produced by @bazington x @1wasterr

lyrics:
gave up on u
tell me to be brave, i don't want to
watch em all fade when i walk thru
i just wanna leave a trace ion know what to do
i'd do anything if u could crawl back towards me
i know u've been by urself don't worry
i'll be there swear it's alright
why y'all talkin shit? they gon be scared when it's on sight
i been acting like i fucking care now i'm all tight

there's nothing left that's here for me
everything i kept u took away
hate it when u say that it's not that hard
always wish u'd stay but it's not that far
said they wanted me to change and it left me scarred
they all putting me to shame i just played my part
hate it when u break and it's on my shards
don't know how much u can take when ur my safeguard (3x)

do anything for u
i think of u every day it's just cuz i adore u
give more than i can afford to
u tell me i'm lying but it's all true

gave up on u
tell me to be brave, i don't want to
watch em all fade when i walk thru
i just wanna leave a trace ion know what to do
i'd do anything if u could crawl back towards me
i know u've been by urself don't worry
i'll be there swear it's alright
why y'all talkin shit? they gon be scared when it's on sight
i been acting like i fucking care now i'm all tight

i just wanna leave a trace :/ (baz x wasterr)

Heartless

[LYRICS]
breathe in breath out 
i wonder what you think of me now
i’m a mess 
i need somewhere to put my bones to rest 
i swear i swear i tried my best 
but i guess it wasn’t enough
i don’t wanna get nobody in a worry
but i feel like i’m in a different story 
i hope that im not asleep 
but i feel im in a dream 

i feel like i’m not in real life 
im watching from the sidelines inside 
is it me or are these hands really mine?
do i really make a difference outside?
i feel like i’m not not not real 

i feel like a sinking ship 
don’t wanna miss out on it
you know you know 
that i cry i cry in my 
pillow pillow 
i hope that you’re not leaving me alone 
cause i know that you’re always on that phone 
oh i’m just a mutt 
i revel in the mud
im losing all my touch 
i’m watching from the sidelines

i feel like i’m not in real life 
im watching from the sidelines inside 
is it me or are these hands really mine?
do i really make a difference outside?
i feel like i’m not not not real 

last song before the year ends will soon be on all plats hehe :3

NOT REAL [ako]

last time im putting in work
i called get left in the dirt
i struggled but what was it worth
i wanna find what i deserve

ill search for what i need
and not carry ur defeat
ill try to let it breathe
cuz i cant fight what i cant see
expect me to help but dont be there
u gon complain bout the air that im breathing
tell me to trust u ur just tryna reason
i take one puff of the blunt and im wheezing
said she not fucking w me and im leaving
ill work on something that i could believe in
and trust me i believe it
and i want some goals
do what i should
to be independent aint that what u want?
not another call
not another chance
u dont wanna be there find someone who can

know what i see fit
and know what im not missing out on
im working on something to count on
its healing and im tryna find
a new path to guide me
get to moving on im trying
and running out of hiding
now im learning how to survive

just wait for the pictures
ull see me up winning soon
ull see me out of the loop
and see all the shit i can finally do
and i dont got nothing wrong u just talk
gave that shit up im so glad its gone

ill search for what i need
and not carry ur defeat
ill try to let it breathe
cuz i cant fight what i cant see
expect me to help but dont be there
u gon complain bout the air that im breathing
tell me to trust u ur just tryna reason
i take one puff of the blunt and im wheezing
said she not fucking w me and im leaving
ill work on something that i could believe in
and trust me i believe it
and i want some goals
do what i should
to be independent aint that what u want?
not another call
not another chance
u dont wanna be there find someone who can

defeat (asperr)

[LYRICS]

my friends get on my nerves like all the time 
they’re all i got so i try not to fight with them 
cause it’s so scary out here 
my daddy told me that fear 
is just a feeling you feel 
cause fear will keep you alive 

you think you’re better than me?
getting all fucking jealous when they dap
me in the streets
yeah your clothes on fleek 
but your numbers don’t talk once 
you’re talking to me 
it’s all pretend to me 
but this is real life better watch homie 
and when i’m dying down 
it’s the only fucking time that you’ll come around 

my numbers are getting low
i feel like i don’t mean shit 
i’ll probably be forgotten 
discarded all the things that got you haunted 
comparison is the death of me 
but i wanna be just like my homies
i wanna be bigger than just something 
i wanna be bigger than just one thing 
oh i’m yearning for more 
oh it’s a party for ghost 
cause noboody is here me for it’s all empty 
i wanna crash out the devil wanna tempt me 
i see visions grandeur than this 
i hope that i don’t exist 
oh god it’d be blessing to fall 
for me to step back just to think of it all 
what did i what did i get into?
what did i get into it?
if i cause the problems 
then ive got to solve them 
all i do is fuck it all up 
i’m not the person to love 
narcissistic all the above 
i’m way better than all of you fucks

you think you’re better than me?
getting all fucking jealous when they dap
me in the streets
yeah your clothes on fleek 
but your numbers don’t talk once 
you’re talking to me 
it’s all pretend to me 
but this is real life better watch homie 
and when i’m dying down 
it’s the only fucking time that you’ll come around 

i do not own any rights to this beat it is all owned by strive beats :)

EGOIST [StriveBeats]

[LYRICS]
oh baby im useless 
without you my dear 
i don’t think i can do this 
but it’s been like a year 

no i don’t wanna die if im not dying beside you 
i hope you see me in the mirror just so i can remind you 
that you’re just like me 
you’re just like me 
baby we’re sour and sweet 
were u real or a dream? 

darling you’re 
bleeding through your nose 
do you want a coat?
do you need somebody to hold 
cmon let’s get you home  
while you were jumpin into beds 
i was drinking myself dead
my friends say move on to the next 
but baby how could i forget you 

no i don’t wanna die if im not dying beside you 
i hope you see me in the mirror just so i can remind you 
that you’re just like me 
you’re just like me 
baby we’re sour and sweet 
were u real or a dream?

lowkey sux that i will always carry a piece of you with me and vice versa.

SOUR N' SWEET

SOUR N’ SWEET [yungspoiler]

prod. flesh

lyrics:
had it backwards
like didn't that hurt
i was pacing back and forth
i cant afford
better
what i posture bad for
i'm so messy, in the works
all i'm tryna do is learn about you
a lot of words to say
i feel like im right where im supposed to be
i stay up all night and i just make it a song
taking whats in front of me
for granted
abandon your limbo
its simple 
once you know the frequency
you can dial it in
and maybe you'll hear it different
or not
it doesnt matter to me
the thought makes me wanna throw up
had one hell of a glow up
despite my paranoia
its been hard to feel normal
but still i stand like a soldier
i guess im growing older
i gotta fight for what i love
im going nowhere
if i dont go, if i dont go
out the way to get a grip on myself
i keep fixing myself
keep a halo but im giving them hell

backwards

prod. oliver01

lyrics:
i keep slipping
behind
where i thought i'd be right now
you'd think that i'd learn
the relativity
it's pinning me down
all that to appease a crowd
they're cheering me on
in my head
is it living time yet?
i regret not a thing
maybe that's my pitfall
i'm caught, my web
i confess through the strings
it's a lot of bugs
chirping and it's such an earful
i've been so
low on gas
idk why i treat my body like trash
if it's a temple to me then it's covered in moss
digging up valuables out of the mess
why do you see it like anything less?
every time that you spilt like a stab
not to play victim but you left a gash
i suppose i left a couple as well
i never would have guessed
it would amount to this stress
really it's shitty to everyone else
you can't expect them to fall for your spell
it's hard to believe but the confidence helps
easy to feel you're on top of the world
when it's all about diamonds and pearls
i guess i'm walking it back
go till i'm numb, epidural
go get a better referral
i know
the feeling all too well
i did it once before
another cry for help
i felt so expelled
i
was thinking of myself
when i just needed warmth
and i chose hell
i chose hell

bugs (oliver01)

[LYRICS]
ive got some split ends in my brain
my neurons don’t kick start the
same
i’m fucking tired fucking fried
i’m seeing angels evil eye

am i a joke am i a clown?
everyones laughing at me now
they love to kick me when i’m down
until my knuckles kiss ur mouth
the entertainment has begun
(got a gun)
i feel my breath leaving my lungs
(full of love)
i feel the acid in my tongue
(am i fucked)
is heaven really a kingdom
(chosen one)

am i fallen angel or what
cause i’m fucking everything all the way up
i know just how to fix this mess
a holy sword right through my neck
amen

am i a joke am i a clown?
everyones laughing at me now
they love to kick me when i’m down
until my knuckles kiss ur mouth
the entertainment has begun
(got a gun)
i feel my breath leaving my lungs
(full of love)
i feel the acid in my tongue
(am i fucked)
is heaven really a kingdom
(chosen one)

i love diving into rabbit holes
i wanna see just how far they go
i think i’m simply a mad hatter
no happily ever after yeah
cause
i broke my little mind
i’m running out of time
even tho that shit ain’t real
it fucks with how i feel
i hate when i get like this
cause then my hands feel numb
and then i feel like shit it’s got my head all fucked
so am i a joke am i a clown
they’re laughing at me now
they’ll kick me when i’m down
they’ll kick me when i’m down down
until my knuckles kiss your mouth

crying under waterfalls you hear me in the bathroom
i wish i never met you and i wish i never
had you
you wanted to be famous
and now look we still ain’t made it
you fucked my life up
yeah its all my fault
-----------
thank you so much to everybody that has supported me and listens to my music. This shit is literally my life fr and i love to see the ball rolling even if its by a little. This EP is gonna so epic can't wait to show u guys! <3

PAYASO

PAYASO [evilmiku]

h.e.l.l.f.i.r.e.
we been smoking pressure at the party
bass in the floor when you're bleeding out
i wish my dead friends could see me now

how long have we been dead for?
223 mac10 in a jansport
2017 i think lil kingdom was a man whore
2023 kingdom gave them what they asked for
2025 premonitions of a world tour

nowadays i know i got mad, mad, mad, money
i know that your girl's a fan
she been told you that for sure
we gon' crash down like a meteor

cash out like high roller
these percs make me feel bipolar
my heart's just been getting number
they said i'd get it when i'm older 

cash out like high roller
these percs make me feel bipolar
my heart's just been getting number
they said i'd get it when i'm older 

h.e.l.l.f.i.r.e.
we been smoking pressure at the party
bass in the floor when you're bleeding out
i wish my dead friends could see me now

how long have we been dead for?
223 mac10 in a jansport
2017 i think lil kingdom was a man whore
2023 kingdom gave them what they asked for
2025 premonitions of a world tour

nowadays i know i got mad, mad, mad, money
i know that your girl's a fan
she been told you that for sure
we gon' crash down like a meteor

cash out like high roller
these percs make me feel bipolar
my heart's just been getting number
they said i'd get it when i'm older 

am i the runner-up?
s-should i give a fuck?
your words they leave numb
her name written in blood

i thought i leveled up
the devil's watching at my wake again
you can't save the damned
i-i hope you savor that.

h.e.l.l.f.i.r.e.
hellfire
burn it to the ground
h.e.l.l.f.i.r.e.
hellfire
burn it to the ground
</3



hellfire (prod. tiresss & xtc404)

Anything But Minor Vibes….Please!

In many other woman
I have known
There was always a spark
that wound up becoming
just minor vibes.

But baby you set
my pulse to pounding
and my impulses
to love only you
are constantly hounding me
to astounding levels.

My heart is a sonic boom
times ten thousand beats exploding
when you walk into a room.

Just your touch on my arm
as you greet me bring tactile sensations
that leave me breathless and quivering….
setting my loneliness to withering.

The sweetness of your voice
reverberates in my mind day and night
resounding over and over again
with the echoes of the endless possibilities
whispering of the probabilities that……….

I will share your lips in stereo grips adding
your positives to all my past negatives
I’ll be you’re A., C, A.-ctively C.-ompassionate
to your D.C. all your D.-esires C.-aressed
transforming us into a love machine
with buttons of flesh to turn on and
sweet undulations heated to an intensity
that offers no impedance
to our pleasure unleashed.

A sensory overload that leaves us
both suspended in the afterglow
fingers coupled and bodies entwined
in a magnetic attraction that
no power on earth can match

The electric Fusion
and friction of flesh
melding together as one
becoming addiction
just as love’s predictions promised

You do light up my life
allow me to be
the candle to your affection
warming you until it
reaches incandescence
Lifting our spirits and souls
to effervescence
as we bask in the
essence of love’s bliss.
it all starts with just one kiss
grant me just a taste of this
and I will make you
my neon goddess forevermore.
Forevermore.

Splendid Music

Anything But Minor Vibes.... Please.-Version 2-by-Matthew F. Blowers III

Amor Al Arte 
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EGOIST [StriveBeats]

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