loosin brain cells

vibe

[verse 1]
i ain't think that i should make it this far in life
but my music growing big, i think thats a sign
my wallet begging to be filled so i try and shine
and my bros go up without me, ill wait my time

[hook x2]
window watching everybody pass
she tell me i should live every damn day like its my last
i act like no one talks to me but i cant open back
i check the mirror every night and i see broken glass
and thats facts, cause im 

[verse 2]
tired of responsibility
talking to my therapist cause thats just what i need
he tell me i rely on everybody except me
i told him im just tired of seeing myself bleed

[bridge]
and i know that i need help, i just dont know how
and im shooting for marriage but i suck with vows
and i dont control words coming out of my mouth
i need you around, im stuck in my house

[hook x2]

window watching

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[Lyrics]
you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

why would i wanna see that
its cool id never be there
never gave me a reason
been like this every season
i wish i could help you
i don't fucking know how to
and everyone doubts you
fuck everyone that surrounds you
i've got a silly dream
its better when its you n me
feel better when you're feeling me
well can you fucking stayy
i don't wanna be away
i gotta hit it off
its reoccurring in my head
tell them to fuck it all
can we just end it all
can we just break it off
do i look better off
i don't wanna be alone

you sit in her beauty
you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

recluse

performed, produced, mixed, and mastered by goodbyebrody 

written by goodbyebrody, $haded, and mochji

[verse]
I got everything I wanted
Now I never see you callin'
I swear to God I'm falling
and I'm missin' you if honest

Promise me you’ll never go 
Hide the things you’ll never tell me 
Can't wait for the night
Cause I’m tryna get you right 

Her honesty, I can’t uphold 
Block your friends, you call that healthy
Can't wait for tonight 
Cause you know I’ll get you right

[chorus]
I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

[verse 2]
Holdin' you through all the motions, till you feel the time's right 
Feel your essence when we're kissin' under streetlights
You pull me under, all these feelings I don't wanna hold back, 
Keep me closer, I can tell that you won't it go 

Biting my cheek, hide the pain with many drugs
Driving down, any place you feel like livin' up
Cause you got something, my heart racin', I can't give it up
Cause damn I want you, and babe you know that

[bridge]
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted

(everything i wanted)
(everything i wanted)
(everything i wanted)
(everything i wanted)

[chorus]
I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

caught my eye

prod. joon & Noah Koslen

Verse 1:
I've been waiting for a lover that could tell me
What I'm really thinking of drinking of,
'till my feelings spill
(you don't waste time)
I've been contemplating everything she sells me
But sometimes it's too good to be true
But you know sometimes I just can't help it

Pre:
Some days I need someone for the patience
Called you up and felt the vibrations
So just tell me why, tell me why
I need some love in these situations
Back and forth I don't wanna take it
Please just tell me why,
Tell me why

Chorus:
I'm just tryna warn you
I've been waiting for a little company
Boredom right in front of me
You've been sitting patient
I've been just embracing how you're loving me
Taking it so suddenly, I

(One, two, three, four)

Verse 2:
Having but I'd still rather see you (see you)
But, got people in my rearview (rearview)
Yeah I don't care what they're thinking
Hope you want to walk by me
We won't care who sees
You're just all I need 
You're just all I'm needing baby 'cause I

Pre:
Some days I need someone for the patience
Called you up and felt the vibrations
So just tell me why, tell me why (yeah)
I need some love in these situations
Back and forth I don't wanna take it
Please just tell me why,
Tell me why

Chorus:
I'm just tryna warn you
I've been waiting for a little company
Boredom right in front of me
You've been sitting patient
I've been just embracing how you're loving me
Taking it so suddenly

I'm just tryna warn you
I've been waiting for a little company
Boredom right in front of me
You've been sitting patient
I've been just embracing how you're loving me
Taking it so suddenly, I

company

i've lost it
no passion i'm exhausted
no rest i swear i'm worse than you
it's bad in the fall, get farther from god
mother i've grown so distant
condolence for the way i'm living
spoke too many lies
i'll pack all my bags and i'll move out tonight
but i gave it a try
spoke too many lies
i'll pack all my bags and i'll move out tonight
the strongest of hues are impaling your eyes
although i'm not perfect i gave it a try
i gave it a try
gave it a
i've lost it
no passion i'm exhausted
no rest i swear i'm worse than you
it's bad in the fall, get farther from god
mother i've grown so distant
mother i've grown so distant
mother i've grown so distant
it's bad in the fall, get farther from god

distance

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produced by jonah bru
mixed written performed by me
cover art by yinon

valentines day song
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thank you for listening as always

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show me how
show me how you love
tell me how
tell me how you feel
stop it love I'm exhausted
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I-

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

tread fine lines
when I'm with you it feels like there's no wrong or right
sworn by you, we'd grow older
my feelings attached
now I sit like a loner
oooh
I'll make sure that I'll
dooo
everything that you want me to
dumb ear had me in loop
what's there for me to do
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I loved

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

able

lyrics:

I don't got lies to sell you
If you want I'll pretend to
Keep an eye out
For a daydream of a rescue
I don't know what to tell you
Maybe I'll just forget to
Keep a cover up
On the things I never meant to

I don't got truths to sell you
If you want I'll pretend to
Keep a blindfold on
For a nightmare of a rescue
Never know what to tell you
Maybe I'll just forget to
Keep it all away
Say the things I never meant to

What am I supposed to send
Letters all wrapped in red
A ribbon or two or ten
For anything to make sense at all
Every single thing I said
It's gift-wrapped in my head
All paired up with some greeting cards
I scribbled in my bed

So there’s a ransom for a promise that I'd never hear
Burn it down and build it up for another year
If I take my pictures down will I disappear
That's really what you gotta hear, that's really what you got

I don't got lies to sell you
If you want I'll pretend to
Keep an eye out
For a daydream of a rescue
I don't know what to tell you
Maybe I'll just forget to
Keep a cover up
On the things I never meant to

I don't got truths to sell you
If you want I'll pretend to
Keep a blindfold on
For a nightmare of a rescue
Never know what to tell you
Maybe I'll just forget to
Keep it all away
Say the things I never meant to

Hear me out
I'm not a saviour anymore
I keep on melting through the floor so I can't
Stay around
Let me just get my shining armor
And go ride off on my horse

That's what you wanted right
A daydream of a rescue
What you wanted right
A fairytale to run away to
What you wanted right
That’s what you wanted right

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rescue

i made a wrong move
i tie both my shoes straight
darling what's new?
you're half a world away
i bite my tongue and graze my teeth
at something only god can see
ask the teller, "what's got into me?"
he just sighed and gave me sympathy
my love, what's new?
my love, what's new?
my brown leather skin
your face of an angel
i repent for my sins
hear your voice close my eyes i'm in that condo again
when i was only a kid
when i was only a kid
when i was only a kid

what's new

produced by eeryskies
additional production by me
mixed, written, performed by me

yeah, all the bad thoughts tend to loop back
i won't stay here longer if it don't matter
i prefer a walk then to call a cab
who knew leaving home would be this sad?
suppose i had it coming, now i just laugh
yeah, it's all fine if you don't think of it
if you do then you'll drown like an idiot kid
don't make me feel dumb again
give it one more try to make things right
tell me one more lie to cover your ass alright
i'd rather just bat an eye

how'd you like your coffee done? i'd do it right for you
lacklustre attempt at the best
i pour the creamer in and suddenly had knots in my chest
told you with honesty and honestly, i'd rather be dead
i told my mom i'm fine, i gave my aunt a hug
i'll spend my night inside while everyone has fun
i'll flip my insides out
i'll make you proud of me
but everytime that i'm down
it seems like you want to leave

what do you want from me?
i'm pleading down on my knees
what do you want from me?
it's getting harder to breathe
what do you want from me?
we'd make it past it i thought
i'll put my heart in a lock
and i'll just plead to god you'll be here

a couple lines across my arms
suppose that time is just a concept and we all return to god
i'd like to say i'm so mature, i did my chores, i handled love, i broke my bones, might take my life it was traumatic, i tried it twice my mind is rapid
i thought i had it all
now i have no one to call my own

i'll flip my insides out
i'll make you proud of me
but everytime that i'm down
it seems like you want to leave

what do you want from me? / take me back, i love you
i'm pleading down on my knees / take me back, i'll give the space that you need
what do you want from me?
it's getting harder to breathe /  take me back, take me back, i love you
what do you want from me? /  take me back, i love you
we'd make it past it i thought /  take me back, i'll give the space that you need my darling
i'll put my heart in a lock
and i'll just plead to god you'll be here / take me back, take me back, i miss you

coffee

tell me im enough
wont you ever listen?
to me
my darling
i found you all alone
alone

call me back tomorrow
ill be there if you want
drown in all my sorrow
ill be the man you are

you are
all i ever want
you are
all i ever need

hold my hand until we leave
your touch oh it heals me
ill show you my cuts i wont bleed no more
im addicted to you your all i adore

what's new

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