Dylan Ross (Purpdogg) - Ostermontag

001. If I Go

Carvey Harm - i’m not scared to die

prod / vocals / art by sikori

endless night 
tryna realize
where did she fall
why is it so cold

frozen back in time, doesn’t wanna go
back to real life
it’s dark outside
through the window glass

see her on the other side
hollowed out devoid of light
praying for another life
where she doesn’t grow up

noose around her neck is tight
not too much but just enough
to remind her she won’t die
she’s stuck here forever

missing friends she never had
longing for a different time
an illusion of a past
where everything’s better

wonders how she got this far
what else did she leave behind?
what’s the void she feels inside?

why is she so flawed?
why does everything always feel wrong? 
like she’s stuck where she doesn’t belong
like she’s constantly trying to find the road
but it’s buried under the snow

and she’ll give everything that she has
even if she has nothing at all
all her memories scattered along the path
while the wind pierces through her bones...

001. If I Go

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