this is really hard ,it must be magical ✨

I listen to this wwhen i wak3 up

spend + nosgov (tgwog lito)

@with3rx
@1yugenn
@misoo74



見つめないで
im sitting in ur room and tryna think of what to say
my mind is going blank
i tried to treat this life just like a game
now i dont wanna play
tryna figure out wtf happened to me
離れないで
dont act like u dont know i see it in ur face
i get so high i wonder if i'll sober in a day
i used to be  the 1 u tripped me up i fell in 2nd place
wtf happened to me?

another day its nothing new im a NEET
it feels like everybody's picking u over me
i get too high and i cant stand on my feet
is it really how u want this to be?
im just trying not to stumble or fall
im ignoring every text every call
i try to figure if its worth it at all
i try to figure if its worth it
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
walk up in the store swipe my card and tell em charge it
dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
fucked it up again and now im begging for your pardont
fuck me up again i didn't think it would be harmless

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKEIpLhh9bE
@spira_me @with3rx

(ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵒᶦˢᵒⁿ ᵈᶦᵖᵖᵉᵈ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗˢʷᵒʳᵈ...
ᵏᶦˢˢᵉˢ ʰᶦˢ ᶦⁿˢᶦᵈᵉˢ
ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵘᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰ⁻ʰᵒˡᵈᵉʳ)

ill stand by this sword
til my knees collapse
i cant afford
to go back

i promise that it wont be like the first time
if not the second then im hoping 
for the third time

im a knight in a hoodie
walk around im with swoopy
dont tell me twice im not stupid
never mind im too stupid
dnd on a friday 
bnb for like 10 days
u call em ur best days
when its already too late

im with taher on DR2
we’ll make it through
this time
u think im stupid hmm 
i think so too 
its fine
i keep on doing
what u want me to 
each time
ill keep on falling down
ill make it up sometime

i woke up and felt like trying
gotta stay strong keep fighting
broken down by years of crying
carrying the sword of the undying
id never leave your side
id break my legs off
id give up all thats mine
id sew my mouth shut

collapse + spira me (produced by with3r)

10.Loser
It hurts, if that's how you really feel
I'm just trying to wake up in the morning and not feel like shit

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel

And I don't care at all
What they really think about me
I'm with BNO, Only time I'm truly happy
She like what I got on
She's trying to steal me from the party
She's a ravegirl and I'm a nerdy little dummy
Getting wasted but I'm not cooling with nobody
Guess you're confused, just know I'm deeply sorry
I have a hard time expressing feelings to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel
I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again

Loser (with3r)

(prod. gl0wrm)

lyrics:
do this shit out of habit
cut your throat then i stab it
fuck all your words its a tactic
feed off the hurt then i stab shit
i don't want one i want the whole thing
i can't feel shit i can't feel anything
feel this pain out of habit
feed off the hurt then i stab shit

i don't need truth can you listen
show u the truth can you listen
running off the fear can you listen
shooting up at the top, what i'm missing?
cut it off i'm off a hulk kid
cutting in and then i fold in
cut a hole with a saw bitch
feel the rot

needle cope kit
you don't fucking know shit
call me when your dope hits
sniffing like a coke kid
x2

do this shit out of habit
cut your throat then i stab it
fuck all your words its a tactic
feed off the hurt then i stab shit
i don't want one i want the whole thing
i can't feel shit i can't feel anything
feel this pain out of habit
feed off the hurt then i stab shit

gl0wrm - feed off the hurt

Remixerino of Bosnian Folk Song "Artiljerija"

Artillery

shouts out @buffalobang 

prod lil dovas
cover art: kbry x buffalobang

lyrics:

(lil dovas)
baby you're too cute, behöver insulin
injicerar dig som heroin
var har du varit i hela mitt liv?
ja, va har du varit i hela mitt liv?
du får mig tro att jag kan sluta på min medicin
om jag inte har dig har jag ingenting
du får mig tro att jag kan sluta på min medicin
om jag inte har dig har jag ingenting

hon har en blick som får mig att rodna
hon har cake, mm födelsedagstårta
men tror playar mig tho, känns som jag blir rånad
bipolär hon är svår att förstå ya
180 grader yeah hon ghostar
hennes synder kan jag förlåta
hon hemsöker mig som en vålnad
hon går inte att förstå nah nah

(kbry)
lost boy, innan dig jag var long gone
du var min GPS visa vägen home
been stressed out yea i been chasing clout
cursed af men jag känner mig så blessed now

kanske kan jag bli nå bättre
kicka mina meds bara du är här yea

withdrawls i can feel em
no flex, i'm jus dealing
emo thrash we a bunch of rejects
hon förtjänar mycket mer än mina side effects

(lil dovas)
baby you're too cute, behöver insulin
injicerar dig som heroin
var har du varit i hela mitt liv?
ja, va har du varit i hela mitt liv?
du får mig tro att jag kan sluta på min medicin
om jag inte har dig har jag ingenting
du får mig tro att jag kan sluta på min medicin
om jag inte har dig har jag ingenting

hon får mig att tro att jag kan sluta på min medicin
behöver ingenting förutom dig

(buffalobang)
baby jag hoppas att du känner likadant
vaknar på morgonen, men du är inte kvar
du får mitt hjärta att slå slå slå
utan dig så vet jag inte hur jag mår
jag måste dra, vi hörs sen, skriv på msn
det går ett tag, ses igen, det var längesen
klockan 5 går och lägger mig försöker sova 
men kan ej för tankarna snurrar runt dig
i mitt hem, aldrig ute
aldrig skoj, aldrig njuta
du har vapnet, får skjuta
så få mig att sluta

(lil dovas)
baby you're too cute, behöver insulin
injicerar dig som heroin
var har du varit i hela mitt liv?
ja, va har du varit i hela mitt liv?
du får mig tro att jag kan sluta på min medicin
om jag inte har dig har jag ingenting
du får mig tro att jag kan sluta på min medicin
om jag inte har dig har jag ingenting

hon får mig att tro att jag kan sluta på min medicin
behöver ingenting förutom dig

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lil dovas x kbry - Min Medicin (feat. buffalobang)

dolly - november (prod. ddertbAg)

dont want to talk(outby16 ddertbag)

Cried Wolf ft. Nosgov「prod. karasu」

@kkkarasu

and i just cant sleep it off
but i cannot get enough tonight
u left me alone

for you ill do special things
for you ill do anything
but you dont exist

im writing xs
on my face
just to make you
make you stare

imaginary place
it makes me feel quite safe
i dont know what to say
i walk by you in pain

for you ill take the blame
never i felt im sane
its like i cant obey
i cant stand what you say

imaginary place (karasu)

https://soundcloud.com/uknoxoxo
https://soundcloud.com/opal707
https://soundcloud.com/sg37

swear (ft. uknoxoxo) [opal/sg37]

nosgov + 5v - crush my <3「5v」

prod @lb66 + @lllovbug
mixing + mastering @crimsonchvos

juliet my grave is like to be my wedding bed

i ain't got no fuckin money heading out a tenner on me
keep a place in your heart for me maybe i'll be back on monday
everytime i trusted her my feelings got abused 
know you're not the same shouldn't take it out on you
i feel like fuckin romeo how could i just let it go ?
i just miss my juliet i just hope you wont forget
i never let them in when i do it means everything 
thats why loves my poison same time its my medicine 

wherefore art thou juliet ?
romeo like lets get onnit ? hell baby yeah yeah
wherefore art thou romeo ?
getting ready to get onnit boutta hit your phone

me and juliet holding hands bouncing to the shop
what we boutta get ? i don't know this is all i've got
i don't care what we're doing i just wanna be with you
we could be like anywhere but baby yeah, you're still my view
me and juliet holding hands it wont last forever
thats not really the point though i still want our time together
lets have have fun doing things that we shouldn't
you made me love life when i couldn't

Cried Wolf ft. Nosgov「prod. karasu」

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