bailey.

CASPER ! (Prod. Max P)

grief

all instruments and vocals written / recorded by me
mix master by desmo
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i only do this so you can feel so proud of me
you wont get much out of me 
no theres nothing more to life i see     
nothing that i gotta be
doing all these drugs everyday so obnoxiously 
do i want this more than life itself? 
well probably , well probably
are you hearing what we doing or you asleep ? 
wake up ! 
i said wake up!
i said wake up!
i said wake up!
no this shit is not a game to me
please don't try and play with me
all these tears i fuckin cried
you can take me painfully
don't reveal your secrets to no one
yeah thats the fuckin motto
good job bravo
im sorry what was that your voice was a little muffled
i got some shit i believe its so serious to me
will you take away anything im gonna say
like what the fuck
i feel so stuck
i feel like im always in a fuckin rush
i wish i could tell u to shut the fuck up
nothing that i do ever feels like enough
feel like i rinse and repeat
every day of the week
find new words to speak
nothing that i do 
ever feels like enough
it will never let up
dig another hole and fill it up
i wouldnt take a single fucking thing
back in my life
id let it be the same
let it run its course
ill embrace my name
ill embrace every part of my life that i have in me
keep it between us
just keep this between us

i only do this so you can feel proud of me
you wont get much out of me     
theres nothing that i gotta be
im doing all these drugs everyday so obnoxiouisly 
do i want this more than life itself? well probably

music video

proud of me

feel something (prod. slummppd)

cr1tter - Put it back together - leak

Broke That Spell Straight to Hell moves like a dark incantation disguised as a song, The rhythm crawls slow and deliberate, each beat pulsing like the heartbeat of something ancient waking beneath the earth, The bass feels alive, deep enough to shake the breath from your lungs, Aniel’s voice glows and burns at once, a mix of seduction and defiance that sounds both human and divine, The production breathes in smoke and exhales whispers, reversed choirs flicker like ghosts caught in the mix, and faint bells drift through the haze as if marking a forbidden hour, Every lyric sounds like it was written in secret, each repetition a word of power that blurs the line between faith and sin, The song does not rise or fall; it spirals, drawing the listener closer until it feels less like hearing and more like being pulled inside the sound itself, When it ends the silence lingers like a curse waiting to be spoken again

Broke that Spell 7

A Hypnotic, Country Folk-Electronic Fusion Track—Smoky Textures And A Sense Of Healing

Verse 1
Breathing in the silence, shadows start to fade,
Truth drifts slow inside this medicinal haze.
Every scar dissolves in the rhythm of the night,
Faith is the ember, intuition is the light.

Pre-Chorus
Whispered prayers in the smoke,
Every wound finds a note.

Chorus
Medicinal haze, carry me through,
Healing in the fog, breaking me new.
Wrapped in the sound, I’m learning to stay,
Finding my freedom in the haze.

Verse 2
Regret’s a ghost that dances in the mist,
Self-compassion’s song is the one I can’t resist.
Every chord a remedy, every hook a cure,
The haze is the medicine, making me sure.

Bridge
Country roads dissolve, gospel choirs rise,
Pop hooks shimmer under folk skies.
I’m lost and I’m found in this healing maze,
Breathing forever in medicinal haze.

Final Chorus (Lifted)
Medicinal haze, carry me home,
Every scar sings, I’m never alone.
Wrapped in the sound, I’m learning to stay,
Finding my freedom in the haze.

medicinal-haze-(remastered).mp3

https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
vox mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo

with these passing seasons
another change of feelings
overcome
by whats left back
and next up front
on the run

from the light 
at the end of
the tunnel
cast a shadow
over me
shattered heart
never felt so cold
to see
didn’t i say
its over
you don’t need no closure
keep trynna move in closer
my dear
its exposure
you constantly
bothering
hollering
wallowing
swallowing
guilt from
the following
the trust you left jaded
getting so fucked up
these memories 
keep fading 
erasing
you but its taking
too long
I’m still on my knees
shouting at will
ready to kill
the spirits of all
that take and use
it was always you
i wanted to choose
could never pull through
im glad i didn’t
id never be me
without you

with these passing seasons
another change of feelings
overcome
by whats left back
and next up front
on the run
from the light 
at the end of
the tunnel

on the run (prod killedmyself)

fear  real  high on a rocket 🚀
produced by @madaratbh

roley poley (prod. madara tbh)

download "This Is Not For You" https://stillvanishing.bandcamp.com/album/this-is-not-for-you

bailey.

Ace Stranger