sleeping

ya ik baby im getting betternbetter
another day passes me all stormy weather
and i dont think bby that im getting better
im hiding in my room think im dyin lone again
all the shit baby that u fkn said to me
u ripped my heart out left me with all this anxiety
now it passes me by and im not sleepin
i wanted to live my life give me a reason

@counterxo
Eyes wide open, i don’t get any rest 
I still feel so broken, so much pressure on my chest
Can we keep this moment? I’m scared of what’s next
Even at my lowest you know that I’ll make the best 
I tried to dig you out this hole and start up something new
Why did you give up on me I still have faith in you?
Lies were only told about about me cause you fear the truth
Cry for what we take for granted and for what we’ll lose
Even if it’s done with now I will always feel that pain
I’ll always remember you but I know you’ll forget my name
what a shame

iwatchedeverythingwehaveturntodust w/counter (yashio)

https://www.instagram.com/lifegiverr/

@wintress13
####

i swear that these days bae ur words hurt
u put it all onto me
i wish that youd ask me how
you know that you drag me down
and i have no one to drag me out

how do you expect to see me
i have these marks all on my body
girl im bleeding

i cut my name into you
im telling the truth
if you cant be by me
then what will i do

if i really wonder
what else could be after
everythings been terrible
ever since we shattered

pick me up and go on my own
i wish u could know
go on my own 
i wish u could know....

i wish u could know (wintress13)

production by @jihyo39
mix and master by @totheskylens

@1xene
Yeah, I'll love you from the summer right into the fall
Things change, but I wont, I'll give you my all
If there's anything you need, just give me a call
It feels like my mind goes to you by default
Yeah, I'll love you in the summer, I'll still love you in the fall
Things change, but I wont, I'll give you my all
If there's anything you need, just give me a call
It feels like my mind goes to you by default

I think you're the one for me
I just wanted you to be wanting me
I'm a mess, I'm a mess, I'm a mess you know
I can't let, I can't let, I can't let you go...

@1sunsuu
I'm doing all my rights
but always need you by my side
it's really dark outside
yet you so bright just like the light
I give you everything
but why can't you just see the sign?
that I'm so deeply in love with you
you're always in my mind

ah I make it right
yet we got so much to learn
from fall right back into the summer
I'd still love you all the time
if something change it doesn't matter 
I'd still love you thru the summer
I want for both us be together
want you to be with me forever

xene sunsuu ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ summer://fall °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ (jihyo)

Huge thanks to my amazing friends @adrienciel for the instrumental and @totheskylens for the mastering! <3

Lyrics:
(Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling it a lie
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
You know that this ain’t right,
Right,
Right...)

You say that
Acting like you don’t even care
You’re leaving for good
I swear this ain’t fair
What happened to “us”?
It was me and you together
Through whatever that the world throws
“Believe it, this is it”
Is that all you’ll say?
You can’t even look me in my face
Oh what a shame, is this really how it ends?

Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling this a lie
You said that we’d go on, until the day we die
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
Couldn’t look me in my face
When you told me your goodbye

I watched you walk away so easily, oh God
I lie awake, every night I think
About the fact that you are gone
And I can’t stay strong no more
There’s a gaping hole in my heart that I cannot fill
There’s nothing I want anymore
If I can’t have you then I guess I’ll have these pills

walk away (adrienciel)

Instrumental by @yashio20k

I guess that you’re sick of me
You’ve been acting differently
If I’m being honest
You were all I ever wanted
I know that you don’t think of me
I remember you so vividly
An Aphrodite incarnate
But I didn’t mind your sharpness

Oh my tongue’s no good
And my mind ain’t too
Can’t convince you
So what am I to do
I’m in love with you
But your love’s untrue
No matter how long I pursue
The truth won’t be less cruel

It’s so hard for me to open up
You took me in, and dropped me off like you don’t give a fuck
Ah, ah... what a way to mess me up
I think about you every day
You've probably already forgot

But it’s cool though
This ain’t nothing new, no
Chew me up and spit me out
Make me feel like a fool, oh
I’m not someone you should worry about
I know that you don’t, there is no doubt
Nobody wants me around
But I guess it doesn’t matter now

I could scream and I could shout
I’ve lost all I’ve ever found
But I won’t make the faintest sound
’Cause it’ll get drowned out...

aphrodite (yashio)

solo :333
@sensuku

say it cos u are
promise that u crush
stay with ur heart
take me out the dark
i turn you around
u took me so far
tell me why it hit so hard
u know that i loved u

why cant i move on?

would i hurt you? could i feel you
just a single time more?
u were see through and i miss u
ur in my mind more

i feel like im lost inside i talk alone
i feel like i hate myself, im broken for-?  
i feel like im torn inside, could i restore
whats the point in anything if i aint yours

crush (me)

thx so much for 100 followers! more stuff coming otw:P
beat by @moz-103259352
ib han2k15 if it wasnt obvious enough lol

(baby girl know im sorry
i been chasin bags i been chasin money
tell me how did i mess it up again?
tell me how did i break ur trust again?)

i apologise
i tried a thousand times
i did a thousand things wrong
told a thousand lies
and now my baby is gone
all i do is cry
and now im writing these songs
about you & i

felt like suicide
i made her move aside
and now i cant move on
yeah i know ur right
and i cant go on
yeah im stuck inside
did 2 many wrongs that i couldnt right

she was all that i had
now i cant go back
wish i could take back
all the things that i said
u made me feel things tht i didnt know i could
wish i said the things that i always knew i shld
now im back here again on my own
now im back here again all alone
i dont need noone
ill do it all by myself i dont need noone

on my own (moz)

@haunted_sad
ya baby ya u nvr needed me
u left me in the background jus so easily
i let u in i shouldnt have trusted u

shattered dreams scars i wear on my heart
i watched u and me the way that we fell apart
ya u replaced me ya u jus left me
all the lies we had it was neverlasting

i popped a pill to feel alright baby
was always waiting for death to fkn take me
i knew baby that #imtheissue (im the issue)
cryin in my head again think i miss u
idling away in my room im decaying
u left my heart baby ya u jus drained me
u pushed my face in the dirt u betrayed me
ya baby sry tht i couldnt save u :(( 
i thought baby tht i could jus save u
im spiraling back down lately what do i do?
ive been sading away lonely in my fkn room
i wrote all these songs jus tryna forget u
neverending letter baby that u never sent
u ripped the soul outta me left me feeling #dead
i dnt wanna rly feel my heart baby
lately i want death 2 jus take me

i dont feel alright baby
evry single night i want death to take me
lately i dnt wanna feel anymore
i hate myself baby 2 the fkn core ++
..
@ritsuzuki
I broke so many promises
you done messed up for the last time
you gave no fucks about us
you'd rather forget it all
and it hurts me
but now i cant give no fucks anymore
i hate everybody
i cant look them in the face
its like,
no one really sees the truth in my eyes
gotta end it now
its too late its already worse
break the mirror
yeah i messed up my skin forever

yourippedthesouloutofme w/ritsu (spaceboyry)

RIP LIL PEEP ! #GOAT #LEGEND
Prod. Hxrrxr
Mixing. EyeBlind

**Lyrics**
bitch i miss lil peep
tussin in my cup now my drank dirty
cant fuck with hoes only girls that flirty
dont say u vamp man u just turned thirty
aye and im in a hurry
makin all this guap think ill go splurging
talk to the demons man thats the first thing
creepin in the woods u can see me lurking

aye i just really want my guap tho
aye bitch you not in my timezone
aye i dont need no cheatin hoes
i just need my girl loyal

aye pull off in a beamer
she want me to leave her
babe im a believer
in satan and creatures
lemme see your features
you know i can teach ya
back in 3rd grade i was crushin on my teacher
gothboivamps and you know we gettin money
im a crybaby nothin look funny
ten steps ahead dont mistake me for a dummy
shawty got a fat ass yeh she got a dumpy
i aint coming over
im just not sober
baby you my donor
i could never clone ya
pour ya cup all the way out out for lil peep
if it werent him then i wouldnt be killin beats

EyeBlind - R.I.P. Lil Peep (Prod. Hxrrxr)

blatt blatt prod heyylotus

Azarae - Bad For Myself (prod.yk)[new age music + chris finesse exclusives]

@pastmemory
@1straycats
dc: 1xene
email: xenedoesstuff@gmail.com
Might drop a song or two lolz but am studying for my exams til 15 dec

aphrodite (yashio)

xene

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