"i have all the problems i need right here !"

(featuring @bhproducer & @singin-in-the-rain)

written and produced by self discovery, bh & stormkloud
mixed and mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[bh]
i'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh
i'm sorry if i'm losing my track but
i'm escaping all these places
i am mentally trapped in my head and it's killing me
everybody knows where i'm at uh
oversharing, that's my bad
i hope that i don't fall behind the race
i'm going at my pace i'm going at my pace

there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home

[self discovery]
put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

[stormkloud]
how do i fix myself and
how do i call for help
i'm scared
all familiar but i feel it
i know this has to quit
so how do i pump the brakes
yeah we could just sit and wait
right here
so i wonder if there's time for me
to stop and realize
it's not really something i can change
and i'm sick of wasting all my range
when new places get old
and old faces i told
to watch out for greatness
oh, how bold !
i think i'm better off
sticking to what i know

[self discovery]
there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home
but i'm scared i'll be the last one left
to share my story
i'll bite my tongue
it's for the lore
should i be wary
of whom i've shared my side
prepared to be the last one left
in purgatory
i'll hold my tongue
it's for my story
it's fair to say that
guilt has been my guide !

put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

spawnpoint ! (feat. bh & StormKloud)

lyrics:

Dug a hole, in my life
I’ve tried a thousand times
To make it up, I'll do it cause
I know it’s not alright

And you told me it wasn't fair
Could you try to pretend you care
Didn't know what it meant back then
When you told me I was your friend

The older myths, still decide
The proof is you and I
But only one, can tell the truth
The other always lies

And you told me it wasn't fair
Could you try to pretend you care
Didn't know what it meant back then
When you told me I was your friend

But now I see what I was in a dream
I’m gonna sing to the sound and they’ll never find out

And you told me it wasn't fair
Could you try to pretend you care
Didn't know what it meant back then
When you told me I was your friend
Now I know every word you said
Can we try to forget again
Now I know what you meant back then
When you told me this was the end

Myth

Shoots

be comfortable (aego remix)

helloo!! new music out with thomas white. 

please stream it and watch the music video as well <3
https://ffm.to/wait4-me

Bandcamp

wait4me

THERE'S STILL TIME !!!

Thanks so much to halfTrue for putting up with me and trusting me with this instrumental this shit is so cool.

CREDITS !!!
VOX/WRITING AND WHATNOT - MEEEEEE
PROD / MIX / MASTER ETC - halfTrue, (I helped a little bit but not much)
ART - ME WHIPPEE

LYRICS !!!

Everybody
loves ! You as ! You are !
It's why they're always
here ! when you ! get on !
But still I'm screaming
Oh my god ...
Is this really all I've done

Why'd I always keep, on giving up
Everything, that gives me love
They're telling me that time moves on, oh

Time ~! moves ~! on ~!

---VERSE---

Speak my age like a curse !
Couldn't bear it
We all try our best to dispel it
It's why you always talk too much
Cos it makes u feel more young

My parents feel bad for me
I'm not 17
And I haven't been ...
For a while now

Would it bother me
If we treated time more sweetly

---CHOR 1---

Everybody
loves ! You as ! You are !
It's why they're always
here ! when you ! get on !
But still I'm screaming
Oh my god ...
Is this really all I've done ... :(

Why'd I always keep, on giving up
Everything, that gives me love
They're telling me that time moves on, but

IM NOT DONE

YOU GOTTA GET UP !!!

---Bridge---

I really thought I'd like getting old
But no one seems to think so
How many years are left for my own
Chances left to feel whole

Lost to the daydream
There was a place my dad used to take me
Did he waste his time ? For a feeling I'm
Sure that I'll forget

GET UP !

--SOLO CHOR---

Have you written all you wanted ? GET UP !
Time to face your life, GET UP !
Yeah we really wont wait, get up !
And I could never live enough

---Final Chor---

Everybody
loves ! You as ! You are !
It's why they're always
here ! when you ! get on !
But still I'm screaming
OOH MY GOOOOOD
Is this really all I've done :/

Why'd I always keep, on giving up
Everything, that gives me love
They're telling me that time moves on, but

I'M ! NOT ! DONE !

GET UPPP !

SEARCH

To tell you the truth

new release after how long?? lmaoo

this is part of a bigger compilation for 'The Birdhouse' called 'The Bird's Nest, Volume 1"
featuring a bunch of friends and folks who contributed tracks for a donathon to help raise funds for a show of ours

special thanks to @quaide for providing add. vocals and songwriting

check out the rest of the compilation here:

YT: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MFt91FexgGk&t=6s&pp=ygUXdGhlIGJpcmRzIG5lc3Qgdm9sdW1lIDE%3D
BC: https://birdhousecyphers.bandcamp.com/album/the-birds-nest-vol-1

lyrics

i didn't mean for it to burn you down
just send a message that
i couldn't face the truth, oh
i know it's something that we talked about
talked about
but i don't know why
it's in and out
i'm down, my mind is going
round and round
i wanted you to stay and watch the
day turn one more time

oh, what a shame
dripping down your face like it's the rain
i told you that i'd do anything for you girl
but i think that it's getting hard to maintain

how could you dip 
on a girl like that?
okay, okay
i fucking get it
i said some things
i probably shouldn't
but i think that she should hate me
all of my time
i'm self-obsessed
i know, i know
but i can't stop it
just go alone
oh girl i promise
it's better for u baby
i wish that it was fine for us
'cause when it's fine for us
i cannot hide the love
ooh
but i think we're in too much stress
oh it's just common sense
you cannot handle this

oh, what a shame (oh, what a shame)
dripping down your face like it's the rain
i told you that i'd do anything for you girl
but i think that it's getting hard to maintain

oh, what a shame
dripping down your face
like it's the rain
i told you that i'd do anything for you girl
but i think that it's getting hard to maintain

>> i uh... i told myself it would be different

Maintain

lost file 1

Endless Evening is a surreal, retro-lounge indie rock album that feels like stepping into a fading, glamorous world stuck in time. Each track tells a story about strange characters—mysterious figures like Mr. Dawn, the cryptic Envy, and the crooked elites of a decadent city where power and illusion rule.

mr dawn

can we try to forget again?

acloudyskye@gmail.com