broken hands「brknglss」

@y4ndere @lil4c

being here I’m sick of it 
I wish there was more to it 
to be myself I’d need permit 
I think that I’m not ready yet 

I’m rly stuck in this existence 
& I hate it so much 
I’m rly stuck in this world 
but I’m not giving up 

I just don’t know where to stop 
I don’t know when it’s enough 
I keep on fucking it up 
I’m tired of falling out of love 
so tired of you telling me 
these things I don’t want to hear 
u said I’m not even real..

;) at least not yet 

so far from
achieving what I’m mean to 
because I just cannot handle 
so close to 
losing all my hope because 
of you can you imagine?

cannot handle「yandere + lilac」

tongue tied + mitsu (shinju kojo)

@beatsbykrave @prodmichael

art by https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

I’ll only say it once, I mean, I’m trying to come clean 
Or maybe twice, cuz I think you’re not listening to me 
Make up your mind, I don’t think that you get it 
3x I don’t want to lie
I hide my self behind this
Feels just like I’m falling victim to a virus 

I just want to have fun, don’t hit me if it’s not urgent
Things they expect from me, no I can’t do it with ease 
Choices I made can’t be undone, I’ll wash my mouth with detergent 
So I think twice before I ruin everything the next time

virus「krave + michaelwarren」

@prodpitfall @april211k

art by www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

[senses]
its not like i dont like myself 
ive just been feeling out of place
why wont you ever give me space 
guess you dont know me very well 

told me u dont wanna see my face, thats not very nice to say 
i just need a place to stay 
dont know what im doing wrong today
dont know why they want me gone today
because im still the same
why do you go out your way to make me feel bad?
why do you go out your way just to get in my way?
dont know why they want me gone today
because im still the same

[pitfall]
Yea i walk in,
Pistol on my hip dont do no talkin'
Colors in my cup its filled with toxins
Put some wings on his back no these aint robins
Think im runnin' outta time, think im outta options

Dont know how to take it
Yeah i give u all my trust n u break it 
Put some faith in myself hope i make it
Take the real me off the shelf and replace it

place2stay ft. pitfall「april21」

EP soon....

@ton_bo0 @metisxx

and ain't shit changed at all
u don't care u don't wanna get involved
on my money shit i spend it at the mall
like u don't even care
but i've been doing better

this that italian leather
it just helps with the weather
and if i want her ima get her
and she don't know ima winner

if i fall again would u say that i got u
(u want me to trust but u know that i cant)
should i call u again i don't think i rly want to
(i don't think i rly want to)
these new clothes just some inspiration
i don't got time meet my expiration
u don't know what i'm on no information
ima burn it off inflammation

@1oneshot

spotify

involved (metis x tonari)

tell me where we are + crescent (veil strella)

tell tale

https://soundcloud.com/counterxo
I’ve woken up.
(again)
When’s enough, enough?
(enough)

If it starts with no intention, what’s the reason for the end?
There’s no brakes, no intervention, there’s no point to try again.
Can’t defend all my actions.
Can’t pretend that these distractions came and went because they’re still here.
Now the goals near and my head’s clear, now there’s no need for all these tears.
Pain outweighs fear, rust decays gears so the silence is all I hear.
woken up.
Self-destruct.
When’s enough, enough?
It’s an obstacle no, this isn’t love.
Feel so defeated and crushed.
Is this our future we turned to dust?

(You and I have woken up again)
Woken up.
(Open your eyes)
When’s enough?
(Feel the change in your heart)
Call it love.

counter - falling out (Pawl4k x 99k)

ouch! feat. killz (benisdying+redpriest)

@sanriorose
@blackwinterwells
@mkne
@prodcozin

cannot handle「yandere + lilac」

Senses