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"home" lyrics 

saw it seep out of the stars
from a window in your car
it was in somebody's yard
it lives on inside your heart
until that's strewn across the road
until the lake is overflown
when it senses that you're whole
it will walk into your home

"host switch" lyrics

blood washed out of your nails
you can't be touched,
cant be failed like that again
"pack up your shit and go to hell--anywhere but here"
[deserve] to slip into yourself and disappear
in saying less there's more to take
it's only sex (and sort of safe)
through distortion and decay
[all] touch of normal goes away
[it] falls back
what would you call that?

crawl out of the pit
the wreck surfaces again
writhe, write her a script
vultures circle overhead
[still, it's] everybody
wipe them with a flood, let it end
[you've tried enough to know that]
[you are] not allowed to forget
[a] new host
burn the glyph into your palm
[haven't] spoken but she sends recursive superego psalms
if she [floated through the veil] 
would you finally feel alone?
[it's an ancillary hell] 
will [you] ever let [it] go?

"host switch" ver.2 (bookended by "home" and untitled)

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