prod. yunny goldz
w/ @yanaali
note: this is a song we made in november when i jus started music.

lyrics:
[spoder]
ive been trying my best to make things work out
can't get a minute of rest, i try to scream and shout
i don't wanna get older
at least that's what i told her
put a hand on your shoulder
it's gon' be alright x2

[yanaali]
it's gon' be alright,
driving down the street at night
and you say you're fine,
no you're not, just tell me lies
yea yk i'm right by your side
know that you've always got a shoulder you can come to cry
I will always love you
no matter what you're going through
i don't wanna get older
at least that's what i told her
put a hand on your shoulder
it's goin' be alright

[spoder]
ive been trying my best to make things work out
can't get a minute of rest, i try to scream and shout
i don't wanna get older
at least that's what i told her
put a hand on your shoulder
it's gon' be alright x2

older

prod. sai x poonda

inna stalemate innit
nothing to do
keep a nonchalant attitude and move on

why you act so big?
please stop it
ima bash my head into a fucking wall
if im honest
so dont act like you care
ill be out your hair
ik life isnt fair
all these feelings i bare
yuh run it up! run it up!
i got bitches showin luv!
ive been smoking on that crack
cuz i rlly couldnt give a fuck
running up a bag
im in my bag now!
i just cant relax
she told me calm down
in my fuckin head
i just been thinkin
got way too much shit on my mind
ur not helping

what happened?
you did a lot of damage
ive been trying really fucking hard to understand it
got luv for my momma
got luv for my papa
they told me im selfish
but i dont want drama
its been getting rlly hard
of late
wash away
tears strolling down
my fuckin face

nothing that i do gon make a change
ima run it up run it up
but it all just feels the same
ima wake up wake up
do it all over again
i cant deal with all the blood on my hands

i keep tappin on my phone
this shit wont leave me lone
think im bout to fall apart
i cant do it on my own
im screaming
im shouting
can anybody hear me?
i dont have a choice
all ur words were decieving

wtf is going on

momma did me dirty
why would i upset you
tell me why would i try
tell me why would i lie
could you open your eyes
you fuck up my mind and i take it
i cannot find the words to say this
ive been alone for so damn long
and you never noticed
fuck it im goin

upset you

no one is listening i,
no one is listening i,
no one is listening i,
no one is listening 

and i try, to make the best out of the situation
where it lies
im in a rough patch oh
and you're not making it better
its coming up on september
im just a bug in a shed, you think im better off dead

cause i try so hard, but it never work
cause i try so hard, but it's all reverse
i can't do it, im way too foolish

sometimes i smash my head right on the floor
everything dies in what i adore
my vision blurry, i cant see the door
what am i doing it- what am i doing it for

fck that, im done
i dont get any amusement
off the drgs and i think ima lose it
you got me feeling real stupid..
and i wonder
why am i so close to goin in under?
mistakes n mistakes man im making these blunders
im jus gon do this shit all 4 my mother
dont feel like singing so ima jus slumber

image

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oncite/no-fees

Beat: self prod
Lyrics: 
Yeah I'll be a part of the problem people
Yeah, people be calling me up them calling the ops
Thinking they gone solve it, yeah
I've been pulling them gon count ten racks
I keep it in a coffin, yeah
I just look at my phone
Look at them ops
But I just keep on scrolling down

Yeah, yeah

Keeping on scrolling back
They call me a problem, yeah
I be counting n counting them racks
And he gon solve em yea
I gotta the blicky right on me, like 123
Imma just switch the flow
Yeah, call me @reefuh

Yeah,yeah

Im in the back with the bag
Im in the back with me
I just picked up the mac
Yeah, thats neat

Imma rackin it up, yeah
Imma rackin them fees, yeah
Imma racking them racks, ay
he be laughing at me
I be eating it up
eating all of these beats
I be counting them racks
no fees

no fees

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/ydkm/get2knowme

Double Tap! (wubz)

prod by me

lyrics:
(7ommy)
bro, chill out
everything gon be alright
it's cold out
just close the door and spend the night
you know that i wanna love
don't wanna fight
d-d-dont wanna fight
a-all gon be alright

take a trip
baby, catch a flight
cuz i'm tryna see u tonight
feelin' good
got me feelin' right
right-right-right

(chorus)
and it just get's better
i don't care, i don't know ur name
together
i just hope u feel the same
it ain't that bad after all
ur the one that i wanna call
i just know that im gonna fall
yea-uh-uh-uh
i know
u think
that i'm tryna play u
listen up, i'll stay true
deep breath, gotta play it cool
left, right
cmon' make a move
u with me baby
none to chose
i think i wanna see it through
yea-uh-uh-uh

everything gon be alright
just close the door and spend the night
love-love
don't wanna fight
d-d-don't wanna fight

(chorus)
and it just get's better
i don't care, i don't know ur name
together
i just hope u feel the same
it ain't that bad after all
ur the one that i wanna call
i just know that im gonna fall
yea-uh-uh-uh
i know
u think
that i'm tryna play u
listen up, i'll stay true
deep breath, gotta play it cool
left, right
cmon' make a move
u with me baby
none to chose
i think i wanna see it through
yea-uh-uh-uh

make a move

Tn (kbl)

lyrics :

lost in a field of flowers
wish it was ours
i think that i'd stay forever
and we'd talk for hours
and we tell old stories
from when we were younger
when time didn't matter

i know that this isn't easy
and you don't believe me 
but i want you to stay here
cause without you i'm nothing 
but together we're something
take our time let's not rush it

(ambient singing cool)

look you in your eyes
tell you everything's alright 
and i'm staying for a while
so just know you're gonna be fine
i'm just

lost in a field of flowers
wish it was ours
i think that i'd stay forever
and we'd talk for hours
and we tell old stories
from when we were younger
when time didn't matter

field of flowers

prod: larue made it
mixed: me and @maxrrss
mastered: me

lyrics:
(killaura)
i fell for your lies again
said you changed, but you sinned all again
apologized when you called me
persuade me with your body
reek of his cologne but it didn't stop me
from getting what i wanted from you
it's a two way street baby i was playing you too
played right into my ruse
now you're dazed and confused
not dumb enough to sit here waiting for you

love is a game and i love playing pretend
lied that i'm alone and but i'm w my side in my bed
knock on my door and she lookin at me turnin red
runnin w a headstart to get ahead
baby i never said i wasn't playing you
crying in my arms like you ain't do me dirty too
too be honest i really wasn't feeling you
smile on my face cuz she ain't know she was being used

(maxrrss)
do you really want to talk again
we arguing 
and i never left your side when she was in my bed
and i find you always taking back the words you said

you never meant 
i love you
i trust you
i need you
i want you
but i put it to the side
looking at you in the eyes
i know you don't wanna cry
i can see thru all your lies

Ohhhhhhhhhhh
do you even really care (do you even really care)
run my fingers thru ur hair (run my fingers thru ur hair)
when your around i stop and stare (when your around i stop and stare)

so don't 
rely on me
to keep you company
i don't have honesty
you took that part of me and

(killaura)
love is a game and i love playing pretend
lied that i'm alone and but i'm w my side in my bed
knock on my door and she lookin at me turnin red
runnin w a headstart to get ahead
baby i never said i wasn't playing you
crying in my arms like you ain't do me dirty too
too be honest i really wasn't feeling you
smile on my face cuz she ain't know she was being used

older

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