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9ghost

[Lyrics]

I’m scared to dream that nothing’s what it seems
They’re all just lies in your eyes
	
Im scared to show if things aren’t gonna go
Nothing lasts forever I know

But everyday the smiles giving me
Go up to the moon and i believe
Anywhere with you is where I really wanna be

Im going down on my own and please don’t follow me now
But we’ll find each other somehow

But you’re here by my side
Under those stars at night I pray to you

Rosy summer nights
Looking into your eyes and think it thru

Is it fate is it love
Nothing lasts forever



Now i know whats right
Whenever youre in sight
All your stars light up my sky

Got nothing to lose
Ive been used and bruised
Hold me whenever I cry

But everyday the smiles giving me
Go up to the moon and i believe
Anywhere with you if where I really wanna be

Im going down on my own and please don’t follow me now
But we’ll find each other somehow

But you’re here by my side
Under those stars at night I pray to you

Rosy summer nights
Looking into your eyes and think it thru

Is it fate is it love
Nothing lasts forever



The roses you gave me
Crimson like the blood I saw that night
Last ten days you and i

Ill be gone you’ll be under the lights

If this fate is this life
Something I always wanted

Nothing lasts forever
But ill still continue to love you


original title : 花無十日紅 (memento mori)
by Byeminty

memento mori

original - https://soundcloud.com/ssgko/proud-prod-bbasedtj
kobe dont strike me bro lmaooo

decided to make a cover to proud by ssgkobe cuz class ended early

Ssgkobe - Proud (qulan Orchestral Cover)

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Get Into Danganronpa (yuh) [Get Into it remix]

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Doja Cat - Get Into Danganronpa (yuh) [Get Into it remix]

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Notoriously Fast (Kai Whiston Remix) [feat. Deto Black, Izzy Spears]

ODDWIN - BUSS (Natsu Fuji Remix) [jus hav fun vol 2 remix contest]

ongoing love is like
walking through an empty space
with my eyes both covered I
can’t see through the misty place

my piece of mind can’t put into words
soundscape it instead
all my urges after all these years
can’t fight back until I’m dead 
(I’m dead)

this war will never end
(will this war ever end)

back to my old habits 
the bad kind of nostalgia
but i just had to have it
enslaved to my insomnia


my piece of mind can’t put into words
soundscape it instead
all my urges after all these years
can’t fight back until I’m dead 
(I’m dead)

[Chorus]
memories of the things said and done
wasting time trying to blame
just when I think I’m flying to the sun
but I’m just a moth to the flame

going back to my own ways
entire world is watching you wither away
every eye on the things you do
while counting the days wishing 
that you were okay

moth to the flame
making the same mistakes
your eyes are fake

[Bridge]
don’t you fly too close to the sun
both your wings will fall apart
staying in, paler than the moon
and the getting out, that’s always hard

[Chorus]

think about the times you’ve loved and won
forget about the other side of the moon

hold my hand, let’s dance to this tune

moth to the flame

90lb

metamorphosis

(only cuz y’all wanted me to)

(oh shit, a ghost!)
(ayo howard!)
cryptic cynicism right on my hip
“put the zip to my lip” why don’t you stick it, bitch
leave him greyed out, he got one option
tossed him, put him to the flash, he’s forgotten
got em, now we lost him 
what it cost him? nada
shoulda told him that you my son, you not a Father
like a motion picture, you up just like a flyer
still depressed man and i’m tired

ay, fuck if i’m tired
me and my niggas, we posted outside 
professional i move, i’m tied
michael jackson like i’m smooth, i’m glidin’
disrespectful and i’m rude, wintertime
like an owl saying “who” wide-eyed
who the fuck do i look at who to confide?
me myself and i, the big three, ah
get a victory, now they wish me, go die
all the while they said 
(are you outta your head?)
got myself right outta bed
(are you outta your head?)
put the work in til’ i’m dead
(are you outta your head?)
no luck, i just invent 
(are you outta your head?)
redundant, you know the rest

niggas redundant, abundant 
as if they really mean something 
shoo all these women they buggin
right by my lonely no cuffing
unless if you talking bout fucking
otherwise, giving no fucks then
i got some demons, they haunting
charged with possession, i’m stunting, ah
i dont give a fuck, i can get a lawsuit
ima keep it tucked, i deal in absolutes
can you keep it hush, need to tell you the truth
i’m nothing quite like you 

nigga i’m better, you less than nothing, defying the physics and you are the proof

bitch i’m irregular, veteran, look at my medals, like VVS diamonds they bloom

i got the medicine, then again, i been the prophet, say hello to your doom

shit not competitive, segregate all these fuck niggas, i’m racist, i win and you lose

i win and you lose

and i’m tired (Oddwin Rap Contest 2024) (lyrics in desc)

not gonna do anything stupid just had to get these emotions out

Lyrics:
This is it. I'm done.
My head's spinning again it's
too much

every morning is more attempts
only seeing the same results
started wondering my importance
I became a shell, a husk

and I can't identify the words
that can accurately describe these
feelings boiling inside me
To keep moving forward
is slowly increasing in difficulty
shit is mortifying

my deepest apologies I didn't mean to bother,
They tryna pick at my brain, I feel llike cannon-fodder
Anxiety is like a stain, can't seem to get it off, huh?
They leading lambs to slaughter, 
I dont wanna be apart of...

There's no use in pointing the finger
already set in stone now
I'm fizzling out
Tell me you see misfortune is winning
treading for too long I wanna drown
my body wont be found.

I damn near lost everything I've ever loved, ever loved, ever loved
Can't push aside all of this pain, I've had enough, had enough, had enough
Momma you tried everything, thanks for not giving up, giving up, giving up
Father you left us astray, were we not enough, not enough, not enough [2x]

(Wanted more and more and more...)

I don't think I'm enough.

Made This Instead Of Plotting My *******

Happy New Year! 🥂🥳
I wanted to say something now that the year I considered the worst of my entire life has ended.

I first wanted to once again thank you all for being here, thank you for the 1'000 subscriber milestone on YT, thank you for giving me the patience to be away and better my mental while learning to let go of the past. I really appreciate it.

we hit a real heavy motivation blockage in 2024 harder than any other year, and I'm hoping to put a stop to that in 25 and get back to enjoying the hobby I spent 7 years now exploring. I just wanted to say I look forward to experiencing the rainbow after the storm with you all and cheers to surviving another 12 months. let's do it again!

if this world was mine

very unfortunate of you, pygmalion.........

hit me up, ur porcelain skin n glass eyes
cant believe the fact u wont be here tonight
cuz everyone deserves better and so do I
bittersweet dreams id rather stay by your side

i wanna dance with you 
even if we die
all eyes on me
every single pair of their eyes on me oh

nothings ever real
ur looks are perfect
but u cant rlly feel
can u

every frame holds a story
perished days in their glory
and im never feeling sorry
again

just bring me back to life
again

love is alive n real 
so pls dont let me go
again

frozen hourglass
never enuf w what one has
oh

..........oh? r u talking?


ideal lovers, only one me in ur arms
breathe on me and then i shall come alive
u already know  i never mean you no harm
guess u will never let me out of ur sight
let me out of ur mind (out of ur mind)

{not a single worry in your eyes!!!!}
just want to dance with you
even if u wouldn't die with me
this, this is all meant to be
every little thing is all meant to be
me n u
{is this creation confused by me?}

pygmalion 『prod.gomaa』

(prod. neltq*)

lyrics:

sidestepping by the border
can’t keep myself in order
devil on top of my shoulder
sin’s in the eye of the beholder

oh my god, can you help me
i could hear the dissonance ‘tween the melody
you feel like Madonna
just the type that might bring me more trauma
lies don’t hide no karma
what you keeping underneath?
but i know what’s under there, she wants me to see
baby, do you care? she’s touching on me
seen her when i wandered 
dream, serene, her body made of drama
moves like a sonata
with her fingers around my…

look at my range okay
energy can’t tame okay
i lust yeah
entwined in silk and shame
baby i feel so strange
i love you
i’m sleeping wide awake
tongue speaks on a higher plane
ah, votum
singing the same refrain
whispers my new name 
ah, Samael
Samael
sitting by the leaves, under the branches, did i find myself?
die myself?
she keep on advancing, now we’re dancing by the water now
on about
telling me abandon all the things i built and cast it out
the past is out

sidestepping by the border
can’t keep myself in order
devil on top of my shoulder
sin’s in the eye of the beholder

LILITH

lyrics:

“Wouldst thou like to live deliciously?”

nigga, they don’t wanna be the one to point the gun at their reflection
we get to cracking little by little, shit you don’t wanna see the best in (me)
i’m posted by the river, seen a shimmer in the water, was a message 
a crippled black goat in the middle of the moor that i stepped in

do you believe in a god
atonement at play because on me you shouldn’t have crossed
are you another facade
can’t fall for a loop, ‘ready cut all my ties and my knots
but i saw myself from afar
in the mirror, self reflecting on what i might not 
say we all live just to rot 
a liminal limbo, my mind is barely at a thought
and i’m walking in three different wicked dimensions
and you blocking a prism of different perceptions
like a prism i’m splitting you in different directions
in a plane, nonexistent, put you in suspension
don’t gotta show you the proof, ha
niggas not living in truth, ha
look up to me, down to you, ha
ha, ha
love
i don’t got no one
i am no one
you don’t want no one

nigga, they don’t wanna be the one to point the gun at their reflection
we get to cracking little by little, shit you don’t wanna see the best in (me)
i’m posted by the river, seen a shimmer in the water, was a message 
a crippled black goat in the middle of the moor that i stepped in

fuck they sayin’?
why these lames keep on talking on my name?
i went insane and i went and changed the game
it's just a shame how niggas stay in they lane
they be wanting all that fame but they ain’t putting in no pain
i cut some ties just to get to where i'm at
lost some humanity when i cut that pact
these niggas wack, i had to leave ‘em in the past
i'm on a different level, i'm outta they class

i sit and laugh when i go let this chopper blast
fuck you niggas, y’all just laughed when i said i’m gon’ chase this bag
that shit is sad, where my real friends at?
fuck it, i'm skirtting my tires, watch the rims spin back
asking where i been, said the real been back
i been wearing this mask, layers been peeled back
niggas think they know my secret, bitch, i been sealed that
sayin’ i got a big ego, bitch i been killed that

nigga, they don’t wanna be the one to point the gun at their reflection
we get to cracking little by little, shit you don’t wanna see the best in (me)
i’m posted by the river, seen a shimmer in the water, was a message 
a crippled black goat in the middle of the moor that i stepped in

do you believe in a god?
(atonement at play because on me you shouldn’t have)
do you believe in a god? 
can’t fall for a loop ‘ready cut all my ties and my)
do you believe in a god?
(in the mirror self reflecting on what I might)
do you believe in a god?
(say we all live just to rot)
do you believe in a god?
(atonement at play because on me you shouldn’t have)
do you believe in a god?
(can’t fall for a loop)
do you believe in a god?
do you believe in a

BLACK GOAT (FEAT. ODDWIN)

(prod. me & performance by Diamonds, @diamondsmetal on IG)

lyrics:

the moon is naked, white shines on the floor
a reverie vacant, i’ve seen this before
i never wanna learn my lesson
if i pick a time then ticking is the essence
right before i fall in possession 
live deliciously, free your life from despair
i cannot breathe anymore with this air
life is not defined
read between the lines
what is forbidden may fall onto thee
stars are misaligned
nothing but a rhyme

bleeding ain’t really an option, okay
i can’t subjected to it but a toxin, okay
a different perspective given to the godson
initial directive he set without caution
“are you deception?” no, i am a godsend, okay
then i took another lozenge, haha
my soul is costing
i cannot say no because it is an offering
the air is so cold for tonight, it is haunting
my soul is costing, okay

okay, okay
i feel as if time’s finite
as i see the souls alight
there’s a hearse that is slowly but surely approaching 
family curses, you’re close to the fire, you’re burning

bleeding ain’t really an option, okay
i can’t subjected to it but a toxin, okay
a different perspective given to the godson
initial directive he set without caution
“are you deception?” no, i am a godsend, okay
then i took another lozenge, haha
my soul is costing
i cannot say no because it is an offering
the air is so cold for tonight, it is haunting
my soul is costing

REMINISCERE, NIHIL EST TUUM (FEAT. DIAMONDS)

(prod. 1eworld)

lyrics:

hey, hey

hey, hey
hey, hey
hey, hey
hey, hey

he whispered to me something no one would trust (hey, hey)
took it to heart, now i know what is up (hey, hey)
up, two finger salute how i’m pointing it up (hey, hey)
up, to live or die, feel like i’m on the cusp (hey, hey)

(why?)

cause i’m rotting on my nest, waitin’ 
feeling like a lochness, stay missed
feel her crawling on my chest, old witch 
no shit and now she gawking with a tense bold grin, cold hiss
the serpents, they tied both my wrists
the curtains are black with no slit
and there’s no turning back what i did
for certain this is what it is

the devil dances ‘round the martyrs in his kingdom
hold no more guidance and now look what i became of 
i felt the silence fall apart, i lost my wisdom
he went inside, my soul’s departure brought escapism 

hey, hey
hey, hey
hey, hey
hey, hey

he whispered to me something no one would trust (hey, hey)
took it to heart, now i know what is up (hey, hey)
up, two finger salute how i’m pointing it up (hey, hey)
up, to live or die, feel like i’m on the cusp
to live or die, feel like i’m on the

i’m a lost soul, yuh
don’t know what hell i’d bring 
got bodies in the back in the trunk
some parallel escape is what i’m looking for
on my patellas but god ain’t
giving a fuck
i be popping t-twos, stick ‘em up
to incite an uproar, run it up
cut the chicken head off, run a muck
her throat, it ain’t deadly enough
lose my soul in her throat when I bust
what i want but i don’t got the luck
hedonistic, i don’t give a fuck 
huh, look, suit up, yuh
Bruce Wayne, shit got riddles
poppin’ all the colors/collars like skittles
kick rocks or get down 
cause the hittas gon be stickin’ like a fiddle, huh
chinchilla coat on top a chin-killa bitch
got a body and body stacking the totem pole of rich niggas, huh
not a rich nigga, bitch nigga
just a bitch, getta-nigga

you a hoe
i’m in the ball room with the devil daughter two stepping
two s-, two steppi-, two stepping, two stepping hoping we elope
i got the, i got the juke joint jumpin’ voodoo who do you all know?

LIMINAL (FEAT. XTRACTION)

PAR ft. Scrufizzer

@pbdy (Production)
x
@b-u-chanan (Vocals)
BLENDER EP is out April 3rd

Mixed by: @xeno_uk
Mastered by: @nalepa
Strings by: Tylana Regna
Artwork by: Cavecanems

http://www.afropunk.com/profiles/blogs/afropunk-premiere-pbdy-x-buchanan-s-i-was-a-boy-is-an-eclectic?xg_source=activity

"BLENDER is about death and being useless to everyone. You can't save a life, or change a mind, you just simply watch as people do what they do, and feel like shit as it all plays out in front of you.

As a boy my mother had paranoid delusions and believed we were being followed by all sorts of evil organizations, which meant we moved a lot. one of the last places i lived with her before she parted was in a woman's refuge in grimsby. her mind deteriorated and fell apart completely at this point in time and it was quite stressing mentally for a 6 year old boy.

The sounds of the shore were a calming breeze in a head full of screams, and as I cried myself to sleep, gulls and the tide lulled me back to tranquility. 

Soon she was gone, and first I  had to accept that going was a part of life, even if it felt unfair. then I blamed myself, and then I grew to hate her. and years later this hatred still burns. all the things she did to me, and the pain she caused me still hurts.
then I became depressed. 

Every now and then, I become optimistic for tomorrow, and think I have maybe gotten over myself. and that's where blender ends. It's also where it begins, since i wake up the next day, exactly how I felt before."
-BUCHANAN

BLENDER EP

PBDY x BUCHANAN - "I Was a Boy"

⸸ 𝖘𝖆𝖉 𝖛𝖎𝖇𝖊𝖘 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 ⸸



What is my reason?
What is yours?
What is the meaning of life and more?
Ain't it beautiful? 
Beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
Beautiful?
Yeah, yeah

You're surprised
You thought I
Forgot I
Don't forget
Stays in my mind
I don't lie
I don't lie
Now blow your candle out
Make a wish from the bottom now
Is your wish more than this?
Is your wish more than bliss?
The time never stopping
You're closer to heaven, yeah
We cannot stop it
It's 11:11, yeah
Have a confession
But I cannot express it, yeah, I
Don't understand it
I'm asking the question...

What is my reason?
What is yours?
What is the meaning of life and more?
Ain't it beautiful? 
Beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
Beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
Beautiful?
Ain't it beautiful?
Beautiful?
Yeah, yeah

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LIMINAL (FEAT. XTRACTION)

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