taste 1

written/recorded in the last days of living in santa cruz before my house flooded and i moved across the country and started a whole new life with a wife and family and kids and two little dogs

Tascam420- super secret sad song .wav

My mind hurts I go outside to run away
Out in the snow shock so I can escape me
I don’t feel it maybe im somewhat vacant
Did I just want something that cannot happen?

Watching all the smart girls out doing dumb things
To be in a state opposite to reality
I need that I wanna feel alright ideally 
Love is the cure what this is feels for real 
they're  high 
like the chemtrails
Over the night club
to be laughing 
to be pretty 
to be seen

Don’t worry about how the story will end
The truth usually betrays people in the end
To wish away and erase the painful memories
im back in the city meet me for a drink bb

Grey day dim in the rain wet clothes piled on the floor
I don’t feel like a real woman ???? but I felt so pretty as ugly before
The fact is every one of us is arrested
or maybe or maybe or maybe

pretty ugly Unmixed Demo

minna - King, Warrior, Magician, Lover

below unfinished demo

I can’t focus on anything at all
And I dont do it to finish first but now
I’m staring in the corner its my punishment
Punishment
Im never gonna fall away 
And I dont wanna change 

I can’t lose 
cuz I’m just here to have my fun and act like
everything is perfect even when its not I guess thats your punishment
Punishment
If anybody’s down on that
Then they can go wrong if they want

Are you still here with us
I count the hours 
I know you're out there
You dont stop 
It’s just in your head
in your head
in your head

We dont need that 
If you’re not going to have it
what the point of this if this it dont clear 
your head
your head
your head 
 
None really warned me I would get into this trouble
But id rather fight than switch can only stay mad for so long until im over it
This is reality
not falling through the cracks 

you’ll start doing it with the guy who are better than you
Thats what this is all about
Its doing things you didn’t know you that could do before
You really have to see yourself
I want it cut and dry

Are you still here with us
I count the hours 
I know your out there
You dont stop 
It’s just in your head
in your head
in your head

We dont need that 
If you’re not going to have it
what the point of this if it dont clear 
your head
In your head
In your head 
 
You take a slam you get hurt but 
Ive worn myself down to a nub
With nothing else around
Its a great stress release 
Fly baby fly
And you can lose track

below unfinished demo

computerwife