Flood Out The Sun

Shinigami - I Miss U (ft. YungJZAisDead)

Still stuck in my emo phase
Lyrics:


I've got the whole world on my back

Yeah, cause I'm 5'9, 165 
Established 1995 
Living like I'm not getting out alive 
Ima take a second just to tell you why 

I had thoughts since 6th grade 
That this world was not made for the sake 
of the people like me 
who can't see past their mistakes, and  misdeeds 

And I bleed the same blood you bleed
So why are you tryna cut me? 
Why's there always something you want from me?
Why can't you be happy for me?

That I'm not that kid on the phone screaming fuck this world I'm leaving? 
Like when I was sixteen and,  it still feels like I'm dreaming
When I call your phone and realize I forgot to breath in 
Forgot the grave that he's in 
I hope you know I mean it 

When I say I'm only here today cause this music keeps me breathing 
It's my only healing

I'm not alone if you can feel it

I'm not alone, if you know the bliss 
When i  heard that girl don't slit her wrists no more
From that time I reminisced at my show 
Told her there's reasons to stay don't go 

Don't push your family away I know 
They don't understand all the pain you hold 
Im just as sad know you're not alone 
Don't let your story go untold 





 I know you're here in spirit, put on deja entendu 
The only time I'm sad now is when I think of you
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only help one of them then I did it for all you 
I don't know how she's doing, no we haven't stayed in touch 
But I helped her put the knife down and that means so fucking much
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only helped one of them then I did it, I did it for you

I Hope You Know I Mean It

a collection of songs talking about love, anxiety and pain.
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Tracklist:
0:00 SoLonely - foryou (prod. haruhi)
https://soundcloud.com/imsoalone

2:13 9TAILS - wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s

4:47 GUNBLADE - substance abuse
https://soundcloud.com/prodgunblade

8:52 BOY FLOSS - MISS U
https://soundcloud.com/boyfloss

12:08 SoLonely - Sometimes
https://soundcloud.com/imsoalone

i'm not good with feelings

https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
https://soundcloud.com/1800entity
https://soundcloud.com/coffin/tracks

open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6…vwS1i2nZ6pF5RJjA
www.instagram.com/poppytears_/?hl=en
twitter.com/poppyxtears
itunes.apple.com/nz/artist/poppy-tears/1268266116


lyrics: 

I been looking for a light that doesn't fade 
I been cooling in the night with my blade

she asked me what I'm doing said I'm tryna hold the weight
I said I'm here now but she said its too late
all the fucking time that I went and put to waste
never knew it happened no I never left a trace

cause it's all gotta change one day 
but for now it stays the same
I've been slowing down my heart rate
and numbing out the aches  

cause it's all gotta change one day 
but for now its all the same
I've been slowing down my heart rate
I been numbing out my aches

lil happy lil sad:

baby girl i feel alone
i been thinkin bout u when im low
i feel like ive lost everything
i feel like i am dead within

baby girl i feel alone
i make it worse when i am smoking dope
i feel like ive lost everything
im crying with lil sedative tn8

girl i never feel at home
im acting strong but i just cant go on
i wish that i could make u see
i wish that you could make me feel again

oooo
i feel so lonely
oooo
i feel alone

spotify

looking for a light that doesn't fade w/ lil happy lil sad (prod. offline x 1800entity)

yq4ever <3

sample : turnover - super natural

flexxx [prod yung quiet]

hatred

sometimes things just dont work out,
if you wanted me to stay you should know now,
you can tell me anything that you dont doubt,
Park Jefferson in the air while we roll out

cool breeze in her hair got my heart warm,
orange leaves in the air got me lovelorn,
cold fights on the phone make a big storm,
guess ill leave, wanna stay, got my heart torn

when i wake up my bed too big,
sleep in the hole in the grave i dig,
i walk away like i know you did,
turned my back the same time that you hid

some day when we're both alone and lonely,
some day when i want you back to hold me,
think back on all of the things you told me,
miss you feeling like you were my only

Im sorry i ran away
Im sorry i couldnt stay
Im breaking down every day
I know its better this way

can you feel this pain inside
broke inside got me out of my mind
all these days pass by i cry
wanna go back, do it right this time

i been down im so broken
cant stand my hearts been stolen
the way our lives been woven
just makes me sad im frozen

i tried to sleep away my feelings im still sad
i tried to get all of this weight up off my back
i tried to numb all the emotions that i had
i cried and laid in bed for weeks i still feel bad

Im sorry i ran away
Im sorry i couldnt stay
Im breaking down every day
I know its better this way

runaway (prod adjustisac)

Shadows call
Set em’ free
Seen it all,
Every sea

Just hold me, just hold me
Your only, I’m lonely

Only wanted when they need you
Body feeling like it’s see through
Always anxious, what can I do
Poisoned thoughts are sticking like glue

Everything happens for a reason
Future moments holding people teasing
Freezing in the cold winter season
Sickness doled, struggling from sneezing

Bleeding within
Can’t see the blood
Leaking of sins
Expose the mud

Shadows call
Set em’ free
Seen it all,
Every sea

Just hold me, just hold me
Your only, I’m lonely

youtube

hold me (prod. syndrome)

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DusNdsizIWw

i am so confident and cool af all the cuties want me

Josh A  Foti - REMEMBER

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