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@nevrfall
@cut_deep
(casperrr)
i love you, take care
i'm going away from here
i love you, take care
hurting u is my fear
i love you, take care
i will go elsewhere
i love you take care
i'm trying to stay i swear

i'm trying to stay i swear
but it gets so hard at night in my bed
fuck all these thoughts inside of my head
they telling me all of this will end
wtf i can't understand this shit
maybe we were never meant
to be together and we should stay friends

(cutdeep)
And maybe we should stay friends
Why won’t all this bullshit never end
And I won’t give this up until I’m dead
Got your picture lying by my bed

And nothing was the same
I struggle to find my place

(cutdeep + casperrr)
I love you take care
But baby I ain’t goin anywhere
Life’s hard but it’s fair
And I just wanna take you everywhere
It just doesn’t work like that
I waste time I won’t get back

It takes time and I know that
You wasted it all like that

(casperrr)
i love you, take care
i'm going away from here
i love you, take care
hurting u is my fear
i love you, take care
i will go elsewhere
i love you take care
i'm trying to stay i swear

i love you, take care. w/cutdeep (nevrfall)

svnam - now what do i do? (irby/saint tomorrow)

svnam - are you happy? (irby)

David (prod. Zoom)

ONE THING'S CERTAIN W/ SHIKI XO [+love, matt x pekarot]

I hope you just been sleeping,
I call you on your phone,
your momma says she loves you,
and your daddys' never home,
sometimes when I been sleeping,
I find it in my bones,
to wash away my burdens,
and put it in a song,

(she said)
I bet you got a lotta hoes back at home,
no one else around when I'm not home,
and are you making friends when I sleep?

and girl you don't gotta lie to me, just take yo self back home,
and go to sleep, try to sleep,

When I find,

the drug that hits me best, I love it more than friends, coz it won't leave me behind.

I miss getting high (broken bones)

It's been far too long since I got Teddy on one of my tracks.

I haven't been doing well in regards to my mental health lately, so this song paints a small picture of how I've been feeling inside my head these days.

Lyrics:

(HeyLee)
I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Bloody spatter, take my hand
Razor blade is my only friend
Things that never seemed to matter
You got my heart going pitter patter

Explain away the reasons I can’t find my way back to the way I used to be before
You changed me, and I don’t know why
I’ll starve myself to see the ribs poking out of stomach like a sore
And I can only bring myself to cry
I don’t see a reason to be here anymore
But reasons lead to treason that I cannot ignore

I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Bloody spatter, take my hand
Razor blade is my only friend
Things that never seemed to matter
You got my heart going pitter patter

(Teddy)
My health doesn’t matter
I’ve been going too hard
See a blade jump to my skin
It goes “oo la la”
Like “oo la la”
I’m addicted to it
Like “oo na na”
Like “oo na na”
I’m tired of coping the way that I have the last couple of years, um
Starving myself because food disgusts me, I hate the feeling
I hurt myself because you won’t do it, jump from the building
Freefall, heart beats, love is an illness

(HeyLee)
I jump to a freefall, end it all
Everything that I see seems so small
Everything that I do doesn’t matter
You got my heart going pitter patter 
Intrusive thoughts will be my end
Rewind the clock so we can start again
Any of this even matter?
It makes my heart go pitter patter

Pitter Patter! (feat. teddyboi)| prod. shinju x gauge

beat prod by: dercept x jang0
written and performed by: popularreject x kennedyxoxo
insta: @rejectvswrld & @kndyxoxo

funny kid + kennedyxoxo (p. dercept x jang0)

the ghost in my bed ft. cutdeep (secre x heyrick)

lyrics ⬇️ <3

(me)
cold heart
long arms you can reach
restart although I don’t wanna repeat
it’s hard for you to see
you can hardly even believe 
but I been going through it
so you have been deceived 

there’s high waters where I’m coming from
no way out I need someone to come and cover him
don’t bleed out
no high hopes I’m always suffering 
so astound
yea this time I don’t need a single thing from your mouth

but they’re never proud and I been alone
you’re never around to see
i don’t like my town I don’t like my crowd
but I’m not allowed to leave
somebody please help me
I’ll give you my love and peace
I’ll listen to wind hit trees
theres no way that I can sleep

and just like the rain all my tears have been pouring
she used to just make me feel so damn important 
inside
i trusted ur love but u sold me some lies
keep holding my hand while we wait for the time to tick
trying to cross but u burning my bridge
self medicate ima roll up a spliff
so unaware of the shit that you did 
to me
and honestly it’s getting hard
but trying my best is what tore us apart
and each time i talk you dont care what i say
i think it’s my fault im the one with the blame
and im sorryyyyy
i’m sorrryyy i knew where this would go
(me)
put the lights out tell everybody to leave
when the price down I always spend all my money
i try to hide out
but everybody come an find me
like what’s to cry abt
Like baby look at what’s all wrong with me

(greenwood)
'u up?' at 3 but i black out at 2
lately it's more than 'im not in the mood'
know that i wish that i wanted it too

i fill this cup like im probably dead in a year by myself
it's entirely on what i said
but i hate that you lied to me, fuck

solid states turn to disarray
at the edge, do you feel the same?
off the ket i've been up for days
you're the best, baby never change

i saw your face on the way down
cover yourself as it fades out
i'd be ashamed if you stay now
cover yourself, would you stay out?

and i fuck it up like a prodigy
on my own shit, i just wish that you'd talk to me
i feel at home with my place as a prodical
i take these pills, im ok when i'm off of them

never this way, it just fits so improbable 
hear what you said in the dark in the hospital
black in my skin i feel bad when i'm falling in
ask what had changed, i break down
fucking all of it

svnam - now what do i do? (irby/saint tomorrow)

7am drive

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