@y4ndere @lil4c

being here I’m sick of it 
I wish there was more to it 
to be myself I’d need permit 
I think that I’m not ready yet 

I’m rly stuck in this existence 
& I hate it so much 
I’m rly stuck in this world 
but I’m not giving up 

I just don’t know where to stop 
I don’t know when it’s enough 
I keep on fucking it up 
I’m tired of falling out of love 
so tired of you telling me 
these things I don’t want to hear 
u said I’m not even real..

;) at least not yet 

so far from
achieving what I’m mean to 
because I just cannot handle 
so close to 
losing all my hope because 
of you can you imagine?

cannot handle「yandere + lilac」

@7senss @emorave @tgwog @haveonlyonechance

senses & emorave - harmful (toshi x tgwog x tenoji)

@beatsbykrave @prodmichael

art by https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

I’ll only say it once, I mean, I’m trying to come clean 
Or maybe twice, cuz I think you’re not listening to me 
Make up your mind, I don’t think that you get it 
3x I don’t want to lie
I hide my self behind this
Feels just like I’m falling victim to a virus 

I just want to have fun, don’t hit me if it’s not urgent
Things they expect from me, no I can’t do it with ease 
Choices I made can’t be undone, I’ll wash my mouth with detergent 
So I think twice before I ruin everything the next time

virus「krave + michaelwarren」

@joshuasageart
@g_rippo
@scoobisalright
@prodgreentop

Art: https://lizard-i.tumblr.com/post/667058201595953152/smiles-b

Lyrics:
(JoshuaSageArt)

I be stacking hundreds up
Girl come my way
I just ran ran that money up
I can’t explain
Prada back pack
I be chilling wasting time
Feel like I’m on track
Feel so close to the line

I’m on my own, I’m on my own
I can’t stop thinking on you
I can’t go home, it’s not a home
I know there’s things I can do

And baby not a rose you’re like a daisy
And things feel so complicated
So I pack my bags I’m waiting
Hopefully you see I’m staying 
For youuuu
I am waiting
It’s trueeee
I just feel so damn crazyyy a-about you
I be in a day dream and I can’t get you out my head

(Scoob)
ur love is like a daydream
yeah its so bright
i think its too bright
i feel safe  
when we talk like all night

i just think that
u only really deserve the best of me
so ill take some time
to discard the rest of me

and leave u with the best
its what you deserve

take two steps back
think it through
dropped a bag
on some new shoes

i think its time
that we both knew
that im all alone

so take my hand
hold it tight
we'll make it through
this awful night

but when u wake
im not in sight
im fading away

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Daydream (w/ ☆scøøb☆) [+rippo x greentop]

back2u「silver methboiswag roxa」

EP soon....

@ton_bo0 @metisxx

and ain't shit changed at all
u don't care u don't wanna get involved
on my money shit i spend it at the mall
like u don't even care
but i've been doing better

this that italian leather
it just helps with the weather
and if i want her ima get her
and she don't know ima winner

if i fall again would u say that i got u
(u want me to trust but u know that i cant)
should i call u again i don't think i rly want to
(i don't think i rly want to)
these new clothes just some inspiration
i don't got time meet my expiration
u don't know what i'm on no information
ima burn it off inflammation

@1oneshot

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involved (metis x tonari)

@heyyitsbenji
@troiner

hold up
wait a minute 
yeah i started living but i couldnt even finish 
o e e o o e 
i been getting stronger eating spinach
and i aint got a doubt i know for sure that imma win it

shawty i just want it back
everybody kno i need it bad 
fuck it imma go and get a bag 
i aint worry bout that
she say whats the problem why u mad 
i just hate it when u talk like that 

hold up
wait a minute 
yeah i started living but i couldnt even finish 
o e e o o e 
i been getting stronger eating spinach
and i aint got a doubt i know for sure that imma win it

and i aint got a doubt i know for sure i got my brothers by my side
free fridvy (bro is alrdy free) yea u kno its synthetic for life
i want it my way
i been having thoughts bout how ill end up in a coffin
im sorry, yeah i think about it often 

(benji)
Start slow pick it up then Put that shit in auto,
 dont wanna c me yea i fuckin thought so, 
run it up its spenny but that sht was worth the price tho,
standing jn tbe rain feeling like i hit a new low
So its like that, i just want my motherfuckng life back,
i just want to get up on a new path, 
i just wanna look up at your face as you hold me, ill tell u that im sorry

I BEEN WAITING FOR YOU JUST TO MAKE UP YOUR MIND, TELLING ME THA YOUR FINE, YEAH IM RUNNING OUT OF OPTIONS
HAVENT BEEN AROUND MUCH COZ IM ON THE DECLINE, IVE REACHED THE END OF MY LINE,AND ITS BURNING UP MY CONSCIENCE
N IM OUT HERE FORGETTING EVERYTHING DONY HAVE A PRICE TAG I JUST WANT MY MOTHEFUCKIN LIFE BACK
I just want my mf life bacm



<3 <3 <3 

yea i started living but i cudnt even finish

Wait a Minute +heyyitsbenji [troiner x safe]

prod. @nightclub
mix by @omgnothere
art by rappit_umio
>.<
pictur what u wannt

picture (nightclub20xx)

tokyo drift

I don't know what’s going on, I’m just tryna find someone to love more. This year I've cried a lot, got too many lines on my body I've bled more. I cried I shed me a tear, dunno why she's acting so weird to me. I'm tryn be optimistic but my life is testing, if you see me irl don't ask bout all my wrist slits. 

I'm ashamed of myself, yeah I tried to hold on. I've been crying oh no, this depression got me numb. I love it when people tell me I've helped them with my music, I love my supporters I'm tryna hug them with my music. 

I know it’s hard now but there will be better days, I promise you one day you'll be okay. Keep holding on for me I know that you wanna die, you can always dm me if you need a shoulder to cry. Cuz I love you.  

I don't know what’s going on, I’m just tryna find someone to love more. This year I've cried a lot, got too many lines on my body I've bled more. I cried I shed me a tear, dunno why she's acting so weird to me. I'm tryn be optimistic but my life is testing, if you see me irl don't ask bout all my wrist slits. 


cannot handle「yandere + lilac」

Senses