sample @e-veryday
prod me

am i doing enough for you?
my knees are bloody holding
i've been tryna make it work
for once

got my head in the sand
got some mud up on my feet
you wont understand
wanna be free

everyday it gets worse now
you can feel my fucking hurt
i never knew you
we're not close in the slightest
so excuse my words
i've been trying to hide it

myopia

life has not been very good to me recently

i try my best
so what
am i doing enough for you
you hate my fucking guts
and i hate yours too
and i try to make it right between us
but its all my fault and i cant break it
im sorry
oh im sorry
that i cant break my habits
i get that you get manic

people pleaser

LYG (wakeupowen)

i failed
oh darling
was your head in my hands not enough
pace my room for a couple bucks
i felt down for a couple months
did it all for a dumb ear
tell me theres no love left here
all the eyes disappoint
id rather die in this joint

pace

bliss2 (prod. brakence)

made april 17th, 2021

i can't fathom the things that you said
i wouldn't do it if i didn't have to
you think i'm better off dead
fuck all your friends man i didn't need you
man all of you see-through
man i cannot believe you
through all our differences man i saw you grow
finding your place and finding your damn home
i catch it then fumble the bag
i wish i was wise like my dad
i did before man i'll do it again
but this time i ain't confident
i ain't be doing this if i ain't had to
aching inside of me i'm on my last screw
no matter what happens i'll be here
increasingly hard this time of year

words (april 17th, 2021)

shoutout single ppl

sex scene in a disney movie

22 feb 2022

it’s weird it’s weird
i jus don’t know how to say it
looked in my eyes i’m antisocial
i wish i could fake it
swaying one way or the other
this won’t work let’s just face it
why does everyone i’m into
have to be just as indecisive

and i yearn
for a better cause of concern
wish i could close the curtains
get to flirtin
but fuck it i’m too reserved
and these issues merge to one
that i’m just a laughing stock
all i ever do is run in circles
and never seem to ever fucking stop

reserved

with some new friends thank you @riensu @1toge
follow them:
www.instagram.com/ri3nsu/
www.instagram.com/notmanni/
all plats march 31st: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/andrelv/want-your-attention-feat-manni---riensu

prod me once again

lyrics:
always feeling nervous yeah i never can relax
you know there's always trepidation just a feeling in my chest
and im running from my problems cos i never know whats next
really hope its not too late
i need a second to react

chorus:
i dont have any more reasons just to see you around
i just wanna hear the words that you wanna tell me
i lost my mind but u found it
why am i always so selfish
i dont need your attention
but i want it
every thought that i have always circles back to you
im so scared of you so i can never tell the truth
my heart is beating so fast i don't know what to do
im falling again and its so hard to find you

manni ✰ @1toge:
its so hard to let go
when i really wanted more now
but you wanna slow down
is this all a game to you
cause i dont really have a clue
fuck do you want me to do
did you want me to relapse
i just want my keys back
did you really mean that
theres no point if you dont feel love
so i wonder if i cross your mind
cause i dont really want to be left behind

riensu @riensu:
i've been waiting for you to come save me
cause after all we've been through you're still my safety
would you catch me again and again
dont want to pretend
but i'll be fine without you

r: she got me running back
m: she got me wanting more
r: tell me what its all for
m: tell me and ill love you more
r: lets get right to the chase
m: run around my mind like a maze
r: no text back like im not phased, at all

(chorus again)

my verse:
im way too tired to converse
guess i'll see you again
i try my best but it never works
cos you fuck up my plans
i swear im stuck in a curse
i'll never understand
im falling again
and its so hard to find you
if i had another chance i swear i'll never lose
you grazed right pass me
didnt even know its you
they told me everything is fine i really hope its true
you know its never easy but im weathering with you

want your attention w/ manni ✰ & riensu

prod @kuriyai443
@zephyrcove
lyrics
//

“I want us to be more that friends.”
“You’ll snap out of it.”
-
The sun is coming down 
Don’t have much time to get this out
Before the seasons change
I know you’ll never be the same

And it feels like it’s just all my fault
All my fault
All my fault

I didn’t mean to push you away
But if you thought of me things wouldn’t go this way
I lost a part of me, you’re heart, it fades to gray
I tried to change your fate, but the pain remains

But you’re saying that you’re  certain
It’s so unnerving 
And I try to be so perfect
He just don’t deserve it

But you’re saying that you’re certain
This isn’t worth it
You cut me open like a surgeon
You don’t see how you’re hurting me

I didn’t mean to push you away
But if you thought of me things wouldn’t go this way
I lost a part of me, you’re heart, it fades to gray
I tried to change your fate, but the pain remains
-
“What the fuck you talking about, okay? I’m your partner, okay? If you’re not gonna trust me with that kinda thing, who the fuck are you gonna trust?”
-
Say my name
Don’t throw this away
Don’t say it’s too late
‘Cause girl you are a part of me
Now I miss when you would follow me,
Your eyes are changing colors like the autumn leaves
And your skin is getting colder than a winter breeze
Made your decision but just tell me how that’s fair to me

Recorded July 30th, 2023

words (april 17th, 2021)

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