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Reach W  Alladin (soju) by kaido

prod. roku honda 

first song

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(intro)


(chorus)
I could never be the one you’re just keepin up
I could never read your signs so i guessed it all (yeayhehyaehyeayhyhae)
Hold me up to expectations that ive never met
Maybe im thinking too much 
Baby im thinking bout you
It was final til the day that you just rolled the dice (oh woaaaaaaaah)
It was fine until you’re outside with some other guys (guuuuuy)
Feels like ill never be  the one that you rely on
Cause ill be running round in circles when my times gone

(verse)
My legs are bruised up (bruised up bruised up)
I think you’re losin us  (losin us losin us) 
Oh just stick to the plan and dont be stupid
Well thats clearly a challenge 
Cause its so “hard for you” no 
Hard for you noooo
(123) oh i swear that its not working
Dude i try and try again but I swear that its not worth it
Dude just throw it in the trash cause you know that its not perfect
Oh i dont know when it stops so im searching for the surface uhhhhh

(little middle thing idk what its called)
I get its hard but like i cant hold your hand no more
Im getting tired feel like texting yous a last resort
Cause its about time baby that i learnt my fucking lesson
Its a bout time baby where i start ask where im headed
Aint in my right mind
Dont lie
Havent seen this picture in my sight i,
Hide mine 
Walk around the place like your a tuff guy 
You act like i could do it wit my eyes closed
oh just give me another second when the time goes

(chorus) 
I could never be the one you’re just keepin up
I could never read your signs so i guessed em all (yeayhehyaehyeayhyhae)
Hold me up to expectations that ive never met
Maybe im thinking too much 
Baby im thinking bout you
It was final until day that you just rolled the dice (oh woaaaaaaaah)
It was fine until you’re outside with some other guys (guuuuuy)
Feels like ill never be  the one that you rely on
Cause ill be running round in circles when my times gone (times go ho ooone)

expectations

expectations (roku)

circa december 2022

oh ill do it my way
just a whisper planting thoughts in my brain
i can't understand why you look sideways
i don't understand why you like dying
move this way ill hold you
you're so pissed off
i told you
i would run if you needed my help
im tired of feeling like im on the shelf
ill splatter my brain and leave it on the walls
im tired of liking you it wont resolve
open that door you know i can't do that
i'm jus a fool with intentions to move back

sideways

one last life
one more try
one last breath
one more cry
is this what love sounds like
show me what love looks like
i ripped out the pages
i lied i threw up
oh the truth, i can't face it
I'll be emanciated
act like i don't recall
what you said about it all
think I'll rest before you call

phone call

are you sleeping well and eating good?
bite my tongue, misunderstood
all alone did you heal in time
both stuck alone bby fine but not fine
puff yo chest up
spent a couple months over a damn dud
kick it w my bro
treat him like we're blood
done but we rlly aint done
we shoot but we shoot it for fun
tell me j tell me to love
and ill be there aiming the gun

i made a wrong move
i tie both my shoes straight
darling what's new?
you're half a world away
i bite my tongue and graze my teeth
at something only god can see
ask the teller, "what's got into me?"
he just sighed and gave me sympathy
my love, what's new?
my love, what's new?
my brown leather skin
your face of an angel
i repent for my sins
hear your voice close my eyes i'm in that condo again
when i was only a kid
when i was only a kid
when i was only a kid

what's new

produced by cmb
written, mixed, performed by me
i love you always
hope you're well ^.^

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you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again 

i told my pops i'll be okay
he knows that i can't sleep at night
the thought of you with someone else replays like hell i'm petrified 
my arms stained crimson red
i wish you'd kiss me and tell me that it's all in my head
feel like a psycho i stalk you and then go back to bed
without you i would rather be dead
without you i would

forget all that i said
unscrew my head and put another, lay me down to rest
couple folks told me i need to let it go
told them they’re crazy and i left
i know that i could be a handful baby it’s part of my nature
fool me once, you fooled me twice, so much for asking for a favour
why do you look so blue?
your eyes have lost their colour bae, what’s bothering you?
don’t mistake me for a loon, i see right through you
it’s not a secret i miss you oh i see right through you
it’s not a secret i love you

you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again

phone call

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