prod. @66anpu

How could I forget what you said to me
This just feels so wrong
You feel dead to me
This used to feel heavenly
Yeah
Till you said it’s just apparently 

Want more
Wanna have some fun
Runnin out the door
You keep saying that I need to much
I still need you more
I seem to fall more in love
Even more than before
It changes me
I can’t tell no If I get worse

When you hit me on my phone babe
It always seems to late
I feel like this all day
I can’t ever escape
Doesn’t matter what I say
Every days a bad day 

Want more
Wanna have some fun
Runnin out the door
You keep saying that I need to much
I still need you more
I seem to fall more in love
Even more than before
It changes me
I can’t tell no If I get worse

How could I forget what you said to me
This just feels so wrong
You feel dead to me
This used to feel heavenly
Yeah
Till you said it’s just apparently 

Want more
Wanna have some fun
Runnin out the door
You keep saying that I need to much
I still need you more
I seem to fall more in love
Even more than before
It changes me
I can’t tell no If I get worse

☆ Heavenly

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Lyrics:

This feels so wrong
And it’s killing me
I wrote this song
I hope your hearing me

Fall to the ground
Now I’m broken in pieces
Feeling my heart explode and I mean it
Feeling so done yeah like I’m defeated
Tell me girl yeah tell me me what’s the meaning

I don’t wanna call cause I feel like I’m reaching
Discolored shapes in my head I’ve been seeing
Lost all my ego feel it receding 
Your the only one one I plan on keeping

Feeling like I’m dreaming
Tell me what’s the meaning
Doing everything but I don’t have a reason
No I don’t have a reason
Got nothing to believe in

let my guard down
Now feeling like this
I lost myself
Look at this mess
I feel this pain inside my chest
Wanna wait for the day till I stay in a rest

Dreaming (P. ANPU)

Phone off

Lyrics 

Wait for me to find myself just open the door
I know you think I’m doing less but I’ve been doing more
I fall apart when I’m here cant stand it anymore
A change of heart now you can find me on the floor

Make me wanna change
Make me dream big
Make me wanna do some things that I never did
I don’t wanna fall apart will you stay here
But please don’t break my heart need to stay clear

Done with the way that I’m feeling right now
If I changed my ways
Then I should be changed by now
Feel like I’ll fall on my face right now
I’m just tryna find my way out
Stuck in this web and it’s full of all doubt
Can’t be the same gotta take a different route
I can’t even feel my face right now
Doing too much till I fall down

Break me in two
Say you love me too
I don’t know what to do
Cause I can’t escape you
I wanna follow through
But I just can’t with you
So please don’t change me now
I keep on falling down

Hurts like the ways that I feel in my conscious
I’ve been doing my best to be cautious
But what’s the point if I’m really being honest
Your tears are stars if I had to say you’re flawless

Change (P. ANPU)

Everything that I do is a mistake
So much pills don’t really know what I take
I’m so sad and I need you here right now
Gets so bad in my head when the lights out

Oh oh when the lights out
On the ground
Nowhere to be found

And I told you that I need you to call me
6 am I feel so lonely
Bad blood when you see my face now
I know that there’s no other way out

I’m crushing my bones
Till you leave me alone
I got another call from you again
Again
Don’t make me say its pretend
I wait for the days to end

Blunts in the backseat
Money comin at me
She my only one
So I know she gonna back me

Running back to you
Uh uh uh I know you tell the truth
Uh yeah I make more love for you
Oh and I know your waiting too
I mix our calls with all these drinks
I mix it all until I sink

Uh uh uh let me go
Let me go

Tell me that you love me
I know you really like him
Know I’m not a saint
But I feel like I’m hiding
6 feet deep when I got you in my sights
Hello you I take it all for tonight

I’m a mess
My heads a wreck
I’m out of check
It’s all I’m blessed to have
when your making me sad
I’m losing all I have

Losing All I Have (P. ANPU)

I've Had Enough (P. ANPU)

Hangin from the roof
And I think I wanna know ya
Found it in myself
And I really wanna show ya

Flipping off these pills
Drop a few in my soda
I just wanna love you
Crushin on you over

And we dance for the night till it’s over
I don’t wanna fall but I’m never feeling sober 

I can’t even move
But I’m dying on the dance floor
She don’t wanna change
So I don’t even know her

Fucked up in my head now I think I’m feeling closer to darkness that’s brightness 

Tripping of a tab now she think she wanna try it
Feeling all these drugs so I think I’m gonna dive In
Can’t tell you all my secrets
I’m crying
Just believe me when I tell you I’m dying

You don’t need from me
I follow
Say goodbye
Wont see you tomorrow 
I lost you again
And I think it’s all my fault
Tell me to stay when I’m breaking through the drywall

Wont miss me
Just kiss me
And fuck me
And trust me
I love you something that I need 
your attention 
I need it
I feel like im fiend-in
I mean it
I see it 
I feel like I’m dreamin
Believe it

Dying On The Dance Floor (P. ANPU)

PROD ME

If you tell me to leave
Then I might as well stay
I’ve been stuck in my brain
I swear I start to decay

My god I’ve been feeling like I’m so done
What have I done I don’t feel like I am someone

You find a way to tell me that you hate me once or twice again
I feel like I am losing myself way to often my friend
And tell me that you love me but I’m so wrong
And I tell you that I’m here but I’m so gone

And I love the rain
And it’s all the same
And I found the pain
My heart beats like the rain

Sayin that I need some help
Baby save me from myself
I don’t wanna sit right here
Cause I don’t wanna go to hell

Switchback
All my friends say they hate me
Run back 
Got me feeling like the 80’s

If you tell me that you love me I expect you to stay
If you tell me that you want me
I don’t know what to say

Thinking back bout the pictures
I can picture them all 
If you ever need someone
Then I’m someone to call

When you told me that you want me back
I swear I had a heart attack
And there’s no ever stopping that
So you’ll just see me crawling back

Crawling Back (P. ANPU)

do you need to see (p. anpu)

PROD ME

Well I know
What your here for
Why you want me
You just want more

I’m killing myself when it’s midnight cause I can
And I know that you hate it
But I don’t know who I am
And I feel so sick of this
Been feeling like I’m trying
But I take all of these pills tonight
And now I think I’m dying

It’s too too much
It’s too too much 
I can’t give no fucks at all
And now I’m gonna stay up all night dreaming that we have it all

I’m crazy you know that and I want you bad
Just tell just what you are and whatever we had
And we could just stay up all night let’s just dance
I wanna be your friend probably more let’s hold hands

You are the one who makes me feel good
I want you so bad I feel you in my blood
When I tell you I love know I mean it the most
When I feel way to scared I disappear like a ghost

I know (P. ANPU)

PROD ME


Fading out
You don’t wanna see me
On the ground
Cause I don’t wanna be me now
I’m so sad
And I’m tired of the way this feels
I can’t even tell if my life is real

(Who’s gonna tell me when to stop
Are you gonna wake up when I’m not
I need you to live your life 
I run away when I say goodbye)
(X2)

I love you
I need you
And it’s no lie that your the best
And we both know that I need rest
I’ve been up so long in my head

I don’t know what I really wanna say
All I know Is I’m really not okay
I feel like a doll in a play
I can’t see at all I know there’s no way

wake up when i'm not (p. anpu)

sad asf
I just say what I feel
I hope you feel what I say
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