follow the social media! <3

me:
insta: www.instagram.com/whywewish/
twitt: twitter.com/whywewish

jolst:
insta: https://www.instagram.com/prodjolst/
twitt: https://twitter.com/prodjolst

(p. jolst)

~lyrics~

(hook)
and he said that love bites, and so do i 
ill tell u that i love u but might make u wanna die
but youll be alright, just hold tight 
cuz ur scheduled for a rocky ride 
and love hurts, be ready for the burn 
u keep lettin ppl hurt u, when the fuck will u learn?
i dont wanna, i dont feel this way about no other
i aint been able to sleep without u in my covers

(verse)
yea this alcohol reminds me of how u were 
makes me feel better anytime that im hurt 
shes helpin me forget that its now his turn
i might mix her wit her sister, stuff this wood and let it burn
i cant sleep, n i cant cry 
tryna survive wit my heart full of lies 
i remember i saw stars in ur eyes 
but nowadays that feeling doesnt apply
i guess u never really know what u have until they turn their back and walk away from u 
u never really know where ur at until u feel ur world jus slippin away from u
and talks with u are the hardest 
blinding lights, but im truly at my darkest
i dont wanna let it tear us apart
i feel like we're at the end but this should be the start 

(hook)
he said that love bites, and so do i 
ill tell u that i love u but might make u wanna die
but youll be alright, just hold tight 
cuz ur scheduled for a rocky ride 
and love hurts, be ready for the burn 
u keep lettin ppl hurt u, when the fuck will u learn?
i dont wanna, i dont feel this way about no other
i aint been able to sleep without u in my covers

shoutouy halestorm

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love bites

quite an emotional song for me, I want to thank everyone that has listened, supported and all th cool ppl ive met with music, to me its so much more than just sound bites... im unsure of if ill make vocals again but im still so grateful no matter what <333

i havent thanked u, ima thank u for this
built something special with these special moments
there were some dark times ohhhh there was bliss
ohhhh there was bliss

im making shapes with the light, and its 3am
wishing i could c u again
moon shines bright on my skin and what’s killing me 
is th reminder that i may never c u again

the playlists, movies the jus u are here
and everything that made me feel like i was really here
id change the past if i knew this was how id said goodbye
not for my sake coz ur the only one thats ever cared

mumbo fumbo 

i having talked about my feelings like this
i having talked about my feelings like this
jus wanna thank u for all those moments
that u listened when i was jus talking shit 

u may never see me from this moment forward
a year without an outlet, i hope that u can move forward
moon shines bright and its killing me 
but i hope this light gives u more life and more good

i wish i could open up to all those that around me 
but if i dont make it out dont want a single feeling guilty
put so much time in perfecting what they dont see
that sometimes even i forget and i can feel my soul leave

i feel my soul leave, i feel my soul go
fly freely in the night, when its so ice cold
jus giv me ur word, promise me that u will let go
living in the past sounds like the worst home

im making shapes with the light, and its 3am
wishing i could c u again
moon shines bright on my skin and what’s killing me 
is th reminder that i may never c u again

the playlists, movies the jus u are here
and everything that made me feel like i was really here
id change the past if i knew this was how i said goodbye
not for my own sake coz ur the only one thats ever cared

thank u <3 (aer projects)

Produced by me
featuring JoshIGuess
https://soundcloud.com/joshiguess

Lyrics:
Hey you how long has it been?
You've been with me from my days as a kid
I know you'll be with me till death
That's why I cannot get some rest

Some rest yeah
Cannot get no rest
yeah
Some rest yeah
Cannot get no rest
Yeah

Tired of being with you on this road
It's hard to go by myself alone
Growing tired need some rest
Put a bullet to my chest

My chest
Cannot get no rest
Yeah
My chest yeah
Cannot get no rest
Yeah

I've been trying to work harder thru this sleep and deprivation
I've been waiting for her inside a tunnel in the station
I've been trying to find love thru this pictured snow halation
I'm in a field of flowers looking for the red carnation
I just need to get


Some rest yeah
Cannot get no rest
yeah
Some rest yeah
Cannot get no rest
Yeah

Wasting all my energy
On all of my enemies
Crawling like a centipede
Waiting for the end of me

Hear voices all in my head
They fill me up with dread
Sorry that it's too complex 
I guess you tried your hardest

No Rest (feat. JoshIGuess)

Living in limbo, your heart shines where he goes 
She said I have nothing to worry bout 

I said I been told that once before 

I’ll be your sunshine, and you be my halo
We follow the sunlight wherever the day goes

I don’t care where we go, the sun don’t shine in limbo 

Spiderwebs fill my head, ate my brain, should be dead 

You don’t care when I say I’m tired 

You bound me until I’m inspired
Fill my brain with chemical compounds 

Going through my high and lows 
Living in a silent mode 

Fill my brain with chemicals 
until I feel my brain explode 

I don’t care where we go, the sun don’t shine in limbo 

Living in limbo, your heart shines where he goes 
She said I have nothing to worry bout 

I said I been told that once before 

I’ll be your sunshine, and you be my halo
We follow the sunlight wherever the day goes

I don’t care where we go, the sun don’t shine in limbo 

Spiderwebs fill my head, ate my brain, should be dead 

You don’t care when I say I’m tired 

You bound me until I’m inspired
Fill my brain with chemical compounds 

Going through my high and lows 
Living in a silent mode 

Fill my brain with chemicals 
until I feel my brain explode 

I don’t care where we go, the sun don’t shine in limbo 

Living in limbo, your heart shines where he goes 
She said I have nothing to worry bout 

I said I been told that once before 

I’ll be your sunshine, and you be my halo
We follow the sunlight wherever the day goes

I don’t care where we go, the sun don’t shine in limbo

Limbo [+ sogimura]

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/sadboiforever and Low Hope

2001's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/Prod2001

low hope's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/ProdLowhope   


/lyrics/

i can't breath in this dense crowd
could you lead me through i need you right now
eyes piercing through me i feel naked 
could you hold me closely and recalibrate my brain love

i know that it's stupid
i can't help but worry
i know you said you will be here
but still i grip your hand so tightly

and i will never let you go again
i can feel my body tense 
every thought i reprehend 
still rots inside my broken head

and i can't bring myself to step outside
anxiety builds and i just want to hide
i think my body's giving up this time
i can feel my chest collapse when i look inside your eyes

i just feel so fucking useless
can't ask for help feel like a nuisance
just do my best to hide and numb it
a facade that's built with cuts and bruises

i think i have lost it
but don't know what it ever was
nothing like what used to be
lately i feel like a husk of myself 

i can't breath in this dense crowd
could you lead me through i need you right now
eyes piercing through me i feel naked 
could you hold me closely and recalibrate my brain love

i know that it's stupid
i can't help but worry
i know you said you will be here
but still i grip your hand so tightly

and i will never let you go again
i can feel my body tense 
every thought i reprehend 
still rots inside my broken head

inmyhead (2001 x Low Hope)

featuring @skrxwd
produced by @afterlife66 & @jolst
engineered by @marcdoesmusic

LYRICS
say my name
(only say I love you, when nobody's around you)
when you can
(wish I didn't want you, even though I want to)
say my name
when you feel me in your veins
say my name
(only say baby I love you when nobody's around you)

there's something missing without you
the sunlight's missing from my room
I stay up late with the blood moon
the notes I kept smell just like you
I lost the way, wasn't just you I was heading down this road anyway
I still replay, every memory just like you'd play me green day

say my name
(only say I love you, when nobody's around you)
when you can
(wish I didn't want you, even though I want to)
say my name
when you feel me in your veins
say my name
(only say baby I love you when nobody's around you)

I can't even front, I fucking miss you
telling everyone you're scared I might diss you
still upset but I just wanna kiss you
hit my line, anytime, not an issue
you don't even care
whether I'm here or there
I'll never be what you want, yeah I'm aware
everything feels like a chore, watch the rain pour
why'd you have to even up the score?

say my name
(only say I love you, when nobody's around you)
when you can
(wish I didn't want you, even though I want to)
say my name
when you feel me in your veins
say my name
(only say baby I love you when nobody's around you)

say my name (feat. skrwd) (prod. by afterlife & jolst)

--wrote this in the beginning of october--

im staying up all night, i cant stop to cry
dont tell me i will get better cus i'll be gone 'fore december
she loves these fucked up eyes
in another life i might be living forever i want someone to remember
the way i felt these days when they called me crazy
give me 16 days and that bitch will hate me
its okay
yea its okay
i'll be okay, she'll be okay :)

december (hateful)

ily <3

Im sorry that we didnt last
I just want all this pain in the past
Our pictures still intact with the frame
Life wont ever feel like the same 
Oh no
Oh no

Depressed when i wake up
You ask that we make up
U cheat then we break up
Its toxic
And i dont want to be an option 
Oh no

And im so sorry that i couldnt change
You look at my face and im one to blame
You say that you love me
You say that you hate me
I dont care anymore 
Im sorry…

Im sorry that we didnt last
I just want all this pain in the past
Our pictures still intact with the frame
Life wont ever feel like the same 
Oh no
Oh no
Oh no

I know
I know

Prod @jeweler737

its the same feeling every night and i hate it... (jewelryboy)

You become what you consume, n I only consume greatness, im an overachiever

Overachiever (Balenci02)

farewell for now I guess

Producer acc: https://soundcloud.com/windyboi
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/5nite_/?hl=en

No Rest (feat. JoshIGuess)

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