undergo

eternal +9souls (hiyori)

Do you mind

school boiz (ft.okudakun,TAHITI,JohnDOE)

ill wait a 1000 days...

produced by @winter

yea i hide my pain
yea i keep it all inside
i love all my friends
but i shouldnt cut the ties
i love when it rains
they dont see me when i cry
i try all my best
all u do is step aside

i panic so hard
soooo
i let my guard off

breath... calm
theres too much
stuff going on
everynight
it brings me on
i told uu
theres something off

and u left a smile
i wonder what it said
i try my best
u never seem to care
bleed from my wrist
its loud in my head
there must be a poison
behind this mess

how do i find a way
is there even a one?
im lost
im lost
im looost

and ill just sing and dance
ill wait a 1000 days
it may just tore me to shreds
but how do i get a(way)

1000 days (winter)

produced by @kggn

[nurse]
i dont like the way u act
the way u stab my back
u keep me off the track
but honestly im alright
dont want u to call back
cuz everytime i throwback
deep inside i fall down
to the ground

u said that it always be aight
but i dont trust u now
deep inside my issues
i dont know where im at
stab me in the back
i know u been playing games
my dress is bloodstained
i dont know if im the same

tears down to the ground
i know that is awful
hide myself 
put my feelings in the bootle
u knew u had my trust
and u broke it like a waffle
tears to the ground
just shoot me wit ur rifle

idle
i rather stay idle
heavy heart it is made of iron
rewind time never ending spiral
wish i could smile more
but things just toring me up

i think i need a rest
cuz i been tired of doing my best
dont wanna see ur face
cuz i been tied im feeling stressed
i wanna change my fate
everytime i jus be leaving a mess
i think i still regret
everything we did in the past

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honestly (kuru)

lazydoll-riverside2 (Uztama Remix)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0DK5ZzkDcwOCvZ8F7e2w61?si=f3333685ad334fa7

co release w/ @bitekivibes
@i9bonsai

untitled

i9bonsai - untitled (prod frevel 5head)

feeluvsyou - 😢

森の中に座って
悲しげに飛んでる燕
聞こえないように歌って
行き場のない気持ちしまって

帰り道の雨模様
変わらない雲の向こう

i feel alone cause i'm cyring on my own
i whisper but you couldn't  hear my voice
みんな走るメリーゴーランド


ルイボス飲みほす20スフィア
あの時君おれに言う
「be aloneじゃないから大丈夫」
おれ泣きそうになって
鼻かんで笑ってた日すらも

病んだら関係が舞い散るFly
傷んだって耐えきって甘い汁喰らい
暗い道閃光が眩ますライト
深層に響いていく俺のcry

ずっと帰り道を遠回って
家に着く前に
今の悩みとか考えとか
終わりにしたい
I'm screaming now
嫌になるわ（気にしたくない）
irony要らないな
I don't want to be like that again

cosmic forest + asstoro (okudakun)

prod @winter

[mei]
i really dont want u to go...
id rather listen to your lies...

but does it matter
now u let me go
left memories up to shatter
u know that i struggle
my heart is fragile
because u hurt me
it turned me to shadow

i really dont want u to go!
(ill hold your heart 
while you hurt my soul) 
id rather listen to your lies!
(and stare at your eyes
while youre stabbing my back)

i really wanted to be yours
ive wanted to be close
even if youre the one 
that hurts the most
keep on trying my best
i only make it worse
nothing ever makes sense
i guess im gonna fall

ill be on my own
i gotta move on
i cant let it go

i carry burden 
deep inside my soul
i dont feel like
getting further
dont get me bothered
it doesnt matter
im so unhealthy
cant break the pattern

attached (winter)

prod me
art by my beloved

happy new years

--

baby im not enough
baby im not enough o-O-
maybe youve had enough
maybe u wanna go

youve gone quiet for the night
missed my chance to say goodbye
missed my chance to make things right
close my eyes i shut them tight

dont think i'll ever let this go.

ur the only one for me i hope u know
hate my fuckin self it rly shows
uohhh how to be ok with all alone?
uoohhhh how to be ok with all alone???

how 2 be alone

生きることに少し疲れた朝
鍵もかけないで部屋を出たんだ
忘れたくない思い出ばかりじゃないけど
少しだけ目を瞑った
このままさ 夜が続けばいいのにな
朝が来たら何か
心の影で見失いそうだ

何かに祈るように歌詞を
書くことしかできない
昔と今じゃ少しくらいは賢くなったかな
忘れたくないよ

池袋で夜を明かしたこと
渋谷ハロウィン 路上の血の跡
公園で分けてた孤独とチョコ
時が経っても自分を許せないこと

補助輪つけたみたいな笑い方しか
できなくてごめんね
僕は僕のこと未だに嫌いなままだけど許して
もうこれで終わらせようと
決めたはずの夜に限って
いつも見てるはずの空が
綺麗に見えてしまうのはどうして

忘れたくないことと
忘れちゃいけないこと

生きることに少し疲れた朝
鍵もかけないで部屋を出たんだ
忘れたくない思い出ばかりじゃないけど
少しだけ目が潤んだ
このままさ 夜が続けばいいのにな
朝が来たら何か
心の中で変わってるといいな

Quater(prod.irby × jolst)

by your side【coldspades angelicxmei sorisu ddertbag】

@xternalz

prod @y4ndere

me

yeah i hide all my pain away
just so you wont ask if im okay
hide my tears, i don't wanna see u cry
i thought it would all be alright

i feel sick i need an antidote
tears on my face and my heart is froze
eternity, ill wait for youu
erase all my feelings that i have towards you

i feel sick i need an antidote
tears on my face and my heart is froze
eternity, ill wait for youu
erase all my feelings that i have towards you

i can never get it right
i dont know where to go-oh
you hurt me so much
now im all alonee
i thought u were different
i guess its not true
tears on my cheek
im over you

@xternalz

I don’t want to disappoint now
Everything is coming to a point now
I’m just trying to get my voice out
Voice out

I’ve had enough
I’m tired of searching
A way to keep my head from hurting
It’s so disconcerting

Is what I want
A lie
Taking the antidote
To survive
I’m doing all I can
Just take my hand now
Just take my hand

antidote w/ xternalz (prod. yandere)

no insight + ROAR (nightclub20xx)

Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.

no insight + ROAR (nightclub20xx)

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