*+'?}][{%&/%(*'~2020

Fuck

July 2021

@y4ndere @lil4c

being here I’m sick of it 
I wish there was more to it 
to be myself I’d need permit 
I think that I’m not ready yet 

I’m rly stuck in this existence 
& I hate it so much 
I’m rly stuck in this world 
but I’m not giving up 

I just don’t know where to stop 
I don’t know when it’s enough 
I keep on fucking it up 
I’m tired of falling out of love 
so tired of you telling me 
these things I don’t want to hear 
u said I’m not even real..

;) at least not yet 

so far from
achieving what I’m mean to 
because I just cannot handle 
so close to 
losing all my hope because 
of you can you imagine?

cannot handle「yandere + lilac」

@joshuasageart
@qqqu1ncy
@beatsbykrave
Banner artwork: https://godenteredmybody.tumblr.com/post/655484120380719104

Cannot Escape [+qqqu1ncy x krave]

alucard x kirxcy - remorse

thank you for 2k love yall <3 @divineboys forever

link to drumkit *free* : https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Vhe8-yrQYPsyn5wWU_yQTvUnt_r-bXsM?usp=sharing
@eternalryodan @winteraura @divineboys
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1. angelrewire
2. 1wish
3. fall
4. defeat
5. see through
6. star crossed *bonus*
7. whatgoesup//mustcomedown
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ib: @akiaura @deadangel

majority of samples used gathered from @kirxcy drumkit vol 2

artifact [ep]

prod me
vocals by @silphyn , https://soundcloud.com/cometesh & https://soundcloud.com/xona

stream | download gate.fm/ZJYn3dNa

stream | download

light it up w/ comet, xona

need a model! freestyle (p. toryonthebeat)

@mrkittydm - dream diver
https://mrkittydm..com/track/dream-diver-feat

@fucktwintails
@blackwinterwells

mixing &&additional vox also by wellsy

SUBLIM8 〚twintails x blackwinterwells〛

ty https://soundcloud.com/wido123456789
https://soundcloud.com/crusifye
prod. spyder & 6houl
all platforms

business ft wido, crusifye (p. spyder & 6houl)

prod. @umru
art by @umru
with @petalsupply
+mixing by @blackwinterwells

4real (+petal supply) [prod. umru]

space - insomnia ft. sholoh (prod. 4am)

@sanriorose
@blackwinterwells
@mkne
@prodcozin

story ft. dolly & blackwinterwells (maknae x cozin)

blackwinterwells & 8485 - relic (maknae)

@y4ndere

https://soundcloud.com/9cerberus/have-it-all

https://www.instagram.com/lovefeltt

have it all (+ @y4ndere)

prod delto
had 2 make my first song in noheart a special one 
@ericdoa @delto
ART BY SHOTA

cannot handle「yandere + lilac」

Senses