wishing i realized my place in this mess sooner

prod me
https://aaronkusnier.art/until

red stains on my tee
and don't tell no one they were free
can't get past this debris
they're hoping i won't make it out
and that's very lovely
your words were so ugly
such bad taste in meaning
(what's the meaning?)
what's the point in anything you say if all you do is lie
i gave you my trust, you bled it out until it dried
still can't come to terms with anything inside my life
so guessing that's part of the game

and i'm so sick of fighting with the devil
who convinced me that i got no potential
and the cards that played were successful, truly
couldn't put up a fight but that was all before
it's been breaking me down to my core
yet still don't know what i'm fighting for

and i won't ever understand the shit that you said
refuse to let that get to me
wont settle in defeat
nah!!!
talk your fucking shit >:)
'cause you got nothing on me
ima end this softly and
wasted so much time to find an answer
time no one can ever get back
my silver lining is painted in blood, so much anger
now everything is such a drag

outta pocket
they make me wanna tear my eyes out of my sockets
but i won't let them see a day, it's what they started
i know i'll find a way, i'm like a heartless
hoping this is what they wanted

don't know what to seek
feel like i can't be me
still not past the debris
but hoping things will end fine
i've lost all my focus
most days, so hopeless
this world's got sour taste
(tastes like shit)
what's the point in anything at all if everything gets worse
it feels like 18 years i've been stuck inside a curse :/
but i will keep pushing 'cause there's gotta be a worth
until it's all over

and i hope for a day that i can come back
(to) a world of my own, no one can trespass
under the sun laying on the grass
'cause it's all that i have ):

streaming

until it's over

just a frog (no one special)

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Kind of a shy guy, mostly just keeps quiet for the most part and can never make the first move. Also kind of a powerscaler on YouTube and Instagram but I only upload one video a month at this point lol. Only following goats. Literally cannot talk to women or maintain a proper conversation with a single girl because of inexperience or anxiety. Yeah that's it do what you will with this info I guess.

Socials:
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If y'all ever wanna play with me on Roblox:
https://www.roblox.com/users/618953298/profile

Feel free to talk to me on Instagram or Discord if you want, I'll be free most of the time and I'd be delighted to maybe start a conversation with some of y'all.

Three other worldly beings start a podcast and talk about whatever they feel like. 

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until it's over

aararo