next to you (prod. eric godlow)

Prod @Sinxi
Feat @hiraethsry

LYRICS
Got me so alone
Even from the start
Way you pick me up
Speeding in ya car
To afraid to speak
Leave it in the dark
Trying aimlessly
See into the stars
Got me so in love
An evil demon in disguise
Way you fucked me up
A trance to put in with your eyes
This girls a succubus can tell the way she fucking lies
But I Just can't say no to girls who make me wanna try

I don't love you I gotta make it stop
No lust moves half the time we on
And fuck you you take my fucking arms
Got me spinning hate the feeling
I trust you what makes you wanna start
I don't love you i gotta make it stop
I don't fuck you we gotta make it stop
No ones healing hate the feeling

When your with him i know your thinking of me
I'm only 2 drinks deep
I put his head in the sink
I'm tryna
Fight him
So im gritting my teeth
And man he should have stopped talking
He could never be me
I wanna
Leave him to the pavement
There's dirt where his face is
Fuck him while ur thinking of me
Do i deserve this?
Why you gotta lie when you leave
I'm feeling worthless
Stab me with a knife
Till i bleed along the surface

I don't love you I gotta make it stop
No lust moves half the time we on
And fuck you you take my fucking arms
Got me spinning hate the feeling
I trust you what makes you wanna start
I don't love you i gotta make it stop
I don't fuck you we gotta make it stop
No ones healing hate the feeling

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SUCCUBUS (feat. hiraeth)

produced by me
hope you enjoy <3

socials:
www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

discord.gg/hsUwdAJknJ

lyrics:

And I’m so sick of always fucking up
Always apologize, it’s the last time
Blame it on me, i’m never good enough
Lost my peace, now I lash out

Cant get rid of the taste out my fuckin mouth
Carve out my tongue, said too much, bleeding out
Doesnt matter what I do, it’s way too late
Screaming out and procrastinate

I can’t
Stay here
Mental
Dread and
Pain gets
Stronger
Isolated

I can’t keep it up, nah
Throw me out, leave me to rot
I think it’s easier that way for me
You have no say in this, so just leave me

I dont care what they say
I ignore, most of dms
I don’t know why it’s so hard to
Keep a convo, maybe laugh

Caught myself staring at the ceiling
Everyone pretends they know the feeling
7 years has passed and I’m still healing
You will never know what I’m concealing

Caught myself staring at the ceiling
Everyone pretends they know the feeling
7 years has passed and I’m still healing
You will never know what I’m concealing

blame

stream

produced by me
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socials:
www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

discord.gg/hsUwdAJknJ

lyrics:

Crucified
Out of time
It’s a goodbye
I’ll show you a sign

Out of breath
Cut my wrist
Let it bleed
Til I can’t see

No one’s calling on my phone
So I’m sitting all alone
Contemplating suicide
Cause god it’s always on my mind
 
You can’t say I didn’t try
Living’s just a state of mind
So I’ll stop wasting my time
Get it off my chest

I’m never coming home
Don’t expect me back
I’m taking all my things
All of my burdens with that

No I don’t wanna talk
Cause you’d brush me off
Or I’d scare you off
Cause my mind is like a wasteland

Fighting for my life but I can’t take it back
If you get too close I’ll rip your head off clean
God it’s just obscene
Can’t lay in peace

Now you wanted to fight
But look, I don’t have the time
You lost control of my mind
So its a goodbye

We can’t meet at my place
So pls don’t show me ur face
Just leave me alone

Honestly, I don’t really know what to say
I’ve got everything but still don’t feel complete
Always said that trust is earned, none left in me
Lock my room cause that’s where I’m safe

Don’t waste my life
Talking to myself
don’t need no drugs
Better luck next time

please give me a sign x4

sign

Prod @Sinxi

Lyrics

Falling for myself again
I'm beautiful at what I do
Take a problem or a pill
If it was made by you
I don't like the way I feel
And if you take my soul
Il never fuckin heal
And that's the way I do
Go on living new love
I don't wanna try and take a mission
true enough
Its time to make a feeling
For better thoughts
They don't like me
They gon tell me Im forgettable
On my life I break down

On my life I break down
Live a life that gon take my life now
I cant stop or escape from my sound
Live a life that gon put me in the ground
Break down break down break down

Go back
Never let me go I wanna know that
I don't wanna feel alone again
Feeling I know Just what u want on my own
And I can tell all of the things that we had
Breaking down the bottle again
She dont love me she gon take another fuck with her friend
She dont take me and im faded I dont start from the stands
I dont ever try to tell u why I dont understand, why i dont understand
On my life I break down

On my life I break down
Live a life that gon take my life now
I cant stop or escape from my sound
Live a life that gon put me in the ground
Break down break down break down

On my life I break down
Live a life that gon take my life now
I cant stop or escape from my sound
Live a life that gon put me in the ground
Break down break down break down

BREAKDOWN

fuck me 
fuck that 
i’m tortured now 
baby don’t hate me i’ll fall back down 
i’m saying don’t save me go find yourself 
one day i’ll lose it and drop myself 

rain drops falling too fast now i’m drowning in the snow 
flashback to the nightmare now i’m down bad and i’m cold 
breakdown in the bathroom, it’s shitty i know 
right back to zoloft and prozac oh no 

baby don’t save me i’m going to hell 
there’s no fucking need to worry i don’t need your help 
like what the fuck is the point if i’m losing it all 
life’s going on, pray i make it to fall

trapped in my head again how will i make it out
i can’t feel my heart, so please just show me how
i don’t believe in god but fuck i’ll pray right now 
but through war and death, i’ll always lose myself 

fuck my life, maybe i know too much. 
laid to rest, god i’m finding new cuts. 
adderall xr just to get my mood up. 
why the fuck do i have the worlds worst luck

baby don’t save me i’m going to hell 
there’s no fucking need to worry i don’t need your help 
like what the fuck is the point if i’m losing it all 
life’s going on, pray i make it to fall

fucking stab me in the back and then you’ll tell me that you love me baby
so when you pull me out the wreck, then you don’t even have to blame yourself

prozac

think it’s funny till you’re dead 
put the 9 right to his head 
leave a pussy on the floor  
imma put his ass to bed 
bitch
i don’t give a fuck, put a hole in his chest yuh
pussies acting pussy send it straight through his vest ay

drop a motherfucker if he try to make a move 
hit him with the 9 maybe 7.62
murder on my mind imma show you what it do
i don’t give a fuck, i’m a real ass dude ay

i am the reaper, cause all my opps dead  
look in the mirror, i’m staring at death
stepped out of line so i laid him to rest 
sit in my room with a gun to my head 

bitch please, quit the net talking 
i got a choppa with a switch and it keep talking 
and when you see me in the cut pussy keep walking 
cause you know got it on me like im opp stoppin 

think it’s funny till you’re dead 
put the 9 right to his head 
leave a pussy on the floor  
imma put his ass to bed 
bitch
i don’t give a fuck, put a hole in his chest yuh
pussies acting pussy send it straight through his vest ay

FLAWS AND SINS

don’t you know i’m down bad 
down bad 
i’ve fallen gotta run fast run fast 
i’m tired of it fuck that fuck that 
i’m screaming that it’s all bad all bad 

baby let me breathe 
i’m not what you need 
watch me freeze 
at least i’ll be seen 

i never wanna talk so baby tell me what to do 
i fall apart i fall apart there’s nothing we can do 
the noise is overwhelming and i’m falling for it too 
and soon you’ll see me in the sky and talking to the moon 
 
i know i’m not perfect but what can i do?
it’s not like i’m trying to get rid of you 
i’m fighting a battle and losing it too
i’m taking a hit, so i’ll talk to you soon 

i’m wasting my time 
i’ve stepped out of line 
i’m begging don’t tell me you see through the lie 
needle through my eye 
ill fight till i die 
i’m saying please save me while i’m still alive  

don’t you know i’m down bad 
down bad 
i’ve fallen gotta run fast run fast 
i’m tired of it fuck that fuck that 
i’m screaming that it’s all bad all bad 
(oh no)

detach [prod. Jolst X 88STRAIT]

guitar played by @user-374890447

lyrics:
what do you know about this
what do you know about this
oh what do you know about this
I'm sick of saying that I'm okay

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
im sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone

say what u done to me
you open me gave me misery
you blow out the candle as i set it alight
fate wasn't kind to me
your over me were history
into someone else
erases every part of me

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i prey it don't
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone

anxiety

@decayinganyways @tnvr555

// decaying
break it down, all to the ground
and one day now, you will be proud
of the things I’ve done, all over round
and I’ll try my best, and hope I don’t drown

and i, i don’t wanna die young
guess i’m feeling like i haven’t done enough
wasted all this time so now i gotta catch up
but everything i’ve done it never feels like much

i was so fucked up in that year
and ever since then now, it’s so clear
and everything i fear now, i hold dear
oh no

so is it fucked up
i been feeling like i haven’t done enough
and i been feeling like i haven’t tried enough
tell me why i always gotta mess it up
fuck it up
so is it fucked up
i been feeling like i haven’t done enough
i been feeling like i haven’t tried enough
tell me why i always gotta mess it up
fuck it up

// geist
oh oh
so they all listen now
guess i’m on a roll
do i make u proud?
you’re the sweetest ghost
knew what i’m about..
now i’ve lost the most
can i make it out?

aha
sit back
watch afar i swear i’ll make a change
it’s sad that
that our paths will never cross again
it’s all love but we have to go our separate ways
cause i can’t follow you if we don’t see the same

there’s music in my veins
i bleed to numb the pain
if i die young
i’m grateful that u knew my name
if i die young
just know i’m in a better place
so promise you’ll remember i gave everything

// geist & decay
i’ll dream tonight
hold it tight
hope my life
turns out fine

FLAWS AND SINS

☆88STRAIT☆(@88STRAIT)

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