this got me fucked up in the crib ordering subway at 3am

@i9bonsai @prodchapter @o9seren1ty

~Lyrics~

yung leo:
Won’t stop waiting on your love
And I tryna make my heart stop, calling up the plug
And wanna enjoy this, ima live it up
I can’t never stop, quit nor give up, cuz this shit runs in my blood

Ima flip the switch up yeah no matter what it does
Caught up in the past it doesn’t matter what it was
Always rollin marijuana blunts, jus because
I might pop another xan, yellow school bus
  
You a fan, please stop actin like you knew us
Me and Zane doin loosie in the tour bus
She looked me in the eye and said she don’t want lose us
If you don’t fuck wit RBiM you a loser 

Baby girl I really see you in my future
And you know I had options but I had to choose her
Everything you see Louie V, check the shoes first
But I didn’t check the price tag to amuse her

Now I’m covered I’m bruises
Runnin’ low on fuel
And I started hearing voices
Trying to get to a new world


i9bonsai:
y wld i evr evr tlk2u
tha mor tht i do im nt gtn thru
cz i cnt evn deal wit ya attitud
underneath thes grn trees dnt nd tht bluu

so u pt me2tha test nw
abandon it,, it gts rundwn
i go awy dnt nd2b found
go far awy,, awy frum dis twn

i gt it,, think of it thn i gt sick
wlk in bliss i dnt nd2fllw it
toss n turn cnt recovr from tht hit
nw im ovr ovr all dis shtt

y wnt u chang it,,
i cnt kp chasn
bck n forth pacin
lukawy gazn

in my blood +i9bonsai (chapter x sereN1ty)

secret + emorave (shinju)

lil dovas + emotionals3k - dior shades (prod. silver + deadat18)

@with3rx
@1yugenn
@misoo74



見つめないで
im sitting in ur room and tryna think of what to say
my mind is going blank
i tried to treat this life just like a game
now i dont wanna play
tryna figure out wtf happened to me
離れないで
dont act like u dont know i see it in ur face
i get so high i wonder if i'll sober in a day
i used to be  the 1 u tripped me up i fell in 2nd place
wtf happened to me?

another day its nothing new im a NEET
it feels like everybody's picking u over me
i get too high and i cant stand on my feet
is it really how u want this to be?
im just trying not to stumble or fall
im ignoring every text every call
i try to figure if its worth it at all
i try to figure if its worth it
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
walk up in the store swipe my card and tell em charge it
dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
fucked it up again and now im begging for your pardont
fuck me up again i didn't think it would be harmless

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

2x
eyes roll back im no longer here
my only chance to make it - lost

feel like im frozen to the ground theres no way around 
i cannot move cant make a sound ill never be found 
and i dont kno who to trust its so hard for me
they never stay at all only take my heart from me 

your so cold im freezing to death, so cold i cant catch a breath
u got me so obsessed and now theres notging left
i cant tell if im in the wrong or right 
but i know 4sure that i cannot win this fight
i think i learned my lesson 
if you love something then you should never let it go 
or you will never get it back
took me time to accept it but i might never make it
never take things for granted or you will soon regret it 

i wanna run away and dont look back 
need sum time to get things off my mind 
need sum time to realize that ive been blind for so long, blind for so long

lost「sp00 + craves」

vox prod mix by me ( @bigdog30k)
music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjxgBrk4ZNI

ill get back on my feet
i know i always repeat
i have been right here before
and i cant talk i cant see
its so much worse than it seems
ive been hurt like this before
and itll happen again

ill tape this body shut and ill bolt my throat
ill walk a thousand miles in this room
ill let this body rot and i hope it floats
ill do whatever u want me to

ill be the swan by the lake
ill be the one that breaks

i cant stand
i cant stand it any longer than i have
it feels bad
grab these hands
everyday is getting longer than the last
it feels bad

everything is falling apart x3

ill tape this body shut and ill bolt my throat
ill walk a thousand miles in this room
ill let this body rot and i hope it floats
ill do whatever u want me to

today im rotting
today
ill do whatever you want me to
x2

back on my feet

@prodpitfall
prod me + @kojowav

[pitfall]
red and blue pills
like its 3d
copy what i do 
like a cd
take another 2
it aint easy 
yeah they follow what i do they wanna b me 

really i dont pay attention
can u please get the fuck up out my mentions 
h&k it got extentions
on the top of the roof with intervention

[emo]
go, go away
i dont feel okay ;~;
i wont do what u say
cant wait, theres no delay..

we're falling out
i tried 2 calm u down
its just me left now :c
im slowly bleeding out :c

u always wore me down :(
its so dark n its storming out
hollow eyes watching snow fall down o__o
its no surprise that i dont know how ._. 

[pitfall]
its just me vs. me
walk in n i spend about 3
cant decide who to be
ill stick around but i cant guarantee

shout out uly thats my bro, forever
she say that we dont talk alot, i think its for the better
i just wish i could forget her
yeah i think im lucky walkin round i got horseshoes on my sweater

i feel like im sg, can u blame me?
i dont keep a xd, im the same me 
and if u wanna feature gotta pay me
yeah im past all that shit I know u hate me

spotify ^w^

i dont feel okay +pitfall prod. emorave & kojo

art by @snarge <3 prod. artemys

staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will
staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will

seeing all these things they only exist in my dreams
i love it when you smile you're the only one i see
i'd hold you above me if the darkness underneath
i don't wanna hurt you you're the one that's meant for me
i know somethings don't play out the way we want em 
i got racks up in my jeans you know i'll spend it on you
only time i see my future when i'm standing next to you
girl you're my forever no we don't play by the rules
staring at you i get lost inside your eyes
you say i'm bluffing but i tell you all the time
i've been searching for you like all of my life
now i'll never let you outside of my sight

girl it's just how i feel 
(yea it's just how i feel, yea it's just how i feel)
girl it's just how i feel 
(yea it's just how i feel, yea it's just how i feel)

staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will
staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will

(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)

For U (artemys)

@wolfyysfine
@aimemia

i wish tht time cld stop 
but it keeps goin :/
i will drop
and youll notice
i feel lost
lost focus
i am crossed
aint nuthin like ive evr been

nd dis all da same 2 me
ive been drowning in my thoughts
like make believe
nd the waters deep
so dark i cannot c
i jus stay afloat
keep my sword in sheath

wolfyy:
youll never know how much u meant to me
come to think about it we were only 17 
so i thought we would be a forever thing 
but it was never meant to be 
no one can stop me now 
ive been hidden in the ground but i found my way out
but weve been fallin out 
too late to come around 
but its too late to come around 
u told me youd come around

ifeel_l0st(╥_╥){+wolfyy)(pr. emia)

blackwinterwells + kuru - soul gem (prod. pentagrvm & kuru)

prod @lllovbug @prodkaiser
mix @buffalobang
cover art adonis nahr

i’m falling, im failing
i’m ballin, i’m faded
in a blue light, i’m Lain-ing
in a pale fire, i’m bathing

stay quiet, i’m quiet
underneath in the basement ima hide
all the green birds, they passing by
cover your ears, open up your eyes
i’m fine, i’m fine
i been awake a few weeks tonight
a world on fire, ima be in the light
mama said, baby we gon be alright

مافي ولا غيم في السما
i’m fine, i’m fine
why do we hurt each other?
oh, i’m fine
i’m fine, i’m fine

a cedar burnt down and you dance on the ash
it all falls apart, look at what you have
you live in my memory, my dear
they sold you for a price
its all the same again
another day, another lie

secret + emorave (shinju)

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