😕

shallow taste's

ether

prod. yunny goldz
w/ @yanaali
note: this is a song we made in november when i jus started music.

lyrics:
[spoder]
ive been trying my best to make things work out
can't get a minute of rest, i try to scream and shout
i don't wanna get older
at least that's what i told her
put a hand on your shoulder
it's gon' be alright x2

[yanaali]
it's gon' be alright,
driving down the street at night
and you say you're fine,
no you're not, just tell me lies
yea yk i'm right by your side
know that you've always got a shoulder you can come to cry
I will always love you
no matter what you're going through
i don't wanna get older
at least that's what i told her
put a hand on your shoulder
it's goin' be alright

[spoder]
ive been trying my best to make things work out
can't get a minute of rest, i try to scream and shout
i don't wanna get older
at least that's what i told her
put a hand on your shoulder
it's gon' be alright x2

older

this is to you <3
@mental
@176s
art by oddy

[blxty]
i don't think that i've been alright
lately it's felt like i'm underwater
and when that ask say that i'm fine
really i am not okay
okay okay okay okay
forget how i feel
it doesn't even matter
it feels like lately i've been falling in these patterns
when i'm with you my brain is scattered 
feels like i'm moving backwards ugh
it's like i'll never meet your standards

i wanna figure you out
i wanna see why you frown
you know i wonder why it's you,
that my world spins around <3
there's something missing.. 
it's my heart,, and you have stole it
i'm falling into your arms
i swear it's all just a dream
pls pinch me
it's not real
it's so fake
i can't take this anymore
i swear that i'm just a bore
to you.

[mental]
i take a breath i cant feel
my lungs
im falling head over heels
for your love
i know that youre better than me
give it up
ill be whatever you want
this feels like more than a crush

ive never felt the way that i feel right now
ive never been so shy when somebodys around
ive never felt like i was bound by fate
but when i first saw ur face
it was already too late
for me

[blxty]
to me i'm screwed
i've seen the truth
see right thru you
i'd lie for you
i'd cry for you
i'd die for you
i swear i would lose it all for you
girl this is to you
da-da-da-da

[blxty & mental]
blxty: hey mental i have been horrible!!
mental: hey blxty why are you horrible?!
blxty: i put it all onto myself and it's WAY too hard!!
mental: i think you should rest a little more ):
blxty: i can't take this anymore X.X
mental: dont forget what you're fighting for
blxty: i can't.. i can't.. i just can't do it!!
mental: i think you can do it i believe in u<3
blxty: i think i can do it i believe in me (x4)
oddyssi:

to you ft. mental (sense)

we can't forget each other (prod. joshwa)

produced by ry @rywrrd
cover of wait for me by lei
@lei

wait for me

here we go again (prod. zuubek)

trustme/trustyou
@mental
@1yugenn
@maknae

[b]
like do u want me cus i think that i want you
is this what ur feeling girl is this what ur fond to
[m]
trust me like i trust u when i say i love you
ur who i hold onto if u got me then i got u
[b]
and when i hold on i feel better
you wear my sweater i write love letters
[m]
is this forever or not
i dont know
think about whats wrong
every night when i go home
[b]
and you tell me i should go
i never thought it'd be this way
standing in the snow
i never thought i'd see this day
[m]
remember when u told me that everything would be ok?
i never thought that u would lie to my face
[b]
Mihara Yasuhiro, my shoes got like 5 zeros
no girl im not ur hero i have to tell myself
[m]
i gotta tell my side
but its hopeless im stuck
always falling in love
pointless getting up 

[mio]
okay,, that should do it then ^_^
[azunya]
oh, great!

snow ft. mental (yugen, mental, 막내)

@1spoder
baby,
you've been tryna find a way to save me
but everytime that you look it drive me crazy
fucking with my mind on the daily
oh hate me
go oooh-woa
you keep me on my toes and baby
go oooh-woa
i don't get why you go and blame me

@jayya1k
it gets kinda lonely baby 
when i’m without your love 
and i keep fucking up 
but don’t pretend like you’re innocent 
you’re toxic i’m into it 
and i don’t like to stand out but i’m tired of fitting in
lie to me don’t tell the truth
say that i’m all you need and more 
i can promise you 
i won’t be anyone but yours 
so don’t you pick up when he calls
drive me crazy off the walls
but i want you 
i want you

hypocrite w/ spoder (prod. noden)

throwing up
this early 
i dont wanna be grown now,
dont worry
treat me like a nuisance
lets fucking do this
beaten and bruised
put that fucker to use
come and pour that risotto
my main thang move jus like a model
niggas knocking on my head i guess im hollow

lets kill the lights out
i know
i know
you're fucking my life up
right on 
right on

growin up

production by me

you're treating me like a criminal
i, needed rest i need some signal
i've, been running but im done for
gotta target on my back and a lot more
i've, been trying so damn hard
but i lost my cell (myself)
i can't play the part no more
feels like im stuck in a hearse
i can't feel my worth
i was feeling numb for so long

hide how you're doing 
its all alright
gotta blank smile staring at me staring at you
it was never even there
gotta break off
it was never even fair
gotta shake off
so no matter the situation
i guess i'll be stuck on waiting
so no matter the situation
i guess i'll be stuck on waiting

criminal

Beabadoobee - Apple Cider

frou frou frou frou frou frou x4 artifact

a new kind of love(imperf/art1fact)

produced by xona 

[???]

-lyrics-
I might act like you but I’ve been knowing my own limits
I can’t help myself when you treat me like I was different
oh my god, I swear I’m falling all apart and it won’t stop
it’s like September and it doesn’t seem to rot-

like you..

I might stab myself or two
don’t walk within these hilly dunes
I’ll fall right here and shoot through you
“stay by side”
I’m not your other guy
this isn’t choice I just know that I’ve been airtight 

I’ve been so upset, ember through my chest
where did all your friends go(?) coalesce
I might need a grip to pull me into this 
drugs are different, they walk into a depth
ay, yeah
caught within my skin 8 leg to my sight 
I’ll tell my truth and leave you hanging so you won’t cry- don’t try
ain’t one, ain’t by your side
so so, out of line? enduring all the fights

~

my life is hurting for a way to pause
I’ll hang around and let it go on
yeah, yeah
I can’t choose on what I’m on
I tend to change and I’m worried that-

talk down oh my oh my-
it’s on me to make it out alive 
more found within my skin
8 eyes, 8 legs
they left off from my head

the coldest winter seemed so innocent, swim through the rivers and reach my instrument
I threw my life on the line for a threat.
I’m so depressed, I’m at fault for this shit
I wanna run but I can’t deny
feelin’ dread to our trust and I cry
and I can’t find a source why oh I, hate my life I don’t need an-

spotify

spiders III

...

vocals by javan
production by gc
mixing and mastering by javan

apologies

<3
prod joshwa and me

https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/
https://www.instagram.com/joon.prod/

I've been up to nothing but waiting
It's been hard to sleep with the truth
I turn up but I can't ever face it
Gotta maybe start with you
Gotta choose
How to talk the way I did but I don't
Love the way I miss that stupid taste
Woah

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

She's so fine but I can't ever tell her
Ima scroll through one more time
She could be mine but I just never let her
But she knows that I've been dying to let her know it
But I'll be fine act like I never knew or cared at all
Loving's so hard when you can't ever talk about it

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I'm not gonna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you always get the notion
Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I don't wanna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you talk the way you do

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Shoutout Allison for the photo creds :D

last night

hurt

@jades714 @ssnoah

noah's verse was supposed to be longer but he decided to moan for a good 4 bars

lyrics:

[jades]

I don’t know what you want from me but
I don’t think I got what you need
So you can fuck off and let me be
I don’t do this for you so don’t expect to be pleased by me
x2

I see your texts and a few missed calls
It makes me want to put my fucking head through the wall
I shut my phone and ignore them all
I’m in my room losing my head in the dark

[noah.wav]

baby i don’t care at all like why you hit me up
i don’t wanna talk it out lately i’ve been feeling stuck
don’t wanna do this anymore
i don’t know what you want from me
cause girl i gave you all of me

[jades]

I don’t know what you want from me but
I don’t think I got what you need
So you can fuck off and let me be
I don’t do this for you so don’t expect to be pleased by me
x2

older

2poder