you need headphones for this
prod @chewyisthatyou

lyrics:
peek out too much
and youll get hurt
a frozen heart
speaks frozen words
reminds me of
that place we had
i tore it down
just to get nothing back

its all downside x4

its all downside (read between the lines)
its all downside (nowhere left to hide)
its all downside (you know im gon find you)
its all downside (all you have to do is look beneath your skin)

i dont talk to people anywhere i go
everytime i make a friend i lose another one
dont act like you knew me at my low
you was really hoping i was one and done
wake upppp
its another rainy day in the kingdom that i call my home
stay upppp
if i sleep again tonight take my hand dont let go of my pulse

its not as bad as it seems
it could get worse in my dreams
so i stay awake for the moment
but if i start to slip (wake up wake-wake up) 
x4

wake up (chw)

prod @wh0d
ft @nxrthstarr

lyrics:
(twoxp)
life been spinning slowly like a carousel
lately i been posted in my share of hell
we on the worst of terms, still wish her very well
i feel my feelings merge into a cerith shell
im sheltered from the world, and that's okay
i get my feelings twisted, in the worst way
were you there for me on my worst day
hope it’s only going up from here

they want to kill the dreamer, i don’t know why
hate that i won’t adhere, to their own lies
they think i’m a gleaner, i’m a low-life
you cannot strike fear up in my own eyes
they keep  trying to knock me down, but still come last
you can’t clone or knock off my sound, i snatch it back
when i glow i light up the stage, looks like a flash
imma drop dead on top of the wave, i lived too fast
get your own visions, stop trying to steal my eyes
covered in gold ribbons, you’ll never kill my pride
we’ve got like no difference, yet we still chose to fight
but in my dreams, we were so different, so alive

(hyland park)
damn i woke up still faded off of last night
time lapse to the last time i didn’t just pass time 
waiting, wasting away 
i’m making payments but they all go the same place
i'm fucking anxious 
i know it’s all in my brain 
it’s turning vacant 
only you remain at the same placement
i'm seeing faces 
i need new brain cells 
need new arrangements

(twoxp)
they want to kill the dreamer, i don’t know why
hate that i won’t adhere, to their own lies
they think i’m a gleaner, i’m a low-life
you cannot strike fear up in my own eyes
they keep  trying to knock me down, but still come last
you can’t clone or knock off my sound, i snatch it back
when i glow i light up the stage, looks like a flash
imma drop dead on top of the wave, i lived too fast
get your own visions, stop trying to steal my eyes
covered in gold ribbons, you’ll never kill my pride
we’ve got like no difference, yet we still chose to fight
but in my dreams, we were so different, so alive

dreamer (with hyland park) (wh0d)

ballads
prod @phantafiy @larua00 @margoproxy

lyrics:
i’m too regal for this shit
i’m too regal for that bitch
if i say i got a problem
then i know it won’t be fixed
i jus show then i dip
i’m not throwing no fits
know things never go my way
so i just roll out the zip

its my fault for tryna change me
yet i barely blame me
surrounded by my bloodshed
yet my mind only sees daisies
guess i kept you waiting
wait until im fading
he said i could trust him
but the last one said the same thing



wait its just another day
i wake up to the same things
stuck up in this routine
wanna see another face
handling these mood swings
who the fuck im fooling
they know that i havent changed
shes tugging on my heartstrings
thoughts of her still harming
need a way to numb the pain
but all these drugs disarm me 
so faded its alarming, like
why wont i die?
its another episode in this neverending show
why cant i die?
so numb to the tramadol, shit gets so unethical
why wont i die?
why wont i die?
i just want an interlude, tonight
why do you fight?
when its obvious ive given up theres nothing left worth living for 
but im still alive
gotta be a reason for, otherwise im screaming more, like
why wont i die?
why wont i die?
ill shine so bright
like a lantern falling fast, in the moments ‘fore the crash
guess im your light
and i know that it wont last, best to use me while you can

regal/wwid (phantafiy + larua + margoproxy)

@prodnami @n1lssture

when fall came i wasn't ready for the leaves
and im so ashamed thinkin bout what we could be
when it all came down wasn't hopin you would leave
and its so bad that im not surprised
made me so bad i couldn't cry
its not that bad im not surprised
when i look back i just wanna die
when i look back i just wanna die
i wrote this poem just for you
flowin just for you
i cried you a river size the ocean just for you
if i died right now would u care im hopin you would do
all i ask for is an ounce of truth
all i ask for is an ounce of you
but you couldn't really seem to follow suit
girl its all on you girl its all on you
he paid resale i pay the real price
dior on my body but ion pray to christ
dior on my body paid a big price
cuz its archive
had to chase a bag play my cards right
pulled up to the auto shop gotta get my car tight
rlly thought she was the one but she said that im not her type
im fuckin w saint laurent but other brands still got it right got it nice
when fall came i wasn't ready for the leaves
and im so ashamed thinkin bout what we could be
when it all came down wasn't hopin you would leave
and its so bad that im not surprised
made me so bad i couldn't cry
its not that bad im not surprised
when i look back i just wanna die
when i look back i just wanna die

of the spotless mind | prod. nami & n1lssture

come by (zeromandia, madoxy)

prod @sxnnai @backxster @prodjayysoul
art by @zzoos

they wanna show me some love but i do not know what to say
and for a minute yea ive been the goat
ain’t nobody topping my place
if it ain’t for the money or the cup
i would not be here today
me and you had a fall out
yea i threw it away
i threw it away i had to recycle it
the way they recycling flows they trifling
i made a lil money of the iPhone but its never enough
if she getting passed around like a cater
i don’t want her no more
i’ve been this way for the longest
and i’m never getting farther
God said i should listen to my father
but he can never face the truth so i can’t bother
true story and i hope nb saw it
how much blood i gotta sweat to show i want it

True story @sxnnai @backxster @jayysoul

i miss the snow
prod @fubarcfg

lyrics:
i see reflections in places that they shouldnt be
most of my attention is wasted on petty things
if im freezing over i have time to truly think
where do these fake memories come from if not my dreams
they said who you wanna be, the answer has them seething
i want to be me, but i dont fit their thesis
i dont want to sleep, they stole my fucking dreams
try to infiltrate my conscience, you can take your leave


eyes with no face, do you see what i see, i see eyes in the snow
i got ice in my veins, so it freeze when i bleed, i drip frost where i go
i can’t explain how their treatment of me is just the way that it goes
give up the chase, give my corpse back its dreams, cover me when it snows

i corrupt the fallen, broken, and neglected
everybody you’re scared to see fight
i wont die while resting, my voice is never ending
i show them the truth bout all of these lies
you spend time spreading rhetoric, say ill dont deserve sentiments
we’ve been told that we dont deserve light
i make art to cherish, make truth from my resentment
you hate me cause you wasted your damn life

eyes with no face, do you see what i see, i see eyes in the snow
i got ice in my veins, so it freeze when i bleed, i drip frost where i go
i can’t explain how their treatment of me is just the way that it goes
give up the chase, give my corpse back its dreams, cover me when it snows

snow (fubar)

@rayzuu @3eight9
coverart @zzoos

i can't keep my mouth shut
i wanna show u off ya
i got a fine lil hoe
i live my life out the mold
know they still tryna get control
but i can't keep my mouth shut
i won't keep my mouth shut

bitch i'm faded, i feel like no one could top me
my ex crazy-my ex crazy, she got people tryna stalk me
im a failure, and a fuckup, and i need someone to stop me
saw her staring and i wondered how that'd feel on my body
then i got it

i can't keep my mouth shut
i wanna show u off ya
i got a fine lil hoe
i live my life out the mold
know they still tryna get control
but i can't keep my mouth shut
i won't keep my mouth shut

whats the vibe ya?
baby i cant hide u no more
i despise them 
i deserve what they got more
i'm so fed up, i'm bored
i'm so shocked, i'm floored
i want your love
i want your-

bitch i'm faded, i feel like no one could top me
my ex crazy-my ex crazy, she got people tryna stalk me
im a failure, and a fuckup, and i need someone to stop me
saw her staring and i wondered how that'd feel on my body
then i got it

i can't keep my mouth shut
i wanna show u off ya
i got a fine lil hoe
i live my life out the mold
know they still tryna get control
but i can't keep my mouth shut
i won't keep my mouth shut

keep my mouth shut @rayzuu @3eight9

produced by me

"The higher we soar, the smaller we appear to those who cannot fly." -Nietzsche

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